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I closed my eyes for a few seconds, but couldn't open them back up.
"Sophie." Seth whispered.
"Yeah."
"Wake up." my eyes popped open and I sat up.
"I fell asleep?"
"Yeah."
"Oh my god im so sorry!"
"It's okay, I slept too."
"Im sorry, I don't want you to think that you were boring or that the date was boring-"
"Calm down, it's okay. You were tired, I was tired too so we took a nap together."
"Okay." I said and laid back in his chest.
"The sun should be joining us shortly."
"Cool." I reached my right hand up and ran my fingers through his hair.
"Mmm, that feels so good." I looked up and he had his eyes closed.
"How are you so warm?"
"What?"
"Im cold to the touch, your burning up."
"Well, your exposed to the wind more, im touching you so your body heat is getting transferred to me."
"That makes sense…I guess."
He gasped, "Babe look!" he said and pointed, I followed his finger with my eyes, it was the sunrise. It was amazing, I've never seen anything like it in my life.
"Isn't it amazing?" he asked.
"Mhm." we both let out sighs.
"I've never seen anything like it!" I said starring at it.
"I've only seen it once, but it never looked this perfect or beautiful. Probably because you're here."
"What would that have to do with anything?"
"Well, it has a competition now!"
"A completion?"
"Yeah, I used to stare at it and admire it all day, now it's all you." he said smiling.
I couldn't help smiling. I kissed him.
"Well, now what?" I asked him, starring back at the sun.
"Well…it's up to you. We could sleep here I guess, go back to your place, jus watch the sun a little longer…"
"Don't make it up to me."
"Okay, well, how bout we go back to your house?"
"Okay." he gave me a kiss on the forehead and stood up. He helped me up and we cleaned everything up. We got in the car, and he drove off. When we got back to my house it was all dark; Emily and Sam must be sleeping. I opened the door quietly.
"Do you mind if I take a shower real quick?" Seth asked me.
"No, go ahead." he closed the door and went upstairs. I decided to sit on the couch and maybe watch some T.V. I walked over, in the dark, and at down on the edge of the cough. I leaned to the left and laid down, to quickly roll off the couch. I felt something soft, like skin, bumpy like muscles, oh god did I just lay down on Sam?
"Can I…help you?" Jacob asked me amused.
"Jacob?" I sat up and reached my hands out, feeling around in the empty air until I found his face; his lips actually.
"Yes.."
"Sorry." I said and quickly pulled my hands away.
"It's okay."
"I totally forgot you were sleeping on the couch."
"Its cool! I can move." he said and stood up.
"No." I said and stood up, putting my hands on his bare chest. Even though we were in the dark, I could feel his eyes on my face, im sure he could feel mine on his. "No, your the guest, go back to bed." I said softly.
"If you insist."
"I do."
"Goodnight."
"Night." I heard him sit back down, and I walked carefully upstairs. I changed out of my clothes when I got in my room. When I threw my outfit on my chair I saw something crawl away. It scared the crap out of me, I would have gotten Seth, but he's in the shower; my only option was Jacob. So I ran down stairs, in my bra and panties, and grabbed Jacob's hand.
"I need you." I said and dragged him upstairs. When we got in my room he could see what I was wearing, or more what I wasn't wearing, and I think he got the wrong impression.
"Seth's right there in the shower! You freak on me for coming on to you earlier and now you do thins, wearing that! How can I say no?" Jacob said.
"Whoa whoa whoa! What do you thinks going on here?"
"You come to me and say you need me, and your dressed in your bra and underwear."
"Yeah, I was changing when I saw something crawling on my floor, Seth's in the shower. I need you to kill the thing!"
"Oh. Where is it?"
"Over there." I said and pointed. He walked over and looked around.
"Do you have a shoe box or something?"
"Um…" I ran in my closet and found a box, I dumped my shoes out of it and threw the box and lid at Jacob; it hit him in the head.
"Thank you for that." he said as it fell to the floor.
"Sorry." I said laughing. He grabbed the box and lid, and scooped whatever it was up into it. He opened up my window and tossed it outside.
"Thank you, you're a life savor!" I said and gave him a huge hug.
"No problem!" he said and hugged me back. "If you need anything else, you know where to find me."
"Okay." we let go, and he went back downstairs. I stood there thinking about what he thought was going on.
"Sophie?" Seth asked.
"Hey." I said and turned around to face him; he was wearing nothing but a towel, and his hair was still wet. He looked me up and down, as I did him. I smiled and put on a tank top, and a pair of shorts. Even though its chilly out, I was really warm last night.
"Aren't you gonna be cold?" Seth asked me.
"I was really warm last night for some reason. Aren't you going to be cold in nothing but boxers?"
"Im warm blooded. I'll be fine." he said with a smile.
"You good?" I asked.
"Yup." he said and hoped into my bed. I flicked off the light switched and walked over to my side. I sat down and got under the covers.
"Night Seth."
"Night Soph."
"Seth?" I asked.
"Yeah?" I rolled over so we were face to face.
"I really had fun tonight." I said and smiled at him.
"So did I." we stared at each other for a minute. I scooted in closer to him and he stared at me. He pulled one of his hands out from under the blanket and put it on my cheek. He moved the hair from my face and pulled me in closer to him. He wrapped his arms around me and as soon as his hands touched my back it gave me goose bumps down my spine. He felt me shiver and began to rub his warm soft hands up and down my back. It felt so good I started getting tingles all over my body. He could see it, in my face, what he was doing to me and stopped. I moved my leg over so it was touching his leg. I rubbed it over his leg a few times until his lips crashed into mine. I kissed him back, he moved his lips from my lips to my neck. I put my hands behind his head and pulled him closer to me. He pulled my leg up behind him and rolled us over so I was laying on my back and he was on top of me. He put one of his hands under my shirt and rubbed my skin. He moved his lips down and kissed each of my breasts. I put my hands on his chest and pushed him up.
"Whats wrong?" he asked me out of breath.
"Don't you think this is a little fast?" I asked catching my breath.
"No." he said and tried to kiss me again.
"Wait."
"What babe? I thought you wanted this?"
"I thought I did, but we just met and I've never done this before, I don't know if you have, but my first should be special. and who's to say if something might happen and we don't talk anymore? I think we should know each other a little longer an-" he cut me off by putting a finger over my lips.
"Sophia calm down. I understand it's okay."
"Im really sorry, I thought I was ready for this, I got you all excited and ready to go and now your ready and its not gonna happen." I said and put my hands over my face.
"Baby its okay, I'll be right back though, okay?"
"Yeah." he got out of the bed and covered himself with his hands. A minute or two later I heard the toilet flush, and soon to follow Seth walked in my room; he didn't need to cover up anymore. I sat up and he sat next to me on the bed; he was facing me. He grabbed one of my hands out of my lap and kissed it, then he held it on his bare chest, I looked at him.
"It's okay if your not ready. I'm here and I'll always be here." I smiled at him and leaned in. I gave him a kiss. He scooted backwards and laid half way back on the head board I rested in his lap. He wrapped his arms around the front of my body; we fell asleep that way. I woke up alone. I felt around my bed with my arms and legs, nothing, no one. I didn't know if this was a good thing or a bad thing. I sat up, threw my covers off and walked downstairs. As soon as I hit the stairs I smelt bacon. I walked in the kitchen expecting to see Emily, but saw Jacob standing at the stove cooking.
"Good morning." Jacob said to me.
"Hi." I replied.
"How'd you sleep?"
"Like a baby. You?"
"Pretty good."
"Why are you cooking?"
"Because usually when a person wakes up from sleeping, they get a weird grumbling feeling in their stomach. They usually get rid of that feeling by cooking something called food," he lifted the frying pan, "and eating it."
"Alright smartass." I said, he laughed.
I mean why are you cooking [i]here[/i]? At someone else's house?"
"Um."
"Guys usually don't cook."
"I'm not a usual guy." he said and gave me a wink. I smiled and sat down at the table in the kitchen.
"I like cooking." he said after 30 seconds of quiet.
"Something we have in common." I added. Jacob grabbed a plate from the cabinet and put eggs, bacon, seasoned potatoes, and a cinnamon roll on it. He walked over to the table, put that plate down in front of me and fixed a bigger one for himself. He set that plate down across from me and sat in the chair behind it.
"Thanks." I said.
"It's no problem." I looked at his plate compared to mine, and my plate looked like a crumb!
"I have the hunger of a wolf." he said carefully, I laughed.
"And the looks kinda." I smiled. He quickly looked up then back down when he saw I wasn't looking. I took a bite out of my food and was amazed at how amazing it tasted.
"Oh my god Jacob!" I said.
"It's that bad?" he asked worried.
"No, it's amazing!" I said taking another bite.
"Will you marry me!" I said. Jacob laughed. "Seriously this is so good."
"Hey." Seth said walking in. he a wearing different clothes, but still look good.
"Hey." I said to him with a smile. He walked over and gave me a sweet kiss. When we pulled apart I noticed Jacobs longing look. I brought my head down and looked up at Jacob. He smiled a little and ate his food.
"Good morning." Emily said walking in the kitchen.
"Hi." I replied.
"Oouh, who cooked?"
"Jacob, and it's amazing!" I said then took another bite.
"So, the fourth of July is this week, any plans?"
"Well, Eli's coming this week."
"Really?" she asked excitedly.
"Yeah." I nodded.
"Then we have so much to do around here!"
"Like what?"
"CLEAN!" she said and rushed out of the kitchen.
"Oh my god." I said and took my last bite of food. I got up from the table and started walking to the sink.
"You can just leave it in the sink, I'll wash it." Jacob said.
"You sure?" I asked be fore I let go of my plate.
"Yeah." he said nodding. I put my plate in the sink.
"Thanks." I said in a flirtatious way, while I smiled and fiddled with my hair a little. I walked out of the kitchen not believing what I just did.
"What the hell was that?" Seth asked Jacob quietly.
"I don't know." I walked upstairs and got dressed. I put on a black skirt that stopped a little above my knee, it was one of those skirts that fit's the waist but is looser everywhere else, and a forest green short sleeved shirt. I put on a half coat to keep my arms warm. I walked downstairs and couldn't find anyone but Jacob he was sitting on the couch.
"Where'd everyone go?" I asked him.
"Seth left because he got mad, and Emily and Sam went to the store."
"Why did Seth get mad?"
"Who knows." he said and patted the seat next to him; I sat down there. "I think we need to talk."
Uh-oh, "About what?" I played it off.
"Me and you." he looked at me straight in the eyes. "I just want you to know how I feel. I have very very strong feelings for you, I know that you and Seth are dating, but I want you to know that my feelings for you are not just love related, you can come to me for advice, protection, shoulder to lean on, anything you name I'll be here for you." he said this so sweetly it made me smile.
"Thanks. Can I tell you something?" I asked shyly.
"Of course, anything." he said reassuring.
"I have feelings for you too." he smiled. "I'm not sure if they're anything more than friendship, or family like, but there's something there."
"That's good that's okay. Im not asking you to love me, im not asking you to like me that way, just to hear you say you feel something is good enough for me." he said and then smiled. "Here." he grabbed his dog tag necklace from off his neck and put it around my neck. I looked at him then down at the necklace. One of the dog tags had the initials J.B on one side and his first name on the other side of it and the other one had the tribe symbol on both sides of it. I looked back up at him. "I want you to have this." he said.
"Its looks important. I can't accept this."
"But you can. Im giving this to you. It's yours forever." I smiled and held the tags in my hands. Stood up and grabbed his hand.
"Stand up." I said smiling. He stood up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gave him a hug; he hugged me back.
"Thank you." I said.
"You're welcome." he said. We pulled apart but were still in each other's arms. We looked into each others eyes. I gave his a kiss on the corner of his mouth. We let go of each other just in time.
"Hey can you help us with the bags?" Sam said opening the door, ten walked back outside. I gave Jacob a smiled and walked out the door; he followed. We grabbed some bags and put them in the kitchen.
"Hey Jacob." I said.
"Yeah?"
"Shouldn't you be at home waiting for your bed?"
"Oh yeah, wanna come keep me company?"
"Sure. Bye Emily, be back later."
"Okay, bye Jacob."
"Bye." me and Jacob left.
"Let's take my car." he said.
"Where is it?"
"Over there." he said and pointed at the garage.
"Oh, I didn't even notice it ."
"Yeah it's kinda small, but im saving my money for a special occasion."
"Which would be?" I asked when we both got in the car and closed the doors.
"My first date with someone."
"Who?" he looked at me. I closed my eyes nodded and he started the car. He backed up then drove away. I sat there, in the passenger seat, playing with my new necklace. I held the tags in my hands and looked at them the whole way to his house. I saw out of the corner of my eye that Jacob was watching me. He smiled every time he saw I was still cradling my necklace.
"Here we are." he said. I looked up at a small house. Okay it wasn't small, but it wasn't as big as my house back home.
"Its cute." I said and got out of the car. He got out and opened the house door. We walked inside. "Oouuhh, it's so cozy. I don't think I ever wanna leave." I said twirling around. I fell into Jacob.
"I can arrange that." he said seductively.
"Behave yourself Mr. Black."
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK
"Delivery." a man said from outside the door.
"I think you should get that." I whispered. He nodded and opened the door.
"Jacob Black?"
"Yup." he said and signed the delivery guys electric thing.
"Okay lets bring it in!" the guy yelled. Three guys walked in. one carrying a deflated bed, and two with the frame. Two more guys came in with the water.
"There's a ramp around the back of the stairs." Jacob said. "It's the only bedroom up there."
