Chapter 5
Rachel's mind raced with many different scenarios, as the two words, I'm sorry, shattered her mind. A small part of her was convinced that all of this was some cruel sick prank, but if that was true then why was Santana apologizing to her. Why was the older girl being so sweet to her right now. When was the other shoe going to drop and expose the Latina's true intentions. Were the jocks and cheerleaders going to bust in on them and laugh at her? Was her respite and questing for Rachel to hide when Quinn and Sam busted in on them because Santana was ashamed of what she did. Wait did she actually like the brash, strong headed, opinionated, ego driven girl?
"Rachel?" Santana asked softly, dreading the silence that had come over the other girl Worried that she had royally messed up before things even began for them. Santana held her breath and waited for the tiny diva to respond. When nothing came she tried again. Her hand softly moving up the girls back tracing the couture of Rachel's spine and tight muscles hoping that her touch would sooth her as she spoke again. Trepidation entering her voice, calling out Rachel's name again Santana swallowed hard feeling more vulnerable in this moment then any other moment of her life. Even more vulnerable then when she was fifteen and realized that she had gotten her best friend pregnant.
Closing her eyes as a whole new feeling of guilt began to enter her as thoughts of Beth entered her head. Of the guilt she had at letting Puck and Quinn both believe that Puck was the father. It was a dirty trick that she regrets everyday, but if she had admitted that Beth was hers she would have been run out of town. She wasn't ready to be a mother then.
"Why?" Rachel asked quietly drawing a hitched breathe from the girl behind her. One word, one question that asked a million and one. The only question that Rachel truly wanted to know. Why her, why now.
"For a million and one reason" Santana answered vaguely
"Why are you sorry, Santana?" Rachel asked again, the tone in her voice stronger as she waited for a definitive answer. Her inner strength building as she gained the courage to turn around and face her newly acquired lover.
Staring into the..woman's eyes that she was starting to realize she had fallen for, she spoke from her heart, "I am sorry that I treated you like a slut as I stole your virginity from you. I am sorry for throwing that first slushy in your face the first day of freshmen year. I'm sorry I have treated you like dirt despite being in love with you for the past three years..."
Ready for Rachel to lash out at her as she held the wary brown eyes in an unwavering stare. Waiting for the fall out, a tear escaped unrepentantly from Santana's eye. Her heart open ready for the heart ache that she was almost sure was about to come her way.
Overwhelmed, speechless, in the aftermath of Santana's confession, Rachel searched dark brown eyes for any falsehoods that they may try to hide. "Why?" She asked again.
Reaching forward cautiously tentatively moving the tips of her fingers along the soft lightly tanned skin. Skin so smooth that it could only belong to her Rachel, her words fell from her lips in a hush of a whisper "Your body should be worshiped and loved. I should have taken you in a bed with silk sheets and softly spoken words of love. Protected you better from tormentors, given you that slushy to drink instead of throwing it. I should have made love to you and only you instead of fucking you like a discarded slut when you are so much better then everyone in this school."
Breathless from the words that were being spoken to her Rachel surged forward her lips colliding with Santana's as tears fell from her eyes. Moving on instinct pressing her body against Santana's straddling the Latina's lap, a moan escaped from the divas lips. Sensually, softly their lips glided against one another taking enjoyment out of the feel of their bodies pressed together, molding like two puzzle pieces coming together. Swiping her tongue softly against Santana's bottom lip seeking entrance into her mouth both women moaned as their tongues came together in a dance older then time. There was no quest for dominance only exploration as hands began to move across pliant bodies. Pulling back as oxygen became an issue, Rachel panting lightly stared into Santana's eyes, Her right hand under the water gripping the half hard wood of Santana's sex. Feeling it grow in her hand as she stroked it gently slowly she asked "You love me?"
"I love you." Santana moaned never breaking eye contact, her hips lifting in pleasure at the feel of the Diva's hand gripping her. The intensity of the situation warming her much faster then the water in the tub.
"Make love to me?" Rachel asked of Santana, her body craving the feeling of knowing what it was like to love. She had learned the feeling of lust earlier with Brittany and Santana both, now she wanted to know what it was like to feel loved by the person who claimed to love her.
"Rachel?" her voice squeaking as lil S' rose to full girth at those words alone.
"Shut up Santana," Rachel commanded, "You love me, show me."
Not one to look a gift horse in the mouth she pulled Rachel into a deep kiss, their tongues stroking, caressing one another. Her hands moving down, sliding past the delicate sensitive neck, over shoulders to her tight firm ass in a teasing, provocative arc. Pulling Rachel closer to her as the Jewish diva's small hands caressed and teased her length. Stopping at the back of Rachel's silky thighs Santana sat up on her knees taking the diva with her making sure that the woman's legs stayed wrapped around her waist. With a firm grip Santana rose from the water with Rachel in her arms. Their lips never once detaching she moved out of the tub her feet steadily moving towards the couch in the corner Santana laid them down on the couch. The movement forcing them to break from the kiss, once again caught in the others stare Santana hovered over the brunette goddess underneath her. So much love and trust was in that one stare, so much wariness as well.
