CHAPTER 14 – Not Wanted, Or So He Thought
R.P.O.V
He doesn't want me. He doesn't want me. He doesn't want me. He doesn't want me.
This thought wouldn't leave my head as I ran down the hallway, running to somewhere I could be alone, where I was away from Moses, and where he couldn't find me.
I now knew how it felt to love someone, and have them tear your heart into little pieces before giving it back to you. Just like I had done to Moses, all that time ago. No wonder why he didn't want me.
I am useless. He can't love me, no one can. I am a failure.
My foot got caught on a nail, and I give a short yell as I fall face down on the cold floor. I tried to get up, but my body wouldn't hold me. So I lay there, in the middle of the floor in the middle of the hallway in the middle of the night.
And I cried. I cried out all my pain, all my anger, all of my stupidness. And when there was finally nothing left, I slept.
M.P.O.V
I hear a yell of pain and before I can think about what I am doing, I jump out of bed and run down the hall.
I stop in my tracks when I see Ramses face down on the floor, seemingly sound asleep. I couldn't stop the small cry of alarm as I rushed to his side.
When I got there, I saw that nothing was wrong, apart from the tear tracks, and the slight drool coming from the corner of his mouth. I gave a sigh as I heard a slight snore escaped from his lips.
I bent over him and rolled him so that he was facing me. I placed my hands gently under his knees and his back before picking him up, and taking him to my room.
I closed the door by hitting it with my foot before I walked to the bed and placed him in before getting in myself.
My last thought was what his reaction would be when he woke up before I was out like a light.
R.P.O.V
The morning light hit my eyes and I flinched, waking up instantly. Beside me, Moses was asleep, his arm across my stomach. I smiled before settling back into the bed, before the memory hit me.
-"Ramses, what are you doing? Last time I checked, this was MY room." Running out the room. Tripping on a nail. Crying. Sleeping-
I stiffened. Why was I not in the hall? Why had he gotten me? Had it even been him?
Tears formed in my eyes as the thought "He doesn't want me" hit me again. I tried to stifle them and any sound I was making as they fell down my face. But it was too late. I felt Moses move, and his short breath as it hitched when he saw my face.
I felt him coming closer, and I tried to shift my body, but it was too late. Moses' lips were against mine and he was pushing me down while he straddled me. My eyes slid shut as he plunged his tongue into my mouth, exploring all of the dips and caves.
I ran my hands down his back, and I felt him shudder. I moaned into his mouth as the shudder made him move closer.
M.P.O.V
He ran his hands down my back and I couldn't help but shudder into him. He moaned, and the sound set me on fire. I pulled off his clothes, hardly breaking contact with our lips, before I took a hold of his penis and started to pump it slowly.
Ramses pulled away from my lips to gasp, and I shivered, increasing the pace. His voice was raw when he spoke.
"Moses. I need you."
It was my turn to gasp, and soon, I found myself under Ramses naked, and he was slowly entering me. I moaned before wrapping my legs around him, and he started to thrust into me.
I kept time with him with every thrust, and I saw white spots in front of my eyes when he found my sweet spot, over and over. He reached down, and started to pump me, and soon, he came, coating me inside. I came a moment after, my cum covering his hand, and our stomachs.
"Ramses. I love you."
I felt him stiffen slightly at this, but I was too tired to say anything. I drifted to sleep, Ramses by my side.