I don't own anything but some OC's and a bit of the plot, S Meyer owns the rest.

Warning: sexual and physical abuse is mentioned and may be shown in this story in a flashback or dream, bad language and a supposed mental illness are in this story as well as a lemon or two later on. Read at your own caution.

Lot's of angst.

EdwardxAlice.

There will be shifters in this story, though not the wolves so go away if you don't like it.

Space Dementia by Muse. (the song is basically about an obsession some fictional astronauts get on any particular thing when in space too long)

H8 - is the one for me
it gives me all I need
and helps me co-exist
with the chill

ooooohaa

You make me sick
Because I adore you so
I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play
on me

oooooooh

Space dementia in your eyes and
Peace will arise
And tear us apart
And make us meaningless again

mmmm yeah

You'll make us wanna die
I'd cut your name in my heart
We'll destroy this world for you
I know you want me to
Feel your pain

3rd Person POV

Perhaps it was just Alice but the closer she got to the Front Office the more stares they seemed to get. The more crowded the place appeared to be. Her heart was thundering so loud she was sure Bella could hear it and despite the fact that it was ice cold in Forks, at that very moment she felt as though she was on fire.

Her head low made her even more of a curiosity it seemed, as whispers became louder.

"Are those the Swan girls?"

"Wonder which ones Isabella and which once is Alice."

"The shorter ones hot"

"No way! The brunettes hotter"

"She looks like a child!"

"Cute blush"

Over and over. The same subject. Them.

Alice's grip on her bag strap tightened as they were engulfed in warmth. She finally looked up, it was a little more quiet here she noticed.

The walls were a dull yellow, a thin blue carpet covered he floor. Orange plastic chairs lined one wall while a large mahogany desk occupied the other. Various certificates and notices were on the walls and covering the desk that seemed to be overflowing with paperwork.

A lady that looked to be in her forties with laugh lines on her face and crinkles around her green eyes. She had on rectangular glasses with full lips, a purple top with a name tag that read Ms Cope covered her torso.

She also had bright red hair that was in a tight bun atop her head.

Alice's eyes widened. He had had a friend who she refereed to as Her who had red hair, maybe a shade lighter. All she could think about was Her. It started to make her head hurt, it always did when she thought about the stars of her nightmares, people -no, monsters- that she hoped to bury in the deepest, darkest pits of hell everyday. Never to return.

Oh how she wished they would just disappear from her life. Even now, when they were probably a thousand miles from her, she couldn't help but be haunted. Constantly looking over her shoulder, getting the feeling that they were watching, just waiting for the right moment to snatch her back to the darkness.

"Were Bella Swan and Alice," Bella introduced in boredom to Ms Cope.

Alice came to stand behind her in her usual silence, she watched the elderly ladies hands sift through the pile of papers until she pulled out some and showed them to Bella.

"This is your schedule, a map with routes marked out and a slip you have to get all your teachers to sign..." the younger Swan didn't listen to the rest, focusing on nothing in particular. That was until she heard a sigh behind her.

She turned her head just a fraction, curiosity getting the better of her. It always did, her curiosity was stronger than a mules stubborn nature. It usually landed her with more pain.

The breath leaved the little clairvoyant. Right behind her, almost touching distance was her worst nightmare. A vampire. And he looked angry.

Emmett Cullen was pissed.

He had teased his brother, Edward, again,andsaid brother had fought back by tearing up every piece of homework in his backpack along with his schedule. Emmett had done it right back but upon Esmes' -his mother- orders he had to tell Ms Cope about the incident not Edward. He blamed it on the fact that Edward was a Mamma's boy.

The eldest vampire had a big build, bulging muscles on his torso that scared anyone in their right minds. Perfectly smooth pale skin with a near always present grin on his face, bright golden eyes from his diet. Emmett was the one to create the term 'Vegetarian' in the way that the Cullens' used it, this was expected as he had a very bubbly attitude. His life purpose was to please his wife and make people happy.

He really was a big teddy bear. He would never admit to that though.

Alice stared at him, her mouth hung open in complete shock, perhaps a bit of fear too. She jerked back around, trying to steady her harsh breathing.

Her worst nightmare was standing less than a foot away from her, almost touching distance. Why was it such a shock that there was a vampire behind her? She did have visions after all, she knew that vampires were here, in the school, in the town. Why had it just suddenly hit her across the back of the head then?

