Helller My pretties(: I am super duper sorry that I haven't updated in forever. Please don't shoot!(: Well as I said a while back I was going to make a playlist for the chapters. Since I had no help what-so-ever in that, I am going to wing it. Keep in mind I do not own the Loevvely Twilight Series. I own my people, or more they own me and want to have their stories told.(:

Playlist(: (Remember that she is country, so bare with Bonnie)

1. Honkey Tonk Stomp- Brookes and Dunn(: I picked it because I put my country playlist on shuffle and spelled Bonnie(:

2. Gunpowder and Lead- Miranda Lambert(: I think that Bonnie is strong like the girl in this song(and because I spelled out her middle name-Raeliegh-pronounced kinda like Rylie, but with a strong southern twang(: )

Thanks y'all for reading.

Chapter 4: Shut the Sam Hill Up, Bonnie.

The beach looked amazing. It was so different from the one back home. I love it though. The smell was really nice. Something, was telling me to soak it in. That I would love it here a lot.

"Bonnie share about Tennessee!, please!" Kim poked me.

"I don't want to tell you guys," I said and then whispered, "You will be afraid of me."

"Just tell us. We can take anything." Emily said happily. She wasn't taking this seriously. No one ever did.

"If I tell you, you may never tell anyone. Ever. Do ya' hear me. Promise to me." I said in a low tone. Even though we were the only beach goers today. I just couldn't help it. Shut up Bonnie. You can not tell them. This is a bad idea. Don't tell them!

"I'm a werewolf." It slipped out. They all just smiled.

"Well then that's normal." They all joked.

"Stop! You have to take this seriously. Now! Listen to me! Your husbands and boyfriends and friends are not werewolves they are shapeshifters. I am the real thing!" I was yelling now. I don't even know where I knew the middle part from. They smelled kinda funny when I met them, but I thought it was man perfume.

"What? What are you talking about?" Leah asked in a small tone.

"I. Am. A. Werewolf. The moon, changes me." I said in the same low tone. They were all just starring at me like I was a monster. That is what I expected, but not my mouth. My mouth just wanted someone to tell. It couldn't hold it in anymore. I had to tell.

"Oh. Well then that's different. Did you get bit or something?" Emily asked me still talking nonchalantly.

"Why are you taking this so easy breezy? I just told you that I am a werewolf and you are asking me about it?" I was almost about to scream again.

"You just told us that you are a werewolf. Would you like us to freak out on you?" Kim asked.

"Well, no. I just want.. I don't know what I want," I slowly calmed down. I knew what I wanted. "I want to cry is what I want." I said softly.

"Then cry." Rachel said. She was the one who was taking it the worse a minute ago, but now is completely chill.

I have to tell the truth. I couldn't keep it in anymore, "I don't know how. Crying is a weakness." I said.

They all just starred at me like I was a complete moron, "Have you ever cried before?" Emily asked me, she was the type of person who was really caring and wasn't just looking for something out of it. My mom was the opposite of her. Do Not get me wrong. I love my mom, she is good to me. But she doesn't really connect on any level other than superficial.

"A couple times. When I broke my arm. When I got stomped on by a bull and when I bit my lip." They all just starred at me. I couldn't tell what they were thinking; there faces were just kinda blank.

"Broken Arm is understandable, being stomped on by a bull very understandable, but biting you lip? Really? You are such a baby." Leah said laughing.

Even though she was kidding I was slightly hurt. Being a country girl, you do not cry. Ever. It is only showing weakness. I don't like to show weaknesses obviously.

"I know." I said in a playful tone, a big change from my almost teary voice moments.

"How long have you been a-" Rachel was about to say werewolf, but somebody came up from the side of her and grabbed her. It was a huge guy. I think I have seen him somewhere before. He was one of the guys who was at the party and at the house.

"Paul!" She yelled.

"Rachel!" The man named Paul yelled.

"Get out of here." Leah growled in a low tone.

"Hey, Bonnie I'm Quil!" One of the boys said introducing himself to me.

"Quil. Hmm… I like that name. Nice to meet you." I said politely fighting the urge to curtsy. I would make my mom proud.

"I met you at the party, but I didn't introduce myself. I'm Embry." He said smiling and looking over my body. All the boys here looked the same. Short cropped hair and dark skin. They all had a tattoo on their left arm, I was assuming that it was a tribal symb- It hit me like a brick wall. That smell. What was it? I could faintly smell it in the car, but I just thought it was a car smell. But now that I think of it I smelled it in the house really strongly.

"Are you?" Quil asked me.

"Am I what?" I ask coming off of my realization and taking a concealed step back.

"Are you going to come to the bonfire this weekend?" He asked again.

"Well, I didn't know I was invited, but I may go. What happens at these kinds of things?" I asked smiling even though the smell was about to make me keel over.

"Lots of stuff, you will just have to come and see." Quil said with this tone that made me forget what I was about to say.

"Maybe. We will have to see." I was almost to the point where holding my nose became a necessity.

"Is something wrong?" A voice came from behind Embry, it sounded like pure gold. I could hear it every day and never get tired of it.

Then the most beautiful boy in the world stepped out and it was like the heavens were parting and letting him fall down, for me of course.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I said slightly light headed. This boy just does that to me. Jacob.

"Good." He said in the golden voice again. I was to busy looking at his perfectly carved face and body to look at his eyes. I slowly made my way up and his eyes were smoldering. They were the same Amazing choco brown that I saw back at the house and for a quick glance at the party. I could get lost in those things. GOOOOOD LORD! Stop! You have a boyfriend! STOP!

But you talked about maybe not doing things far apart…..

"Are you going to be at the bonfire?" I asked. Oh lord, was I coming on too strong? Gawd! I am starting to sounds like a hooker!

"I think so." He replied smoothly.

"Come on let's go swimming, that's what we came here for right? Or do you wanna hit on him some more?" Leah called me out.

I will come off of this not embarrassed at all.

"Well, that is a hard choice-" I said while giving him an uodown, while his eys got huge, "-but if I'm good for anything, it's sticking to my word, So come one Hunny-bee lets go." I said gracefully. I walked over to where to girl were all standing in a huddle and waved my fingers at Jacob.

"You. Are. Sooooo. Into. Him." Rachel said.

"Quite possibly." I said coyly.

"So are you going to explain more on your…predicament? Or should we just tell them to watch out when the full moons out?" Emily said playfully.

"They?" I asked stupidly, "Nevermind I got it." The wolves. Shapeshifters. They protect the lands from the stories my mom told me when I was little.

"We can discuss it when-" I said throwing my thumb over my shoulder pointing to them, "they leave. Oh and by the way you guy's secret is safe with me."

I cannot believe that I just confessed that all to them like it was nothing. What is coming over me? Someone should ahve slapped me and said 'Shut the Sam Hill Up!', But ooooh no... No one can tell me that and listen. What is today? May 31? Yeah, I think that's right. I have fifteen days until the next full moon. Oh lord.

Thanks for reading now just review. Tell me should I keep going or just give it up? I know this was really really short and I'm sorry. Writers block SUCKS. It can go die.(:

R&R

"Y'all come back now, ya' hear?" Bonnies sends her love.

Tell me what you think, and give me some country songs prefurably. Don't make me pick the songs out by spelling out names at random. I could land on something that doesn't resemble the story what so ever and it may make me change my mind to start writing like that.(;

I'm just joshing you.

Love Always,

B.(: