Disclaimer: I do not own BTR
The next day after school, Logan went downstairs to find his mom. She was organizing the drawers when he entered their room. "Hey, mom; can we talk?" Logan asked, closing the door slowly behind him.
"Sure sweetie," Mrs. Mitchell said, walking over to the bed and patted the spot next to her.
Logan sat down and for a moment found it hard to speak. Finally he sighs, "Why didn't you tell me?"
Mrs. Mitchell frowned. "Why didn't I tell you what?"
"That you and dad were planning to move."
She took in a deep breath and let it out, pinching the ridge of her nose. "Logan you wouldn't have accepted it so I decided to wait...we both did."
Logan shook his head. "But I deserve to know things like this." He murmured, "Does Dani know yet or are you hiding this from her too?"
Mrs. Mitchell sighed, "No, Dani knows but she's old enough to live on her own so your father and I are letting her be."
"Okay...I have until December, right?"
"Yes."
Logan nods slowly. "Alright; fine." He stood up and walked to the door. "Please don't mention this to Kendall," Logan mumbled before leaving. Standing with his back to the door after it closed he racked his brain on what to do next. Logan had already gone over the positives and negatives but still couldn't come up with one legitimate reason to stay or go. "I need to get a glass of water or something..." Logan muttered, hurrying upstairs. The brunette rounded the corner to the kitchen and took a glass from one of the cabinets. After gulping down some water Logan went up to Kendall's room, startled at the sight before him. Things were scattered all over the place, bed torn apart (not literally of course), and...Logan entered slowly and saw Kendall rummaging through his closet.
"Geeze, dude; I knew you were messy but what the hell did you do?" The shorter boy gasped.
Kendall backed out and glances casually around. "Oh, this? Huh, didn't notice; I'll be sure to clean it up and stuff, but for now; I'm uh busy so...go do your homework or something."
Logan crossed his arms. "It's the second day of school; what homework?"
"Oh, right. Knew that," Kendall said. "But, still busy so I'm gonna need you to leave for a few minutes."
"Why?"
"Cuz I'm doing something," Kendall exclaimed. When Logan only glared at him, the blonde moved closer to the shorter boy. "Please, this is...important." Kendall leaned down and kissed Logan for a few seconds.
"Whatever," the brunette sighed. "I'll be...checking up on Skyscraper Jr.; call me when you're done doing whatever is you're doing."
As Logan walked to town, he wondered what that could've been about. When the brunette reached the dirt mound and watered it from the hose connected to the side of one of the buildings. Logan knew it would be a few years until the seedling grew any more but he had enough patience to take care of it. After he was done watering, Logan sat down beside the oak. He wondered again what Kendall could be up to; and knowing the blonde it probably would get him into trouble. On the subject of Kendall; Logan was brought back to their first kiss...It was when he learned Kendall loved him. What made me kiss him? The brunette wonders, I mean, I think all along no matter how much I hated him, I still cared...but was that why? Do I...love him?
"Hey, Lo."
Logan snapped out of his daze and looked up at his boyfriend. "Oh, you're done now..."
"Yup," Kendall chirped, taking Logan's hand and hauling him up.
"What were you doing anyways?"
The taller boy shrugged. "I dunno."
"Really, bro?"
"Let's just say it's...it's for you; and I...can't tell you what it is cuz it's a surprise," Kendall babbled.
Logan rolled his eyes. "At least give me a hint."
"Uh...nope."
"Kendall."
"What? I want all of it to surprise you," the blonde exclaimed as they started to walk. "Surprises haven't ever really been your favorite things but bear with me," Kendall said, interlocking their fingers.
Logan paused, causing Kendall to stop with him. He turned to the taller boy, giving him an odd look. "Okay; who am I to question a Knight's plans on a surprise?" Logan sighed, finding it hard not to smile. He shook his head and gave his boyfriend a quick peck on the cheek before pulling him along.
"Good," Kendall exclaimed. "But I don't wanna go back home yet."
Logan gave him a sideways glance in which Kendall responded to pulling the shorter boy onward.
They had gone to the old playground and climbed to the top of the slide; this now being one of their favorite places where it could just be them two...most of the time; sometimes their friends would hang out there as well.
"So, how does being a senior feel?" Kendall mumbled.
Logan shrugged. "Like I said before; it's only been two days."
The blonde nodded slowly. "Makes sense," he said. "Can you believe it though? After this year we'll be heading off to collage!"
Logan sighed and looked up into Kendall's bright green eyes. "Where are you planning on going?"
"God, I don't know..." Kendall admitted sheepishly, "I was so focused on getting you to like me again I hadn't had time to think it over."
The shorter boy rolled his eyes. "What am I going to do with you? Kendall, I get what you want to do but you can't let me get in the way of your life."
"I know..." Kendall whispered. Logan sighed again and closed his eyes as they connected their lips in a deep kiss, Kendall bringing both hands up to cup his cheeks.
"Well hey there!"
The two boys pulled apart abruptly; startled at the sound of Carlos' voice. They looked down to see him and Camille at the foot of the slide. "How are you two lovebirds?" Camille teased.
Logan snorted, "Great, how bout you two?"
"Awesome," Carlos exclaimed.
Camille laughed. "So, what're you guys up to?"
"Just chillin'," Kendall answered with a shrug. "Not that we're not we're not happy to see you; but, what are you doing here?"
"We knew you two would be here and we wanted to ask you a favor," Carlos said.
"What favor?" Logan asked.
Camille explained, "The kindergarteners were going to be painting a mural; and Carlos and I volunteered to help but we could use some help..."
Kendall glanced at Logan then back to his other friends. "When would we be doing this?"
"This Saturday," Both Camille and Carlos replied in unison.
"Whattya say Lo, wanna help out some kindergarteners?" Kendall said to his boyfriend.
Logan smiled. "Why not?"
"Yay! Thanks guys!" Carlos exclaimed.
Camille took Carlos' hand and pulled him away. She said over her shoulder, "Thanks again; we'll leave you two alone now."
"I think this'll be nice," Kendall stated when Camille and Carlos were gone. "I wonder what we're gonna paint for the mural."
"I'm not sure," Logan said. "But let's try not to get into a paint fight." The brunette smirked and looked up at Kendall again. Kendall sighed, remembering back to earlier that year.
"Hmm, no promises," the taller boy hummed. Logan laughed and playfully slapped Kendall's chest.
"Well at least try not to splatter the little kids," Logan said.
Kendall shrugged. "I'll try my best..." He trailed off as he got closer and closer to Logan until their lips found each other again, Kendall placing his hand on the back of the brunette's neck.
"Mmm..." Logan mumbled his eyes fluttering shut, his heart beating faster...he could feel the love and passion in Kendall and it made him ache. Logan hated himself. He just hated himself. Kendall needed someone to give that love to since Logan knew he was inscecure about everything...and that he could be; and probably would be leaving. The brunette's mind raced. Logan cared deeply for Kendall and knew the blonde deserved better. "K-Kendall..."
Kendall pulled away and murmured; lips brushing against Logan's, "Yeah Loges?"
Looking into Kendall's beautiful green eyes, Logan couldn't speak the truth. "I really really care about you."
"I really really care about you too..."
They kissed again; and while Logan still was thinking of his insecurities, Kendall was thinking about how he could make the shorter boy more comfortable. I love him so much...Kendall thought. I don't care how long it takes him to feel okay with anything; I won't leave him...
Srry for the late update; I uh, started school two days ago