I sat down on the couch. "Why is there a ramp in your house?"
"My dad. He's uh, he's in a wheelchair." he said sheepishly.
"Is he okay?"
"Yeah, it was a….hunting..accident."
"Hunting." I said.
"Hunting." he repeated.
"Okay, um is he here?"
"No."
"Oh."
"Well, sir, that should do it. If you have any problems or questions don't hesitate to call." one of the guys said.
"Okay, thank you." Jacob said and closed the door after them.
"Wanna see my room?"
"Um…yeah!" I said and jumped up, I ran upstairs and he chased after me. I stopped when I saw his bed he bumped into me and we fell on his bed laughing.
We wobbled up and down laughing.
"I like your bed." I said.
"Thanks."
"I could lay here all day." I said and put a hand behind my head.
"Me too." he said and let out a sigh. I rolled over on my stomach; Jacob was looking at me.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing." he said and closed his eyes. I closed my eyes too. I was so peaceful, there were birds chirping outside, Jacob was laying next to me shirtless, I was on his water bed, I felt like I was drifting away.
HOURS LATER
When I opened my eyes it was dark and I was alone; I smelt chicken. I looked around and blinked a few times. I suddenly noticed I was laying on a pillow and had a blanket over me. I threw the blanket off and walked downstairs.
"What time is it?" I asked. He smiled at me. "What?"
"Nothing, um 6:30."
"Are you serious?"
"Calm down, I already called Emily she knows we fell asleep, she said you can stay till whenever."
"Thank you."
"Yup."
"So what are you making?"
"Chicken parmesan."
"Chicken parmesan?"
"Yeah, is that okay? I can make something different if you don't like it."
"Don't like it? It's my favorite!"
"Great. Well everything here is home made so I hope you like it."
"I'm sure I will. Um, im gonna go look in a mirror."
"Okay." he said smiling. I walked upstairs and found a bathroom. I looked in the mirror and saw what he was smiling about. My hair was a mess. I looked cute though, amazingly cute. My hair was in a scene style and my makeup was still good. I walked back downstairs.
"Here I almost forgot, I went and got these for you." he tossed me something. I looked at it, they were pajamas of mine.
"Pajamas." I said.
"I just thought you might wanna be comfortable."
"Thanks, I'll go change."
"Okay, dinners ready too." I jogged upstairs and changed. He just had to grab a shorter pair of my shorts and a tank top that exposed my boobs! I put my other clothes in Jacobs room and went back in the kitchen. When he saw me he dropped a fork. I bent of and picked it up. I walked over to the sink and washed it off.
"Hi." he said.
"Alright pop your eyes back in your head." I said walking by and patted him on the cheek twice.
"Why did you have to chose my most revealing pajamas?"
"Hey, I didn't know." he said fixing my plate. I sat down at the table. There were two glasses of milk on the table, a basket in the middle with breadsticks in it, and a little dish in the middle with a spoon and parmesan cheese in it. He set my plate down at one end of the small square table and put his plate on the side next to mine. We sat down.
"Everything smells delicious." I said.
"Thank you." he said grabbing a bread stick. I grabbed a breadstick and took a bite.
"Oh my GOD!" I said. "These are homemade too?"
"Yeah."
"Marry me, seriously." I laughed. I took a bite of my chicken and then the spaghetti. We ate in pretty much silence.
"Okay, I can't take this any more." I said wiping my mouth with my napkin. He did the same.
"What?"
"The elephant in the room." he looked around.
"I don't see one."
"ha ha. What if we just do it and get it over with." I said, "Just to see if something's there." I said quickly.
"Do what?"
"Kiss." I whispered.
"Really?"
"Yeah. But after we eat and maybe brush our teeth." I said looking at the breadsticks, they had garlic in them. Suddenly we both sped up eating. Jacob did the dishes, then we went upstairs and brushed our teeth together. He used his toothbrush I used my finger. We sat on the couch downstairs.
"So how should we do this?" I asked.
"Um…" he said he looked around at the blinds. "The blinds are closed, the door is locked." he took of his shirt and starred at me.
"So what do you usually do, if you want a girl to kiss you?"
"Well, I move in close like this." he said and made the space between us disappear, "Then I gently tuck her hair behind her ear," he did it to me. I could feel my heart beet speeding up. "I put my hand on the small of her back and pull her in close." he put his hands on the indent in my lower back, above my but, and pulled me in closer. I put my hands on the nape of his neck. He looked down at my chest.
