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This is for my story A Place In The World:
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What Hurts The Most – Rascal Flatts
Chloe's POV
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
I sat alone at home as the dreary day felt never ending. My mother was stuck at work, not wanting to run through the rain to her car on the far end of the parking lot. I didn't mind being alone, I have done it many times before. Sadly this time my mom said she wouldn't be home for a long time because she might have to go straight to a business trip. She would not be able to say good bye before leaving. I cried a little bit. I can take that, it wasn't like I was bursting out crying.
Alek had been down stairs apparently, in my kitchen as I was in my room. He didn't want to stay out in the rain and I wouldn't let him anyway. We dated for a while, but broke up after a month or two. I pretend I am fine each day when there are people around. Even after a few weeks.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
There is one thing that hurts over all. We were close. We cuddled on the couch on days like these. We kissed a lot more than once. There is now so much that was left unsaid. There were things I wanted to say and things I still want to say. But I watched as you walked away…
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
I don't think we will ever know what could have been. Maybe we would have dated for years. Maybe we would have got married. He didn't see I was trying to love him. He was too caught up with me hanging out with Brian. I never wanted to be with Brian, only Alek.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
Everywhere I am he has to go for Unitor duty. It makes dealing with the pain a lot harder. I don't know how but I am doing ok with losing Alek. When I see Jasmine, it reminds me of him, and I force a smile. I would probably brake down crying instead of smiling. Jasmine is still a best friend to me though. The regret of letting him go is enormous. I get up every day and remember how we broke up. And every day I wish it could have been different. I wish I could have said the words from my heart, the ones I still have bundled up inside.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
I heard a knock on the door and mumbled come in. Alek walked in with a glass of water in his hand. He set it down on my side table. I didn't look away from the window; if I looked at him tears would be streaming out of my eyes in no time. He just stood there for a moment, waiting for a reaction. Then Alek walked closer to me and I held my breath. He sat next me on my bed and leaned over to me.
"I am sorry Chloe, what I was trying to do was love you without jealousy. I always wondered what could have been" Alek whispered in my ear. His breath on me sent a chill down my spine. I covered my face with my hands, a few tears rolled down my cheek. I nodded to him. I was happy about him loving me; about how we were thinking just the same thing.
"You failed at the jealousy part" I said looking at him with a small hopeful smile. He smiled back and he pulled me into his body; lying back on my bed. I looked up at him and we kissed. Then we sat there; with me in his arms, listening to the rain hit my roof, listening to each other's heart beats. It was a happy and peaceful moment that lasted for a long time.
Haha! I found a perfect song! Hope you all liked it! Read my other stories please! Info for my poll above! Please vote! Thank you! (need song ideas if you don't mind) :P If you want more Chalek next time, or think this was good, just tell me about it in your review!