"Will you go out with me?" Romano asked me.

I blushed. I looked into his eyes and seen...lust. Not love. But, I could be wrong.

I wanted to say no. A few kissed didn't prove love, right? Only lust. Why was I thinking like this? Was I getting overly...excited?

"No." I said. I let go of his embrace, pushed him away, and walked out of his room. Silent tears ran down my cheeks.

I ran down the stairs and opened the front door. I ran to my house and stomped up the stairs to my room. I locked the door and jumped on my bed.

I loved him. But, did he? Why did I say no? Why did I push him away? Why? What is wrong with me?

Didn't I want this? Was this the end of the Vargas' in my life?

"Natasha! Open up the door!" It was Cece she was banging on my door.

"No." I said. "I'm fine."

"Then open up the door."

"Fine." I said as I got up, wiped my tears away, and got up to open the door.

"I'm fine. See?" I said in a bratty tone.

"It doesn't look like it." She said as she put her hands on her hips. "I'll give you two days. I better hear you explain to me in two days." And she walked away.

I closed my door and locked it.

I was stupid. I wanted to fix this but, I couldn't find the courage to. Instead, I silently cried myself to sleep.

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I bet you guys hate me now...But, It's okay..this is apart of the plot. I knew I got you guys thinking that I would put them together. I would have but, I wanted drama! So yeah...there will be Natasha/Italy coming soon! Maybe even some more Romano/Natasha. But, who will get her in the end? Yeah, so sorry it was short and really...awkward.