"This is just how I pictured it." he said. We could feel each others breath. I starred at his lips, he kissed me. At first we started out slow, my tongue was in my mouth and his was still in his mouth. Then we picked up speed my tongue found his mouth he massaged it with his lips, then I returned the favor. We started walking while we were kissing. Not really walking, but moving; we ended up in the kitchen. He picked me up and set me down on the counter. I wrapped my legs around him and we kept making out.
The doorbell rang. We immediately stopped. He fixed my shirt, helped me off the counter and fixed my shorts. He walked to the door and opened it.
"Why was the door locked?" Seth asked.
"Must have bumped it." Jacob said. I walked out of the kitchen.
"Hey Seth." I said and walked over to him. I gave him a hug, he didn't hug me back. He kept starring at my neck the whole time.
"Uh I gotta go." Seth said and left.
"Why is he so mad that you gave me this necklace?" I asked Jacob.
"He thinks im trying to take you away from him."
"Well after that kiss I'd think the same thing."
"So what does this mean?"
"I feel our connection. It's stronger than me and Seth's."
"So, your gonna break up with him?"
"I think so. I don't wanna hurt him." I said and sat down on the couch there were so many possibilities going on in my head.
"Honey I'm sure he'll understand."
"Okay if were gonna make this work I need to get a few things straight."
"Anything." he said sitting next to me.
"We just met. Besides Seth, this will be my first real relationship. I don't mean to sound nosey, but have you been serious with anyone else before?"
"I've have a few girlfriends before, but I've never given any of them the necklace I gave you, I've only had sex twice and it was with one girl, never been with a guy." I laughed a little he smiled. "Anything else?"
"Jacob Black, I'm leaving a man I care about for you, I never thought I would do this because we barely know each other, I don't wanna ruin a perfectly good relationship for something that you might treat as a fling." he gave me a light kiss.
"I would never treat our relationship as a fling. You mean so much more to me than that. If you still need time to get to know me, I'll wait. Just knowing that I'll have the pleasure of being your boyfriend one day, will keep me waiting."
"Jacob." I said and gave him a hug.
"Jacob." a man's voice called from the kitchen. I heard the door close.
"Yeah dad?"
"Come help me." Jacob got up and went in the kitchen.
"Sophie come here." Jacob called. I got up and walked in the kitchen. I saw Jacob and an older man in a wheelchair. He had long straight black hair, same skin tone and features as Jacob, just aged a bit. He wore a red plaid flannel, blue jeans and black boots.
"Hi, im Sophia." I said and held out my hand.
"Hello Sophia. Im Billy, Jacob's dad." he said and shook my hand. "She's gorgeous I see why you like her." he whispered to Jacob."
"Dad!" Jacob whispered. I laughed lightly
"It's nice to meet you."
"And well mannered." Billy said. "Are you staying for dinner."
"We already ate dad. There's leftovers in the microwave for you. I'll warm them up." Jacob said and turned on the microwave. Billy wheeled over to the table and got set up. It was sweet to watch Jacob take care of his father like that.
"So, Sophia, do you live around here?" Billy asked me taking a bite of food.
"No actually, I'm just here for the summer. Im staying with my aunt Emily and her fiancé-"
"Sam." Billy said cutting in.
"Yes, you know them." I stated.
"Very well I do. Sophia would you give me a moment alone with my son please."
"Absolutely." I said and went upstairs. I laid across the sides of his bed waiting patiently. A few minutes later Jacob walked in.
"Hey." he said. I smiled. "You look comfortable."
"I am."
"Well, hey why don't you spend the night?"
"Really?" I asked sitting up.
"Yeah." he grabbed my hand and led me downstairs.
"I wouldn't want to over stay my welcome."
"Nonsense." Billy said.
"Okay let me just call Emily and tell her." I grabbed the phone off the wall and dialed Emily's number.
"Hello."
"Hey it's Sophie."
"You havin fun at Jacob's?"
"Loads." I said remembering our kiss. "Um Jacob asked me to sleep over tonight, is that alright?"
"Sure sweetie see you tomorrow."
"Okay." we hung up.
"Everything's good." I said with a smile.
"Well, I guess I'll go in my room now. I'll leave you kids alone." Billy said.
"No that's okay. Jacob, why don't we just go upstairs or out or something."
"Babe shh." Jacob whispered to me.
"Listen to him. It's okay I need some sleep anyways. Plus I got a T.V in there." Billy said, I felt embarrassed.
"Oh." I said and looked down.
"This one." Billy said about me with a smile. "Well goodnight sweetie." Billy said wheeling over to me. He opened his arms. I looked at Jacob, he smiled. I bent over and gave his father a hug.
"Night."
"I like your necklace." he said when we let go.
"Thanks, Jacob gave it to me." I said and admired it. Billy looked at Jacob, they were both smiling. Billy gave Jacob a wink.
