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DISCLAIMER: I wish I owned the Teen Titans, but apparently I don't :'[.

Chapter 3:Memories

Raven smiled a little as she stared at the ceiling, thinking of the green changeling. She felt Happy bouncing around and Affection doing her annoying 'SQUEE!' sound. Thinking of that precious moment made it a lot worse. Raven's new radio didn't even last a week. Her powers were in a frenzy and it was a bit harder to control them but her meditating and training made her stronger. It was fine for now and so far only the radio didn't make it. Raven didn't even want to know what was going on inside her mind so she didn't bother using her mirror. The empath got up and walked to the kitchen. However, Raven didn't expect Starfire and Cyborg to be in the kitchen making breakfast.

"Hello, Friend Raven! It is most glorious to see you again!" Starfire greeted Raven as she walked in the kitchen only to be given a bone-crushing hug from Starfire. Raven winced and eventually yelped a little.

"Yo, Star, give the girl some space. We just snuck into her house. I think she wants to know why." Cyborg said, waving at Raven. He was making a breakfast buffet. Well, if Cyborg uses as much ingredients as he did when we were Teen Titans, now I definitely need to go to the grocery store today, Raven grimaced.

Raven massaged her stomach. "What are you doing here? How did you find me? Why are you here? Who's been through my cabinets? Where's Nightwing?" Raven asked. [A/N If you notice I used who, what, when, where, why, and how. Dunno why, felt like it. -_-']

"Um, spare key, Nightwing's files, wanted to see you since we lost contact, me, and he's watching his kids." Cyborg answered, focusing on his creation.

"Oh yes, Friend Raven! Dick -Nightwing- is taking care of our bumgorfs, Tom and Josie. They are twins and most wonderful and adorable." Starfire piped in happily.

"Congrats, Star." Raven replied in her monotone voice.

"Anyways, how come we barely see you anymore? Dude, we all missed your sarcasm and whatnot. Yo, man, seriously, I could NOT stand Terra and B.B. makin' kissy faces at each other. It is -and was- disgusting!" Cyborg said, raising his voice a little. "Well, waffles are done. Gather 'round the table, y'all!"

The table was small, round, and dark brown. Luckily, it had room for the 3 of them. Anyone could be amazed at how the metal man had prepared breakfast. On the table, there wasn't a spare space for even a fly. There were waffles, syrup, herbal tea for Raven, milk, eggs, bacon, sausage, orange juice, fruit, forks, knives, and 3 empty plates. Even Raven had to admit that it looked really appetizing. And, of course, there was mustard for Starfire. [A/N Seriously what's with the mustard on everything?]

Starfire bit into a waffle. "It is most scrumptious, Friend Cyborg!" she complimented as she poured more mustard on her waffle.

"Alright, I think you need to give me an update on what's been happening. I want to know everything." Raven demanded as she drank some herbal tea.

Cyborg looked at Starfire. "Okay, you deserve it. Ever since you left when you were 20, we weren't catchin' bad guys as fast and it was hard to adapt without your powers. To make things easier, I agreed to design better prison cells to hold the criminals captive. After that, villains didn't escape anymore and Slade just disappeared. That's when the Teen Titans disbanded. We still live in the Tower, except for you, which I would like to know why." Cyborg eyed Raven before continuing his story. "Basically everything's pretty mellow. I married Sarah Simms 3 years ago and have a daughter, Natalie. As you know, Nightwing and Star got married and had those twins. Tom looks like his dad but has Star's eyes and he messes with my baby. My T-Car baby. And Josie's got Nightwing's eyes and her mom's hair. Man, those to do crazy things ever since they learned how to fly. They're both 4 and Natalie's 3. My little girl looks like her mom except she's got my eyes! Well, the color of my human eye. So B.B. and Terra are gonna have a wedding soon. Um…5 days? I think they'd want you to come, Rae. Anyways it's your turn to tell your story." Cyborg said.

Raven didn't want to tell her story. She remembered it to the second. A day she never wanted to relive. Then she lost herself in memory.

Flashback

Raven's POV

I was getting some herbal tea and reading my book at the same time. I was the only one in the common room when I saw two figures outside running. I was curious about their identity and figured they were just teenagers. I could sense their emotions. One was happily in love and the other was happy but not deeply in love like the other. The person had some sort of plan, none of it good from what I could tell.

I went through the walls and quietly followed them. The two figures, now recognizable, were Beast Boy and Terra. They had sat on the shore and didn't notice me hovering nearby. Terra was laughing and Beast Boy held her in his loving gaze. I started to feel a new emotion inside of me. I wouldn't know what it was until much later. At first they skipped rocks together and Beast Boy shared lame jokes. But then…I saw something that I felt like crying about for days. Terra had kissed him first. It looked small at first but then she put her arms around his neck. Then he kissed her back. He had one arm around her waist and the other on her back.

