Chapter 14

Buffy Pov

Buttons flew to the floor as we ripped each other's shirts off. My hands traveled up his arms and down his chest as I felt his hard abs and his tight muscles. It's been a while since I could feel his body like this; I savored every minute of it. I looked into his eyes and saw the love and raw passion he held for me. My lips were magnetically drawn to his as we were pulled into another passionate kiss. My hips thrust up into his as we ground against each other.

I flipped us over so I was on top, frantically ripping his pants off. It's been so long since I felt this need. My body demanded his again. I had to have him in me; I was desperate to feel him again, to connect with him like this. I felt almost feral as he gently cupped my hands and pushed them away from him.

"Baby I want to take my time with you, I want to savor, worship your gorgeous body."

It has been about 7 years since I have felt him inside of me. There was no way I was letting him take his time with me.

"Please baby, it's been 7 years. I need you right now! We have all day for you to take your time. Right now you need to strip and fuck me already!"

His eyes shut in pleasure and I swear I could feel him grow harder with every word I said. I had no idea my words could have affected him this much. I don't think he's ever heard me talk dirty before. I took the opportunity and finished ripping his pants off. What I saw shocked me, he had gone commando. The sight of him made my mouth water. I thought of all the things that I could do to him with my mouth. He let out a loud grown, and I could have sworn I heard a growl as well, as I went down on him. I smiled inside as I felt how affected he was by me. I had only done this with Spike and I don't think I was all that good at it. It made me happy knowing that Angel loved it.

I licked my way up and down his length. He thrusted into my mouth as I relaxed and took him in. He grabbed onto my hair and proceeded to fuck my mouth. It was the best feeling in the world him dominating me like that. I wanted more of it but just as he felt he was about to cum he pulled me off of him. He flipped me over, ripped the rest of my clothes off, and plunged deep inside of my hot weeping core. I pulled him down to me and fucked his mouth with my tongue mimicking his movements down below. He felt amazing as he thrusted into me over and over again. But something was missing. I needed him deeper inside of me. He pulled back and continued to leave open mouth kisses all over my neck. I tilted my head back even farther signaling what I wanted.

"Please baby, do it."

He stilled as he realized what I wanted him to do. He tried to pull away but I held on.

"Please, do it. I need you to bite me right now. It'll feel so good."

He stayed still for a few more seconds before he plunged into me again. Just as he was about to cum he lowered his head to my neck. As his fangs entered me I screamed. Not in pain but in pleasure, I came hard, my inner walls squeezing him, milking him. We both screamed each other's name's just as we climaxed together.

He rolled over and grabbed the covers, covering us up. I rolled over so we faced each other. We gazed into each other's eyes for a little while just before sleep took us.

As I slept I dreamed of a perfect world. One where Angel was human and we made love over and over again.

I woke up the sun was shining and it looked like it would be a beautiful day. I turned around and saw that Angel wasn't there but there was a note lying on the pillow.

'Buffy,

I'm sorry I had to leave you but Cordy had a vision. You looked so peaceful that I didn't want to wake you. I promise I'll make it up to you later tonight.

Angel

I got up and got dressed and made my way down stairs. Cordy was in her usual seat behind the counter. She looked up from the computer as I walked into the room.

"Hey. How are you? How was last night?"

"Hi, I'm good. Last night was amazing. I had forgotten how it was between us. Last night was just so perfect."

"That's good."

"And just to top off the amazing night I had a fantastic dream."

"Oh yeah, what about?"

"Well it was just snippets really. I saw me and Angel outside in the sunlight making out. And then we were in his old office making love all night long. He was human and I could hear his heart beat. I know that will never happen but it felt nice to dream it."

My eyes closed at the thought of the dream and when I opened them I saw Cordy looking at me with a dumbfounded look.

"Cordy, what's wrong?"

"You say Angel was human in your dream?"

"Yeah, I think it was some demon that did it. Or something like that."

She got this weird look on her face like she was hiding something from me.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, everything's fine."

"Cordy. Tell me the truth."

She looked at me and then looked at the wall. Moments later she looked back at me and sighed.

"Fine, I'll tell you. But you can't tell Angel that I told you. The night your dreaming of isn't a dream, it's a memory. After Thanksgiving you came to L.A to argue with Angel about him going to Sunnydale and saving your life. A demon attacked and somehow turned him human. You guys were together for an entire day and night. But Angel asked the oracles to turn him back after he heard that you would die. He realized that he couldn't protect you and the rest of the world, so in order to save your life he turned asked them to turn him back. And they did on one condition. Nobody but him could remember that day."

"Then how do you know about it?"

"He told Doyle and Doyle told me. I don't even think Angel knows I know."

"Ok….but then why am I remembering it? And why now?"

"I don't know. And we can't ask the oracles because their dead. So basically were clueless."

I sat down not knowing what to do or what to say. Why didn't he tell me about this? Why did he keep this from me? I must have said this out loud because Cordelia came over and sat next to me.

"He probably didn't tell you because he didn't want to burden you with the memories. He had to deal with it for years knowing what you two had and then losing it all over again. And really what would remembering do anyway? It's not like it would change anything."

"Your right. Even if I remembered everything Angel and I would still be apart. I just can't stand the fact that he is making decisions for me again. He left me because he wanted me to have a life which really sucked. And then I find out he took back what had to be the happiest day of my life because he heard that I was going to die. And then I still died anyway. It would have been nicer if I was happy before I died. But damn it's so hard to stay mad at him. I understand why he took the day back. He was trying to protect me and the people we are meant to protect. I don't know if I would have had the strength to do that if I were in his place. I just don't know what to feel right now."

Cordelia was about to reply when Angel came into the room.

"When did you get here?" Cordelia asked

"Just now, I came through the sewer entrance." He replied.

"Oh, how did it go?"

"Good, we saved him."

"Good, good. So what are you up to now?"

He looked at me and knew that there was something wrong. He nodded towards his office signaling me to follow him. I looked at Cordy with an apologetic look and followed him inside. He was sitting behind his desk with his arms crossed over his chest. I closed the door and sat down across from him.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong or am I going to have to guess?"

"You can guess if you like but I don't think you're going to get it right."

He looked so worried that I wanted to tell him but didn't know how to say it.

"Is it about last night? Did I do something wrong? I thought last night was perfect, did you not feel that way?"

"What? Angel how can you say that? Of course last night was perfect. This has nothing to do with sex."

"Then what is it?"

"I had a dream last night. It was of when I came to visit after thanksgiving. But it was different. We were hunting a demon and it turned you human and we were together like we wanted to be. It was so perfect and you had to ruin it and turn back time. How could you do that to us? We finally get what we have always wanted and you take it back?"

"How do you remember? You're not supposed to remember. That was how it was supposed to be. Only I would remember so that I could stop it before it all happened again."

"Why? Why would you stop it from happening? Was I so bad that you had to erase the most perfect days of my life?"

"That's not it at all. Buffy if I didn't turn back the day you would have died."

"I died anyway."