Sorry I haven't updated in awhile. So I'm really tired and am writing this in bed so cut me some slack OK? Anyways, on with the story.

I looked at Carlisle for reassurance. He nodded, trying to get me to believe Edward really did love me. Then I remembered the furious looking angle standing in the doorway. After that I remembered why he was furious. How was I supposed to explain something like this? Carlisle tried to help, but failed miserably.

"Bella I think now would be a good time to explain some things." He said. I gulped.

"Well…. um…. I started cutting?" My words came out like a question.

"Yes but why?" Edward yelled. I flinched back. I didn't know what to do. Did Edward really still love me? I decided that Carlisle would never play my feelings like that. He knew how cruel that would be. Why that effected my decision not to lye…. I had no idea. But it did so here goes nothing.

"Because you left." I stated simply.

"Bella? I need you to promise me something." He said with pain clear in his voice.

"Yes?" I would do anything for him. Anything to make the pain go away.

"Never, ever do anything to hurt yourself again." He said. I didn't know to do that anymore. I didn't know if I could.

"I'll try." I said fighting back more tears. What if he left me again when I couldn't.

"I guess that'll do for now." He said quietly and regretfully. "And we'll all be here to help you."

"Does that mean you're staying?" I asked hopefully.

"Always," He told me. He kissed me and then we went home. To his home so I could see my family again. To be reunited. I wanted to get better. And I would try but it was definetly not going to be easy. The phone rang and Edward picked it up.

"Hello?" He said. "Yes she's right here. It's for you." What did anyone want with me? He handed me the phone and I spoke.

"Yes" I asked slowly. And a very unwanted voice spoke.

"Oh hey Bella." Laurens unpleasant voice sounded once more. "Just wanted to let you know that, thanks to me, everyone knows what you are. And everyone knows just how unworthy of Edward you really are." I started to cry. Because deep down, I knew her words to be true. Edward imediently hung up for me. And for that I was thankful. Edward let me soak his shirt in tears and eventually he drove me home. Tomorrow was not going to be a fun day at school. But would be OK because I had Edward with me. I could make it through anything ad long as I had him. He was my life.

Sorry. Cruddy ending I know. I lost inspiration. I will post a sequal and hopefully it will be epic. But I won't post until I receive at least 4 more reviews. If you don't review then I'll know that this was a piece of crud. Thanks for your time.

-Melina