"I love you Rachel." Santana breathed out lowering her head, fluttering her lips across her sensitive neck, the latina's hand mapping out a path that her lips, tongue, and little nips of her teeth followed down Rachel's body. Moaning as she breathed in deeply taking in the scent of her lover as well as the whimpering moans that were escaping through Rachel's parted lips Santana felt she was in pure heaven as she flicked her eyes up dark eyes connecting with dark. Swirling her tongue around the outside of Rachel's navel loving how the girls stomach muscles contracted under her touch, and the simpering wonton moan that followed.
Needing to feel Santana, her skin, her breath, Rachel reached down encasing her hands into the thick black locks tugging the girl upwards. Moaning breathlessly into the passionate kiss wrapping her legs around curved hips, the diva pressed her body as close as possible to Santana's. Her hand wiggling between them once again grasping at Santana's special place Rachel shifted her hips till it was resting against her button of nerves.
Breaking the kiss, panting heavily staring deeply into Rachel's eyes, the question on the tip of her tongue as her eyes searched the Jewish girls.
"P-please...F-foreplay can come later...show me love." Rachel whispered.
"Foreplay...every touch right now and forever after is a show of love." Santana spoke feeling in her heart that it was the truth.
Moving so that she was lined up with Rachel's silken heat, Santana rested her forehead against the other girls as she slowly moved, her head entering the diva slowly and smoothly as she penetrated the goddess under her. Seeing Rachel's eyes close Santana pecked her lips in a chaste kiss as she stilled her hips.
"No, baby. Don't do that. Open you're eyes Rach. Let me see those beautiful eyes." She begged.
Swallowing deeply gathering her strength Rachel opened her eyes. Starring into dark swirling pools of desire and love, a shuddering breath left her. Even though Rachel knew she had lost her maiden head not even hours ago a part of her was nervous. What had happened on that stage was bout lust, only about lust and sating carnal desires but this felt different. It felt deeper...pure. Giving a slight nod as a go head, licking her lips in anticipation of what was to come Rachel tried to get her body to relax as she became lost in Santana's eyes.
Gently pushing forward, inch by inch Santana entered the tight heat that was Rachel. Feeling strong silky smooth legs tighten around her waist as she moved deeper, the brunette starred unwaveringly into Rachel's eyes. Her knees quivering as she reached bottom. Santana swallowed hard as her whole body shivered with Rachel's at the the sensation of being surrounded and filled. Shifting so that she was now resting on her forearms Santana started to pull back only to be pulled forward by the legs locked around her, the diva's hands gripping her shoulders tightly as she adjusted to Santana's size. Waiting patiently for the Jewish girls grip to relax, the Latina brushed her lips against her counterparts whispering soothing words reassuring and loving she waited.
Keeping their shared connection between their eyes. Both girls began to move together as one, building a slow but strong rhythm. No more then an inch leaving Rachel's warmth silky tightness upon each thrust. The young women melted into one another, moving in perfect rhythm.
"S-santana..." Rachel moaned out her hands gripping and releasing as they moved across the rippling back of the woman on top of her. Everything slowly building the tiny girl wanted to desperately close her eyes as the pressure of pleasure built with in her stronger. But she couldn't find it in her to look away.
Rotating and rocking their hips Santana lost track of time as she delved deep into the woman that she loved. Watching as her diva's face filled with pleasure and black pupils dilated spreading till the only color of the irises were nothing but thin slivers of brown. "So beautiful." She husked out as she dug her knees into the couch finding a deeper depth into Rachel's womanhood. Lil S' head bumping a hardened spongy patch with each inward thrust causing the Rachel's voice to rise. Feeling the Jewish girls walls beginning to tighten around her, watching as her face tensed, feeling her body follow, and seeing the fear in the diva's eyes. Santana said the one thing that she could think of to help relax Rachel as she felt the vice grip around her dick flutter.
"Sing" her hips driving her hard as rock dick in and out of the girl under her Santanas hands gripped tightly onto Rachel her own moans matching the diva's as they sang out their pleasure.
"Oh...oh god..."
"Santana.."
"Rachel..."
"Don't stop..."
"Baby, baby, baby..."
"Dont stop, dont stop, god dont stop..."
"Rachel...RAchel..."
"San...Sant...Santana..."
"Baby..."
"OHHH GOD SANTANA!" Rachel sung out her voice hitting a high c as an orgasm crashed though her her eyes closing breaking their connection as the force of her orgasm crashed though her body.
"RACHEL!" Santana sang/shouted out as she followed a second behind Rachel in her own orgasm her seed releasing in torrents filling the girl under her once again as she came hard. There bodies shaking as the pleasure slowly released their convulsing bodies, they collapsed against one another feeling loved and sated. Neither wanting to disconnect from the other.
TBC...
A/N: Hey everyone, I know I know that wasnt as graphic as the last few chapters but I thought after the sweet moment they deserved some slow love. I hope you all like it. Till next time.
Oh almost forgot. I loved this review so much cause it made me ask a question to my sister/best friend that her reaction made me laugh so hard I just had to respond.
So to JC: her size matches her ego.
Hope that helps.
Skylirjames.