Bella's POV

I groaned as I was pulled out of my sleep by the alarm clock. I rolled over to stop it as I heard Jasper laugh. I had forgotten he was here until the soft sound of his laugh hit my ears. I rolled back around to face him.

"You know you are one weird person."

"And what do you mean by that mister?"

"You growled as you woke up, to an alarm clock."

"So it woke me from an awesome dream."

"What was the dream about?"

I felt a blush creeping up on my cheeks as I remembered the dream. The dream had been of me and Jasper where instead of going to sleep after he told me he loved me I sat up and told him how I feel followed by glimpses of what life could be like with him.

"Just something awesome that I don't even remember because of the damn alarm clock."

He laughed again, "Well whatever it was you were happy and very much in love."

He touched my face, I sighed "I guess I should get up and get ready for school."

I stood up and walked to the closet. I picked out a plain white t-shirt, aeropostale jeans, and a green hoodie. I stepped out of the closet and turned towards the bed where Jasper was still laying.

"You going to be lazy all day and miss school?"

"Nope, just watching you," He stood and walked to me, "I'm going to go get the car and I'll be back ok?"

I nodded and he left. Once he was gone I got dressed quickly and sat down on the bed. I started to think of the dream again and what Jasper had said to me last night and wondered what I would do next. I was still on the fence on whether he was truly over Alice and I couldn't afford to get hurt again. I heard the car horn, got my stuff and headed out. Jasper was on the stairs waiting for me when I made it out the door. I locked the door, turned around, followed him to the car and got in. Once we were both in Jasper turned to me.

"Did you hear me last night?"

I looked at him, "What do you mean?"

"Did you hear me tell you something before you went to bed?"

I sighed and sat back, "What would it matter if I did Jasper?"

"Bell's, liste-"

I sat up and looked at him, "No, don't, I have had five months to get over Edward and you have had no time to get over Alice. Yes it took me three days to fall for you and while it's completely insane it makes sense I've moved on but you, you should be morning the loss of your wife, Jazz. "

"Bella, you know that is crazy. I haven't loved Alice since the day we left Forks, I knew something about us was not right so yes-"

"No I can't take that risk Jasper, what if she walked back into your life and told you she still loved you what would you do?"

"I would tell her I moved on with you."

"No you wouldn't, you and I both know you wouldn't know what to do. I just fixed myself Jasper and I don't have the strength to lose someone else I love so please let's go to school and drop it."

I sat back while Jasper pulled the car out of the drive way. Once the car was moving I turned toward the window and felt a tear slip down my check, I was in love with Jasper and he loved me but it was too risky to fall that easily. Once we got to school I hopped out of the car and walked toward the building without saying a word to him.

The day went by fast and soon it was lunch. I walked into the cafeteria and headed straight for the Cullen table. I looked at Jasper who was reading a book for English and then looked at Rose giving me the stink eye.

"Hey Bella, let's go for a walk."

Oh no, "I'm good, I'm-"

"Let's go then."

Before I could protest I was up and walking outside. We walked past a couple of people and sat on a bench sort of away from the school.

Rose turned to face me with a mad look on her face, "Isabella Swan how could you?"

I sighed, "Rose, it's not easy for me either but it had to be done."

"No Bella I don't think you get it, when I told you that you have had time to get over Edward I also meant Jasper has had time to get over Alice. Don't you see we could all see what was going on, even Jasper. He hasn't loved her since the day we left Forks but guess what he loves you. Get it love and I know for a fact you do to."

"But Rose-"

"No, Bella no more excuses go in there and talk to him because that is what love is about, it's about taking risk, so go."

"No Rose."

"Isabella I will eat you."

"You aren't going to drop it are you."

"No because I can't stand this shit anymore just be happy."

I sighed and nodded, she was right I needed to take this risk because it would make us both happy. We stood up and walked back to the lunch room as the final bell went off. Rose walked to Emmet and left, leaving me with Jasper. We walked silently to his car and got in. I didn't know what to say after everything that happened this morning with him.

I reached in my purse for my phone at the sound of a text alert. I opened the phone, saw it was from Rose and clicked it open.

Damn it Isabella talk to him now or I will kill both of you

I mumbled a fine under my breath and looked over at Jasper who was waiting to pull out of the parking lot.

"Hey Jazz?"

He turned to look at me once we were on the street, "What's up?"

"I think we should talk about what happened this morning. About how I am incredibly stupid for pushing you away when all I want to do is be with you."

We pulled up to my house and before I could say anymore I was out of the car, in his arms and kissing him. I relaxed in his embrace and laced my fingers in his hair bringing him closer.

He pulled away, and rested his forehead on mine, "Are you sure about this? You had a very strong argument this morning about it not happening."

I moved my hands from his hair to his face, "I have done a lot of thinking and with some help I have discovered love is about taking risk and I'm ready to take this risk as long as it is with you."

He kissed me again, "I love you Isabella Swan, and I think I have for a while, I just finally opened my eyes to the angel in front of me."

I smiled, "I think a part of me has always loved you too."

He kissed me once more and leaned his forehead against mine, "I have to go home today and help the boys around the house do you want to come or stay home."

"I would like to go with, just let me run in and leave a note for Charlie."

He pulled away and nodded, "I'll be in the car."

I nodded and ran inside. I put my stuff by the door and wrote Charlie a quick note telling him that Esme need my help and if he needed me to call. I got my keys and walked back out the door to the car. Once I was in Jasper took my hand in his and drove. I smiled at the contact and sat back.

"What are you over there smiling about?"

I looked at him, and raised our joined hands. He laughed and kissed my knuckles as he sat them back down in my lap.

Once we reached the house Jasper leaned over and kissed me, "I really do love you."

"As do I, and nothing will change that."

He smiled, got out and was around to my side with the door open before I could blink. Once I was out our hands joined together again and we walked towards the door. As Jasper reached for the door he froze.

"Jazz what's wrong?"

Before he could answer, the door swung open and there stood the last person I thought I would never see again, the one person who will bring it all down, here goes hell.

Authors Note: Well here is another chapter it's not so great but it's something so I hope you like it. Review please and thank you.