"Goodnight son."
"Night dad." I hopped up on the counter. I brought one knee up to my chest and let my other leg just dangle down. Jacob was standing next to me washing dishes.
"You know, my dad doesn't really hug anyone."
"So was that a good thing?"
"Way good, he barely hugs me anymore. For him to hug you, he must really approve." I smiled.
"Well, im glad!"
"Me too." he said and smiled.
"I think this is gonna be one of my favorite spots in the house." I said resting my right cheek on my knee.
"Mine too." he said and winked at me.
"So what are we gonna do tonight?" I asked him.
"Whatever your little heart desires." he said turning off the water. He stood in front of my, I lifted my head and looked at him.
"What?" I asked with a smile.
"Just thinking."
"About…?"
"Nothing. So what are we doing?" he asked. I hopped down and we walked in the living room.
"Well, I know it sounds boring, but my whole time here I haven't just stayed in one night and just watched movies and relaxed. Do you mind?" I asked sitting on the couch.
"No, of course not." he said and sat next to me. He grabbed the remote and turned on the TV. "What kind of movie do you wanna watch?"
"Um…-"
"Horror?"
"…Okaay."
"You don't like horror movies, do you?"
"Not really. But it's your house, pick what you want."
"I'm meant to please you."
"Well, I want a horror movie."
"You do?"
"Yes."
"Okay let me find the scariest one that's on." he scrolled through the channels for a while there was nothing super scary on.
"Okay how about a comedy?" he asked.
"Im always up for a comedy."
"Step Brothers is on then after The Hangover." Jacob said.
"Sounds like a plan." I smiled. He clicked on the channel, step brothers had just started.
"I think we need something." Jacob said and stood up.
"Like what?"
"Just stay there." he ordered. I heard him in the kitchen and couldn't figure out what he was doing. I turned the TV down a little, he noticed. "Your so nosey! Turn the TV back up!" he said with a laugh. I laughed and turned up the volume. I sat there patiently and waited. He finally came back. "Here." he said and handed me a bowl. "I fixed it up for ya." I looked in my bowl and saw vanilla ice cream with caramel sauce on it, chocolate sauce on it, sprinkles and chocolate chips on it.
"Yum." I said picking up my spoon. I put a little on my spoon and put it in my mouth. I pulled it out slowly. I've always been a slow eater for two reasons. One: I find no need to scarf down my food and two: I have extremely sensitive teeth. I always have to wait a few minutes before I can eat pizza because the heat makes my teeth spaz out.
"Looks like your enjoyin' your self over there." Jacob said as I flipped my spoon over and licked the inside curve slowly.
"You know your turned on right now!" I said and gave him a wink. "But I have to eat slowly, sensitive teeth."
"Ahhh okay." he said nodding. "Control yourself." Jacob whispered to himself.
"What? I asked.
"Nothing, just trying to stay in control."
"Control of what?"
"I have a strong impulse to kiss you." I leaned over and kissed him. I licked the roof of his mouth and sent chills down his spine. He took control and pushed me backwards kissing me fiercely.
"Jacob, stop your dads in the other room." I said after I closed my mouth and denied him access.
"Yeah Jake, your dads just in the other room." I heard Billy say. He sounded close. Jacob quickly rose and saw his dads face next to him he jumped and almost spilled his ice cream.
"Son can I talk to you for a minute." Billy said as a sentence and less of a question.
"Sure dad." he got up they went in the back of the kitchen close to Billy's room; I could still hear though.
"Son I know you're a growing boy and that you have strong urges of what you want to do with that young woman in there,-"
"Dad-" Jacob whined, Billy didn't stop talking.
"but don't rush it! I would hate to see you lose her because you rushed into things and pounced on her when she was bending over to pick something up." Billy continued. I laughed a little at Billy's twisted way of putting it.
"Dad, you don't have to worry about anything."
"I'm not telling you not to pounce on 'er, but you gotta make sure she wants it too."
"DAD!" Jacob yelled.
"Son, you need to hear this." Billy said firmly.
"I'm sure she can hear you too!" Jacob exclaimed.
"Jacob. Now im sure you know how to do everything right, you know satisfaction and everything-"
"Oh…my…god…" I heard Jacob say. In between each word I heard a thud which I can only assume was his heard banging against the cabinets that hung off the walls.
"you know where all the protection and supplies are right?"
"YES!"
"Okay just remember when you pounce there's no turning back you just gotta gooo with the flow." I almost fell off the couch laughing.
"Ah hem!" I heard Jacob clear his throat. I looked at him. I coughed.
"Something funny?" Jacob asked.
