Thank you all for reading! I love reading reviews.. I know it took me a while to update but I've been busy. (I went to Amsterdam today..=D I went to Lush and bought some stuff and I also went to a concert..=D) and yesterday I had to work.. so I'm really sorry.. but here I am..! I decided on the baby's first name..! Thanks to the awesome the amazing Brucaspurplemonkey. She's really cool you all should check her story! (the places you have come to fear the most) IT'S AWESOME..33

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The message from A hurt. But I knew it was true. I didn't want to think about it anymore, I wanted to focus on the conversation I was going to have that afternoon. By nightfall my friends would know all my secrets.

I didn't return to my class. I went home. I knew I was the only one there so I went straight to my room. I dropped on my bed and started crying.

I must have fallen asleep because I suddenly heard someone banging on the door. I slowly got up walked downstairs and I hesitantly opened the front door. On the porch where my three best friends. They looked nervous and worried. Hanna was the first one who noticed me.

"What took you so long. We were afraid something bad happened to you!" She said. Then she put her arms around me. "My gosh. Aria, you look like crap."

I opened the door further and mumbled a "come in."

They followed me up the stairs and into my room. I dropped on my bed and clutched a pillow to my belly.

"As you might have figured out, I have something to tell you." I said after a few deep breaths. It was completely quiet for a few moments. Spencer gave me an encouraging nudge. When everyone kept quiet I continued.

"There really is no easy way to tell you guys. But I'm pregnant." I was looking them square in the eye, I saw the looks of horror, pity and eventually understanding cross Emily's and Hanna's faces. Spencer put an encouraging arm around me as the other figured it out. Hanna the first one who recovered from the blow. She probably saw how Spencer and I where huddled together and suddenly it clicked.

"YOU KNEW!" She bellowed. "HOW COME SPENCER ALLREADY KNEW AND YOU WAITED SO LONG TO TELL US!" She continued. I was a bit shocked at her reaction. And I wasn't quite sure how to answer it. When I finally conjured up an answer Spencer had beat me to the punch.

"A told me." She said in a matter of fact tone. "I got a message yesterday. And it said that Aria was pregnant. That's why I was acting so weird today. But then you had to read the poem and. Well.. I decided that it was a good thing I already knew. Because you probably would've chickened out by now." She looked right at me. No shame in her gaze. Then I realized she had hit the nail right on the head. I had wanted to chicken out. This was too much to take.

Emily also made her recovery. She asked the question I was fearing the most. I knew the answer but I also knew how they would react. Or at least I thought I knew.

"Are you going to tell Ezra?"She asked in a quiet voice. I took a deep breath and said.

"I am going to try and find him. I don't have his recent address." A tear rolled down my cheek. Suddenly I got hugged by three people. Then I heard a muffled voice say. "We are going to help you."

It was such a simple sentence still it meant so much to me. I started crying and after only a few seconds the other three joined me.

After we all calmed down they started asking other questions. Like how far along I was and how long I had known. I answered them all. After a while Spencer and Emily had to go home for dinner. Hanna stayed behind.

"How are you going to find him?" She asked in a quiet voice. "You don't even know his address."

I took a deep breath. "We always have internet. And I will go to New York myself. If nothing else will do. I just need to find him. He NEEDS to know the truth." Hanna smiled a little smile when she hugged me goodbye after my statement.

"Good to know. Otherwise I would have to force you. He has a right to know." I hugged her back.

"I know." I whispered.

I heard the distant buzzing of my phone. I walked to the kitchen picked up my phone and opened the message.

Told your friends. Didn't you. Well.. Good to see that you three know that pretty little bitches have to stick together. If you kill one. The others will follow.

-A

Ok.. so I went to Amsterdam on Tuesday and I posted this on Friday. Sweet Jesus. That's just plain bad. Soooo.. Next update on Monday.. I PROMISE! It's probably going to be the first New York weekend. Or something else.. don't know yet.. Going to sleep now.. I have to work in the morning.. Which sucks because now I started writing again I want to continue…