Jade's POV

It was Saturday night and I drove up to Beck's RV. I know I might've taken him back too easily but I somewhat I felt like I could trust him. I got out of my car and went up to his door.

Beck opened it immediately before I had a chance to knock. "Hey," he said, stepping aside to let me in. "Hey," I replied, still wary. Beck noticed my wariness right away and looked upset.

"There's no one else here-or anyone before now. I told you, you're the only one I love." I smiled a little at this, I couldn't help it. Beck pulled me into a kiss; it was short but still good. "I want this night to be special." he whispered.

"So what are we going to do?" I asked, wanting to know what he's planning. "Well, I was thinking we could watch a movie, stay up all night … and something else…" Beck trailed off and I knew where he was going.

"Sex?" I raised an eyebrow. He nodded. I was about to start panicking but I wasn't going to let Beck think I wasn't ready for it. We've been together for two years minus this week and we never had sex yet. I never mentioned anything about it, kind of hoping Beck would talk about it first. But I never expected it right after we got back together.

"You have to know you can trust me. I'll be there for you, always. Let me give you a chance to prove it to you." Beck said, looking straight into my eyes. I stared back and finally said "Okay."

I was sitting on the couch snuggling next to Beck watching some lame movie he picked out. He made me coffee though so I was happy. I made an effort to actually watch the movie which wasn't that bad after all. I mean, it had one of those sappy endings I can't stand but it was okay.

I sighed, resting my head on Beck's shoulder. "Babe, I love you." he said. "I love you too." I replied. Beck kissed me again and I met his lips, my tongue begging for an entrance. He opened them slightly and my tongue met his and fought for dominance. His hands slowly traced up my back, finding my bra strap. I tensed a little but let him unclasp it while I tugged at the zipper of his jeans.

A few minutes later I found us both naked. We were in his bed with our clothes back on the couch. "You're sure we're ready for this?" I asked, my face inches away from his. "Of course, this is our special night. And we'll have protection. I want to make up for everything I did." Beck whispered.

I want to make up for everything I did. Those were the last words I heard him say. I woke up surprised that I was naked. Then I remembered. Beck was still asleep, his chest rising and falling steadily. He looked so content and was really hot. I was tired both mentally and physically and I fell back asleep with my head resting on his shoulder like I always do.

Beck's POV

I stirred to find Jade's head on my shoulder. I gently brushed some hair out of her face. She looked peaceful, so unlike how she acted at school and other places. Jade was beautiful when she slept. And when she's awake. She's beautiful all the time.

I was so glad she started to trust me again (well, kind of, but it's a start), but there was something that was really bothering me. I was wondering if Jade was really more hurt than she was letting on. She did say that I didn't know how hurt she was but I had to know for myself.

"Jade?" I whispered. She moved slightly, and opened her eyes. "Yeah?" she answered sleepily.

"I know you probably don't want to talk about this, but I need to know. How much have I really hurt you?" Jade immediately turned away from me. There was a loud silence and I knew I was right about her being more hurt than she was.

Jade's POV

How could he? How could Beck make me happy and then bring it crashing down with talking about 'the kiss'? I had turned away from him, glaring at whatever I saw which happened to be his dresser. It seemed kind of foolish, staring down something that wasn't even alive, but whatever, as long as I didn't have to meet Beck's gaze.

"Jade, you have to speak to me." He sounded worried. I turned around, deciding to answer him. "A lot, okay? I already told you."

Beck sighed. "I know, but I know you Jade. I can tell you're hiding your feelings and you don't have to." I inwardly sighed. It's almost scary how he can detect this. But we've been together for a long time now, so it really shouldn't be surprising.

"I asked if you could trust me," Beck said when I didn't say anything. "and you said yes. So where is it now?" "I don't know." I eventually replied. "I thought I did, but after Tori and Riley I'm not sure anymore."

This upset Beck. I could see it on his face. "It was just a stage kiss," he tried to defend himself. "A kiss is still a kiss," I shot back. Why were we fighting? I hated this; I just wanted to forget about everything. But I can't.

"I love you and only you, Jade." Beck said firmly. "I mean it." He did sound like he meant it. And after all we've been through; he may really be telling the truth. I was quiet for a moment. "Okay… But if you make one wrong move…" I didn't have to say any more.

"I won't. I've made some really stupid mistakes. I won't make anymore. Come on, let's get dressed and I'll make breakfast." Beck rolled out of bed, picked up his clothes, and headed into his bathroom to take a shower. I also got out of bed and went into his dresser to take out some clothes I've left whenever I was over. I picked out black skinny jeans and a black t-shirt with white skull bones on it.

When we dressed, Beck made pancakes into attempted heart shapes which resulted as a fail. They were lopsided with one side bigger than the other, but still good. We both had coffee, French vanilla, my favorite. Later, I was lying around in the middle of another make-out session.

"Ready for school tomorrow?" Beck asked once we pulled apart. I groaned. "I hate Mondays!" "Too bad, 'cause we're going." Beck said. I groaned again. "And we're sitting with the others at lunch." he added. "We can't avoid them forever." He had a point. But that would be later and we didn't have to worry about it now." "Whatever, worry about it later, right now, I want to enjoy this moment." I leaned into him, without a care in the world.

I know how long it's been. And I'm soooooooooooooo sorry! Writer's block has been super evil to me. Not to mention schoolwork and a busy schedule! Next chapter is the last and I'm going to try to make it long. I'll try to update during Christmas break. Tell me what you think!

~Bluestar4ever