"No, I um, the movie. The movie." I said and shoved a spoon full of ice cream in my mouth. He sat down next to me and picked up his bowl.
"So you ready to pounce tonight?" I said. Holding back a laugh.
"Alright!" he said and stood up.
"What, I was kidding." I said letting out my laugh.
"Would you like a talk too?" Jacob asked.
"You wouldn't dare!" I said glaring at him.
"Wanna bet?" I starred in disbelief as he went in the kitchen then came back.
"I knew you wouldn't-"
"Hey Sophia?" Billy called from the kitchen. I became wide eyed.
"I'm coming." I called.
"That's my line." Jacob whispered to me as I walked past him. I walked in the kitchen and saw Billy smiling. He was sitting in the doorway of his bedroom. I walked over to him. I smiled.
"I feel I need to say something."
"Oh god." I said quietly.
"Now you might have over heard my conversation with Jacob, you might not have, but I would like to go over some key points with you. I see how you two look at each other, since you're the woman I know that he can charm you with his looks, especially when it isn't covered very well." I looked at the walls the whole time he was talking. "You seem like a smart girl, don't fall for his charm, or his little soldier. Well I shouldn't say little-"
"I got it!" I said in a rush.
"Now everything you'll need is up in the bathroom, protection, things for excitement, the whole nine yards!"
"Okay, got it." I said and turned around to leave.
"Oh and Sophia." I turned around.
"Yes." I said taking a deep breath.
"I know girls can be a little loud so remember, try to keep it down I'm in here sleeping." he gave a smiled and wheeled into his room. My jaw dropped; I walked in the living room that way. Jacob's face was smothered in the couch, I could hear his muffled laughter. He sat up and when he saw my face the laughing continued. I sat next to him. I gave him a few quick, hard punches. He put his hands on my leg.
"Im so-"
"DON'T touch me!" I said and shoved his hand off me.
"C'mon baby. I'm sorry. He said and leaned in for a kiss. I leaned back. I looked down. He put his arm around me and pulled me in closer.
"After what your dad just got through with telling us, your still 'in the mood'?"
"Hey I can't help it. Your just so beautiful I can't help myself." I leaned in close to him so I could reach his ear.
"Then I suggest you hold you bowl of ice cream in your lap." I whispered in his ear. I gave him a small kiss on his earlobe and sat normally. He slowly grabbed his bowl and put it on his lap. I laughed as I took a bite from my bowl.
A few hours passed us by with laughter. We finished both movies and started to watch Tosh.O. We decided to go upstairs and lay down.
"Im scared, I don't wanna break your bed." I said shyly. He laughed at me.
"Trust me, your little movements to get into the bed wont break it, something else that we do might though." he said smiling and hoped into bed. "C'mon." he said and rubbed the space next to him before he patted my pillow. I smiled and carefully sat on the bed, he grabbed me and pulled me in.
"What are you doing?" I laughed.
"Trying to show you how we can break the bed." he said seductively.
"SOP!" I laughed in a high pitched girly voice. Jacob finally pinned me down, both of us laughing, he got on top of me, bounced up on his knees, and shook the whole bed, I laughed harder.
"Sophia! Remember what we talked about!" Billy yelled from downstairs. We stopped, Jacob rolled off me and we both laid on out backs.
"Is your dad gonna be here this week?" I asked.
"He's leaving Wednesday."
"And staying away how long?"
"Well not away, just not here. But he should be back by Sunday.
"Okay." I said and rolled over, he rolled too so we were facing each other.
"Why do you ask?"
"Well because my sister is coming this week, and the fourth of July is this week, and if you put two and two together I'm pretty sure your get-" I said and ran my fingers through his hair.
"A party." he finished.
"Exactly." I said and smiled. "Could we have it here?"
"Yeah!"
"Can't wait."
"Will we have enough people?"
"Um, me, you, Quil, Paul, Embry, my sister, what about Seth's sister?"
"Ehh, she's not the most pleasant party guest."
"I still think we should invite her, you know to be nice."
"Okay so that's three girls and four guys."
"Wait we're missing someone."
"We are." Jacob said. "So five guys and three girls."
"Sounds like we need at least three more girls. Know anyone?"
"Yeah, some people from school."
"Great call 'em up. Even those ex-girlfriends of yours."
"Seriously?"
"Yeah, I'm curious what they look like."
"Trust me, you have them beat by a long mile."
"Good, then it should be no trouble inviting them." I said and smiled.
"No problem at all." he pulled me in close to his body and hugged me. I looked up at him and met his intoxicating eyes.
"Has anyone ever told you that your eyes are gorgeous?" I said to him.