The younger Swan girl watched her sister stumble away, bag on her shoulder and timetable in her hands with a map. She stepped forwards and Ms Cope didn't even ask her for her name, it was obvious who she was.

"This is your schedule..." Alice listened to her, already knowing what she was going to say and shoved the papers in her bag when she was done. The raven haired girl had ten minutes until her first class. She kept the slip inside her left hand and pulled out the map from her bag, the clairvoyant started walking in a random direction at first.

She found herself in the school parking lot, the rain had stopped but it was still cold. Alice liked it. She stood by the Schools front doors and watched one particular group of beings.

The Vampire coven.

Studying them from a vision still didn't prepare her for being on the other side of the parking lot from them. It was fuckin' terrifying. Her eyes were drawn to the blonde boy first.

A strong jaw with full red lips. She could see pearly white teeth as he talked. He had a slim but still muscular build, tall at about six feet. He was in denim jeans with a black sweater over a white shirt, the collar over the sweater. He had honey coloured soft curls, they reached his chin. He was laughing at something.

The next person Alice saw was who the blonde boy was laughing at, why he was laughing at her she could only guess. She was beautiful, the word beautiful didn't cut it. She was completely stunning, a perfect portrait of an enchanting beauty.

She had mile long legs that were clad with tight fitting grey jeans and high heels, why a high school student would be wearing those Alice would never know. She had curved hips that the Swan girl wanted. Creamy pale skin with thin lips with blood red lipstick on. Darkened golden eyes were framed by long lashes. Blonde hair that fell like a waterfall to her hips that made her beauty even more apparent.

Alice wanted to be just like her- perfect. Jet black hair cut short that had not been by her will, sickly pale skin and dull blue eyes? She would trade them in any time for the Blondes features. She wanted to be tall, curves in all the right places. She wanted long hair and natural looking white skin, not a tone that screamed 'I'm ugly'.

Undeserved jealousy flared up in her, like a shock to her system. It wasn't often the raven haired girl felt anything other than mind, body and soul numbing pain. She was sometimes surprised at the fact that she had more brain function than a vegetable when she really thought about how lifeless she felt and looked.

Of course, Alice shouldn't be feeling jealousy. No. She would ruin a physique like the blondes, she was sure she would find a way to make it look hideous. It was wrong to be jealous of something she didn't deserve, something she could never have.

Then her eyes left the blonde, needing to look away from something she could never possess- beauty. She studied the tallest boy, maybe man was a better word. He was still a vampire though.

Unruly hair was on the top of his head, a bronze that differed in shades in different locks. Dark eyebrows were above near black eyes which were framed by long lashes. Alice was sure his skin was whiter than the white headphones in his ears, he was listening to music from his Blackberry phone. Deep violet with just a sprinkling of red was the colour of his thin lips. He had a strong chiselled jaw with high cheekbones.

Moving on from his face her eyes followed a slender neck that expanded out to broad shoulders. She could just see where his collarbone almost met from the midnight blue t-shirt he was wearing under his grey pea coat.

He had a lean but still masculine build, he was tall at six feet two. Her eyes followed his long, thin fingers move across his Blackberry before pocketing the device. He had on dark was jeans with black leather shoes with a buckle around the ankle.

The reason she was paying so much attention to every little detailed of the bronze haired one was because he had been filling her mind ever since she had had that vision. He wouldn't leave her mind.

It was driving her even more mad, why did she constantly think of him? She somehow felt like he was important. How? She had no clue and didn't want to find out. He had felt important and look where that had gotten her.

She had to leave this alone. Now. But it was so painful to do so. Why couldn't she let this stranger go? This monster?

It was like she had Space Dementia when it came to this vampire. An unhealthy obsession that was just starting to fester in her, tearing her fragile emotional state to shreds. This obsessive thinking of him and just staring at him was not good.

He was her worst nightmare. Something that hid in her closet, waiting until her was guard down...

And then striking.

Vampires were soulless monsters, they only wanted to hurt. Her in particular it seemed.

Alice refrained from looking at him one more time and jogged back into the school, her bag clutched tightly in her hand.

Next chapter, she meets the Cullens in a weird way...

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