OK so I'm kind of disappointed with the lack of response on my poll. I only got two voters. = ( Unfortunately, those two voters voted for different things, so I'm just going to wing it. If you don't like it then just remember that I gave you a chance to have effect on the story.
Today I woke up went to the bathroom and cut. Then after I was done I got ready for the cruel day to come. Every day was started like this. It was just my routine by now. So I went down stairs and ate my granola bar. (Well nibbled on for a little while is more accurate than ate) When I couldn't put it off anymore, I hoped in my car and drove to school.
Today was different though. I was used to people starring and whispering about me, but…. Today was different. Most of the time it was out of disgust or resentment. Today it looked like…. sympathy? I looked around trying to find anything openly different. And then I saw it. The little shiny Volvo that I've been avoiding thinking about these past months.
I wanted to run back to my car and drive back home and never come back to this place. He couldn't come back now. Why would he even want to? He didn't love me. He made that very clear. I was just starting to get better. I wasn't going to be able to survive; having to see his face every day, and know that he wasn't mine.
When I got out of my trance, I realized I was just standing in the middle of the parking lot starring into space. I took a step forward and almost fell down. I tried again and managed to stumble into English.
Great, just perfect, I thought. It looks like they're planning on keeping the Cullen's classes the same as before. This means I'm in just about all of Edwards's classes. I sat down at my desk and not five minutes latter Edward sat down next to me. I looked so different than I did then, and I wondered if he would recognize me. Now I wore dark clothing, and was probably a lot thinner due to lack of eating.
"Bella?" He said after a few moments of starring. His voice definitely did not help with the pain. So he did recognize me. Well he was a vampire and I wasn't all that different. I eventually decided that I still had to answer him.
I turned my head and said, "Yea it's still me," in my monotone.
"What happened to you?" He asked starring.
"Nothing," I shot back. I hadn't really changed, just adapted. And the Mr. Berty saved me, by starting the lesson.
I tried to avoid Edward for the rest of the day, and my plans were working pretty well up until lunch. I was wearing a jacket over my shirt, like most days, because I was wearing a short sleeved shirt underneath, and wasn't about to let anyone see my scars.
Idiotically I pulled off my jacket because I was getting hot. Of course Edward has been starring at me all day and now was no exception. So as soon as I pulled my jacket off Edward's eyes wouldn't leave my wrists. He gasped. I was shocked. How could I have been so stupid? And when Edward gasped his family turned to see what was wrong. They gasped to. Everyone has been watching the Cullens today so they also turned to see what was wrong. A lot of people gasped and dropped books and things. Basically I had an entire cafeteria starring at my wrists. One of the lunch ladies dropped their trays in shock and that was enough to snap me back into reality, so I quickly put my jacket back on and ran away. The Cullens followed me. Why do they even care? Why can't they just leave me alone?
I started crying and broke down. I just kept running but how did I expect to out run vampires? Alice grabbed me from behind and I suddenly heard a 'click'. I looked around and saw that it was very dark. Someone turned a light on so I could see. I found I was in a janitor's closet with all the Cullens. And someone locked the doors. I was still crying and had no immediate plans to stop.
Finally Emmet spoke, "What the Hell is wrong with you?"
Hey guys so I'm leaving you with a little cliff hanger and I'll try to post really soon. But you guys do know that if you review I'll post faster. Also if you have any ideas than I would love to hear them. Just PM me. =)