"Once maybe, I believe it when you say it." this time I kissed him; he didn't object to it. He deepened our kiss. I didn't want it to happen, but I started to think about Seth. Soon my tongue stopped moving, then my lips followed.
"What's wrong?" Jacob asked.
"Me. Im here, with you, and Seth just pops in my mind. He's hurt. I'm watching him except it's not now. When he finds out about us; he going to want payback, and he'll find a way to get it."
"What, how do you know?"
"You've got your secrets, and I've got mine."
"What makes you think I have secrets?"
"Honey, everyone has secrets." suddenly I became distracted by a strange howling noise. "Do you hear that?" I asked sitting up.
"I don't hear anything." Jacob said. We sat there listening. I heard it all that time, he caught on a little later.
"I hear it now. It's probably the neighbors dog." we both knew it wasn't a dog. "I'll be right back." he said and got up. He slipped on a pair of shorts, grabbed an extra pair and went outside. I watched him from the window. He rushed out of his yard and into the woods; I saw something fall off him, i don't know what it looked like.
"Sophia?" Billy asked.
"Yeah, coming!" I yelled and jogged downstairs.
"Did Jacob just leave?" he asked.
"Yes." he wheeled past me and out the kitchen door. I stood there and looked around; they just left me there. I opened the fridge to see what they had to drink. I bent over and tried to look on the bottom shelf, I was only looking for a few seconds when I felt something rub against my butt and one hand slide down each of my legs. I stood up looked behind me and saw Jacob. He rested his hands on my hips, I placed my hands over his.
"What was that all about?" I asked and turned around in his hands.
"Just some business to take care of." he sounded so sexy and masculine when he said it.
"Business.."
"Business. It should be taken care of now."
"Good, because I'd like to go back and lay down.
"Let's go."
"But first.."
"Yeah?"
"Could I have a cup of tea?"
"Of course."
He dropped his hands and grabbed a mug from the cabinet. He put some water and tea bags in it; then set it in the microwave.
"I think I'm catching something." I said and sniffed.
"I have a cure for that." he said sitting next to me and the table.
"And what would that be?"
"To sweat it out." he said with a hint of a smile on his face.
"Sweating.. So like, wearing five pair a sweats and putting eight comforters on?"
"I was thinking more like, steamy showers, or intense moments, hot tubs, saunas, and maybe a few bedroom exorcises."
"Bedroom exorcises?"
"Well, they don't have to be done in the bedroom. It could be kitchen, bathroom, living room, any room for that matter; maybe even in a public place." the microwave beeped and turned off. He put milk and sugar in it for me. I took some sips and we went upstairs. I sat up in bed drinking my tea, Jacob laid next to me.
"How's your tea?" he asked me.
"Perfect, my throat feels better already."
"Good." he said with a smile. He soon fell asleep. I sat there the whole night; awake. I set my cup on the table by his bed. The caffeine kept me up. At around 5 o'clock he woke up.
"'Morning." I said quietly to him.
"Hey, your up?" he asked rubbing his eyes.
"Never slept."
"Whats wrong?" he asked becoming more awake.
"Nothings wrong, I just couldn't sleep. You seem like you slept like a baby though."
"I did, why didn't you wake me up?"
"Why would I?"
"So you weren't lonely." he started to play with my hair. "There's something on your mind." he concluded.
"You." I said with a smile, he smiled back. "I've had the night to think, I think I'm gonna tell him today." I said and looked at him when I was done talking.
"What?" he said taken off guard.
"I had the whole night to sit here and think about what I want; what I want is you Jacob Black."
"Are you sure?" he asked sitting up and moving so he was far away from me.
"Yes, I…I thought you wanted this too!" I said hurt.
"I do, just now might not be the best time." he said looking straight into my eyes; I think he was trying to seduce me and make me hypnotized to do what he was saying.
"Your hiding something."
"What makes you think that?"
"Because look at you, listen to what your saying."
"I'm just trying to think of the right thing to do."
"The right thing to do?"
"Yes."
"The right thing for who, Jacob?" he looked down. "Okay. Thanks for letting me stay and thanks for the tea." I said and got out of bed.
"Where you goin'?"
"Home." I said and looked in the mirror in his bedroom.
"Why? You don't have to leave." he said coming over to me.
"Yes, I do." I fluffed up my hair, he grabbed my hands and turned me towards him.
"C'mon, stay a little bit longer."
"I can't."
"So this is it for us?"
"No. you said you weren't ready."
"Well, I just…"
"Goodbye Jacob."
"Don't tell him yet." he begged.
"Fine." I said, grabbed my things and walked to Emily's house.