Eli POV

I feel so loved, never knew love felt, just awesome. Never knew loved felt like just to be loved. You know, because Clare loves me just that much that she wants to spend some time away; we just need some distance. What the fuck am I saying? I'm on the brink of destruction, a path that leads nowhere, a dead end. This is what I get for falling in fucking love. Love doesn't love me; so I will never love it. That's a promise. Nothing good comes out besides being fucked over.

No One POV

"Adam, did he really leave?" Clare croaks out into her phone. "I made a mistake." She adds on again, before letting Adam answer. "Yeah, I can't believe it." Adam usually up and happy was at the gloomiest of moods. "Wow, I just can't believe it." Clare sits engulfed in her queen size bed sheets. Adam breathes into the phone. "Well, I can't believe it either, I really miss him." "You were acting pretty stupid to be honest." Adam rubbed his eyes, all the anger he had is slowly making its way up his throat. "Me?" Clare placed the tissue that she used to dab at her tears on her nightstand as she started not liking what she was hearing from Adam.

"If anything it was Eli."Clare said. "Eli just loved you and wanted to hear it back. Damn, you're like all the other girls. When you finally have a good dude, you get all scared like a bitch." Adam yelled out, huffing. "Don't call me a bitch! I know you Miss Eli but what do you think, I miss Eli too." Clare tried to tone it down.

"Yet you chose to act like a bitch, you don't like Eli and you don't fucking care about him. If you did, then you would have said you loved him. Something so simple yet you couldn't fucking say it. Now I'm missing my best friend! Thanks a lot."

"I'm not a bit-" Clare couldn't even get it all out before Adam hung up on her.

She wanted to believe that Adam didn't mean what he said but that doesn't help the fact that now she really felt like it was her fault. She picked back up her tissue and proceeded to cry her heart out until she felt so sick that she didn't even care to try to get better.

Eli successfully made it to California, not feeling the least bit happy even though the sun was supposed to be inviting. It meant Clare and Clare meant no love, so to him the moon so far was the thing he couldn't wait for. While he was unpacking, Eli's phone went off. "Hello?" He said. "Hey dude, it's me Adam." "Oh hey Adam, what time is it over their? I bet it's really late." I said. "Yea its 11:35 pm over here, I wanted to call you because you're my best friend and I miss you." He said with his sadness voice that made me smirk. "Well I miss you too Adam, but I had to get away from everything that was over there, It was too much, but here I can start knew." I said with a little sadness in my voice. "I'm guessing that everything is Clare. I just talked to Clare and told her it was her fault that she took my best friend away and I ended up calling her a bitch and hanging up on her." He said. I just stood there because I knew that's not the Adam I know, but I could get use to it. "Wow I leave and move away and your turning into a Badass. Nice!" I can hear him laughing on the other end. "You don't understand how much I'm missing you. Who am I suppose to play video games with? Or read comics with? Or will help me with girls?" I laughed at that last comment because I never helped him with any girls. "Well maybe there will be another guy who look, acts, and is dark like me that you can hang around with and help you too forget about me." I said with a smirk. "Well I hope it's that easy." He said laughing. "Well Adam, as much I would love talking to you about finding a new best friend and forgetting me that easily, I have to go unpack my new room." I said. "Oh ok see you on the phone" he said. "On the phone? Adam why can't you be normal and say see you around instead of on the phone?" I said. "Well you don't live here so I can't see you around I can only talk to you on the phone so it's see you on the phone." He said "You know what Adam just bye." I said hanging up and trying to seeing how my new life in California was going to turn out. But by the looks of it, it's not turning how I hoped. But it's a new beginning.

As I finish unpacking I go downstairs to see my family unpacking the living room thing. "Eli are you ok? You have been quite ever since we got here." Said cece while she opened a box filed of movies. I nodded my head in response, but that's when bullfrog said "Ever since we left you been acting very strange, are you sure you're ok?" I didn't wanna answer them, but I also remember that I didn't tell them what happen between me and Clare. So I thought I should tell them. "When I left degrassi to go home and pack I talked to Clare. I told her I was moving to California in 6 days. I told her I didn't have to move if she told me that she loved me. I told her I loved her and I was telling the truth but she didn't say it back all she said was I guess." I said trying to hold the tears that were forming. "I told her she had 6 day to tell me and I would stay with her and we'll be happy together, but she didn't say it so I left." Cece got up and sat next to me and hugged me. "I don't understand why all me relationship are so bad. First Julia and know Clare. It's not fair mom. I want to be in love with someone who is in love with me too. But I guess that's never going to happen." I said dropping my head bullfrog just sat there looking at Cece. We sat there in silences until Cece said "Oh baby boy love is complicated. Someone once said Tis better to have love and lost, than never to have loved at all. Just be patent. You loved Julia and after she died you thought that you will never love anyone else but you did. You found Clare, but now she's gone-" said Cece. "Thanks mom that made me feel even better." I said sarcastically. "Let me finish, just because you lost Clare doesn't mean there not another person waiting for you, and again just be patent." Said Cece, Cece did help me feel better but I just hope I can find love fast, or can force it? A new place equals a new Eli?

Well that's it, I hoped you like it sorry for the mistakes. Someone did make up that quote, I looked it up I liked it. Anyways I'm not writing until I have 15 reviews so plz keep reviewing. Plz keep reading.