Chapter2
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I want you to love me
Chapter2
You probably wouldn't say that looking at the redhead's cool profile, but for Ryuu it was his happiest time being readopted to 3-D, taking his part from all the trouble, being next to his friends, and before all, being next to Hayato, playing his part next to the leader, being the common sense of the class, and being the one who was always ready to abate Yankumi's eternal enthusiasm. They were back to normal, sharing every possible moment of their high school time together.
Hayato would also call himself the happiest man on earth when Ryuu appeared from nowhere at that ware-house, when he needed him the most in that fight. They were in it together. Ryuu held nothing against him for despising him, and after all the things he had said to the redhead. He could really call himself lucky for that.
Although he got what he treasured the most back, he was still dissatisfied with his state. Because his heart didn't find any rest. As he got to see Ryuu more in real, and not only with the eyes of his imagination, it struck him more and more often how beautiful Ryuu was. From that close it was breathtaking. Sometimes even literally.
One day they were skipping their last classes (not bothering for the rage of Yankumi for the moment. The weather was so nice, they couldn't waste their time in the classroom!), Tsucchi, Hyuuga and Take found some silly games as always and Hayato was lazing in the sun on the hillside, enjoying the warmth, when Ryuu plopped down beside him. He stretched out his legs and leant back laying comfortably on the ground. His breath hitched and Hayato could only stare-
Ryuu was so beautiful – extremely beautiful as the sun shone down on him. His red hair was glowing, sunrays dancing on the long bangs that hang in his forehead, his porcelain skin seemed even softer, his high cheekbones and over them his long, now brownish eyelashes attracted his attention the most, and he could feel a soft blush spreading on his cheeks, so his gaze wandered rather lower to his thin lips, but that helped even less. The wondering thoughts about their taste already had invaded his mind.
"Ne, Hayato" he heard Ryuu's lazy low voice, and his eyes snapped back at the redhead's brown eye that he opened to find out what was wrong with his friend. "You all right?"
"Ha… Yeah, sure" he coughed out the breath that he was holding up till now. "Why d'ya ask?"
"You're flushed… You caught a cold maybe?" he mumbled and opened his other eye too and pushed himself up to lean on his elbows to take a better look of Hayato.
"Tse, of course not!" he tried his best to take up his act, however it wasn't that easy as Ryuu's gaze literally scanned him in.
"Then what? You've been acting odd recently."
It was clear now for Hayato that if things will go on like this, something very wrong or very good's gonna happen. As he looked again Ryuu in the eye, he had to accept that he couldn't hold back anymore. He cherished his friendship with Ryuu more than anything, but he still wanted more. Just a friendship couldn't satisfy his passionate heart, and his emotions took over his mind.
Hayato moved before anything could stop him. He pushed Ryuu back to the ground and pinned him there, leaning over him, with his hands supporting himself on both sides of Ryuu's head, their chests touching every time they took a breath. The only signs of Ryuu's surprise were his fastened breathing and he took the air in a bit sharper than usual, and his slightly widened eyes as he looked up at Hayato.
Maybe a small glint of fear or rather worry shined up in his brown eyes as he realized that feeling burning in Hayato's. It wasn't only the lack of sunshine that darkened his gaze, but lust.
He towered over him like a predator over some extra-delicious prey.
"Ryuu…." Hayato whispered on a husky voice, his hot breath caressing the other's cheek. He could feel Ryuu shivering underneath him even so slightly. "I love you, Ryuu. So much…"
And before Ryuu had the smallest chance even to draw a sharp breath in shock not giving him the opportunity to protest, Hayato leaned in quickly and stole his first kiss from his very best friend.
Ryuu's lips were cool as the teen himself, but they tasted sweet. It was like the sweetness of water, not a strong taste, but very nice and delicious. He wanted to taste more. Hayato was really like the predator that finally tasted the adrenaline-sweet blood, and just can't get enough of it. He pushed his lips even harder, moving a bit, licking Ryuu's lower lip passionately, demanding for entrance into the cave of his mouth. Ryuu let out a small muffled moan as he tried to catch some air, and this little parting of his lips used Hayato to deepen the kiss.
The redhead's body has never been more tensed before, he protested with all his might, the only problem was, Hayato didn't let him move from his place, and was slowly stealing all the air from his lungs. He couldn't think properly. When Hayato kissed him all of a sudden, it was like his mind stopped working. It was too great of a shock. And emergency alarm took a headstart in his head, but there was only the red lamp and the siren that blocked everything. Random thoughts were running like crazy in there. One of the clearest was that Hayato's lips were warm and soft and the other was the loudest STOP!
But how?
As Hayato deepened the kiss, Ryuu got desperate and led by his first intuition, bit down on his full lip.
Surprised and in pain Hayato jerked away with an irritated yelp, and Ryuu could finally get his muscles to obey his will. In panik and adrenaline rushing along his system pushed Hayato off of him, not minding his friend's bleeding lip, leapt to his feet and without looking back, ran away. It was his own racing heart that chased him away, full of fears and confusion, but not only because of Hayato's action, but also because of the thoughts that were awakened by it within him.
As Ryuu's slender form disappeared from his eyesight, Hayato leaned back again, flat on his back, flooring his head into the hard ground. He wiped his bleeding lip, and with the very same movement he hit himself hard in the head. He covered his eyes with his arm, his face was burning in the colour of shame. He wanted the earth to split open under him right now and there and swallow him.
He felt a very strong urge to trash himself within an inch of his life. He couldn't have ruined his chances by Ryuu any more!
The kiss felt so sweet! He enjoyed it so much!... Why couldn't Ryuu…?.. Why couldn't he hold back..?
Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
"Where's Ryuu going?" stopped Hyuuga in his track, the thread of their kite hanging from his hand. "wow, and running!... Have we ever seen such thing?"
"He may have got fed up with Hayato. As stupid as he is…" said Tsucchi, and the conversation was finished from his part. They grinned at each other with Hyuuga and went back to pay all their attention to their toy.
Take didn't follow them, just stand there, on top of the hill, where he had a good sight of both Ryuu and Hayato. There was something strange in his dark eyes as he followed Ryuu disappearing in a hurry…
"Hey, Take!" he heard Tsucchi calling for him. "Come on, buddy!"
"Ah, sorry! I'm coming!" As Take turned toward his friends, his cute face was shining with a bright grin.
TBC
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