I remember making a sound and they must have heard me because when they stopped kissing I went through the walls and into my room. I locked the door and jumped into my bed. First nothing, then trembling, and then I finally cried. Not too loudly though. I had to keep a reputation for being emotionless. It felt like hours and I bet it was. Subconsciously, I started packing as if I were about to leave forever. My cloaks, leotards, boots, spell books, that dumb chicken Beast Boy won me at the carnival, everything I could. Then I heard his voice. His kind, innocent, voice.

"Raven? We were wondering if you wanted to watch Wicked Scary 3 with us since you're not doing anything. Or at least I don't think so." Beast Boy called out, his voice slightly muffled by the door. I felt a lump in my throat, and I made a sound as if I was about to cry.

"Raven? Are you okay?" Beast Boy asked. At that moment I was done packing. I quickly wrote a note that stated my resignation.

I put on my hood and opened the door. Beast Boy yelped in surprise as he saw me and took a couple steps back to give me some room. Then he noticed the suitcase. Finally whatever brains he had started to work.

"You're not leaving, are you Rae?" Beast Boy asked. He was taller than me now and his voice was slightly deeper but still managed to sound childish.

I sneered at him. "What does it look like to you, you dope? Of course I am. You didn't think I'd stay her forever did you? It was about time anyways." I didn't know what made me say that but he shrank away in fear. I noticed he was a bit sad and my expression softened. I reached out to hug him and he hugged me back.

"Take care, Beast Boy. Have a good life." I whispered. Then I released him and teleported away.

End Of Flashback

Raven looked at Starfire and Cyborg. "I wasn't feeling as if my life had a purpose and that Trigon incident kind of shook me." Raven lied. Terra and Gar's kiss made her resign. And that emotion was jealousy.

They didn't look like they really bought her answer but they ended the subject altogether. The former superheroes ate the rest of breakfast in silence.

After awhile, Cyborg stood. "It's best if me and Star leave. Thanks for letting us stay, Raven. Keep in touch!" Cyborg said and left with Star after they hugged her goodbye.

Not letting you feelings go can be a pain. Raven thought sadly and a light bulb exploded.

Garfield Logan had never felt so…incomplete.

He started naming things he had. An enormous fortune, a decent place, great friends, a pretty fiancée, many video games and video game stations, T.V., a vegetarian chef that came three times a day, a cat that hates hoses, and a great life in the city. Gar, the wiry green changeling, was lost. Most people would say Gar had a really blessed life. So why did he feel like there was something missing?

Well, there is that slight problem with me possibly being in love with Raven, but why would I like a girl whose my total opposite? Weirdness! Why does it always have to be the young and handsome funny guy? Gar thought. He was stumped. Gar soaked in the silence of his house and was deep in thought. Huh, so this is how Raven feels when she meditates. He was about to close his eyes and take a nap when his phone rang.

"AAHHHH!" Gar screamed. The phone kept ringing right beside him. He noticed it was just his phone and blushed. Gar answered the phone.

"Hey Gar! Wanna go have fun at my place? I've got a cheese pizza and I rented a movie!" Terra said.

"Oh, um…sorry I'm busy. My cat, Pacman, is sick so I need to stay here with him until he's all better." Gar lied. Pacman was fine, hissing at hoses as usual.

"Aw…hope he gets better. Hey, why don't we hang at your place?" Terra asked.

Gar cringed. "Actually, we're in Mexico."

"What?"

Gar flushed. "Um, bye Terra!" He quickly hung up the phone.

Way to act natural, Garfield. Gar remembered someone saying. Raven. She said that before.

Flashback

Gar's P.O.V.

I ran. Ran, ran, ran. I remember thinking, Robin's gonna kill me! He probably was. I ran through the hallways looking back if Robin was anywhere nearby when I bumped into Cyborg.

"Yo, man. What-" Cyborg started to say but I quickly got up and ran. I went to the common room.

"What are you doing?" I heard someone say. I yelped in surprise and saw that it was just Raven. Her eyebrow was raised quizzically and she clearly demanded answerers.

I blurted out something about wrecking the R-Cycle by putting a radio station's main channel to classical music. I tried to change it but it was stuck and the music wouldn't stop playing. I tried to fix it but the R-Cycle fell apart in the process. When I was done Robin stormed in.

"HeyRobinwhat'supI''minnocent!" I babbled.

Raven rolled her eyes. "Way to act natural, Garfield."

End of Flashback.

At first he was mad but Raven [surprisingly] defended Gar saying he was just wanting to waltz with his imaginary friend. Gar laughed. It seemed like yesterday. It was a prank at first but then Gar happened to screw up. Cyborg fixed the R-Cycle but Gar had to do extra combat practice. He was sore for a week.

Raven. How could he love Raven when he was engaged to Terra?