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May of Rose
Dark Twilight.
Warring: this chapter has sex and blood in it.
Chapter 6
Edward POV
I am so happy that Bella, my love, has said the Ritual Words. Now we are married in the way of our People the Carpathian.
Then she kissed me! I was a little taken a back. For until now, she was fighting the Sexy Chemistry between us.
"I am happy that you kissed me, but up until now you wanted nothing to do with me. Not that I'm really complaining but even with our bond I can't tell what has changed your mind to make you kiss me?" I stated/inquired as I took in my blushing love.
"OH! Human's Kiss when they get married. So I thought the same thing applied to this situation." Bella replied blushing even harder as she tried to fight off her embarrassment.
"There's nothing to be embarrassed about my love. I think I quite agree with you." I said as I smiled at her and then bent down to kiss her with all the love I have in me. With this kiss I tried to convey to her that my feelings for her went beyond her just being the light to my darkness. I wanted this kiss to convey to her that she is my only true love and that I will love her for all time. But I also wanted her to know that there would be no one else for me but her.
To my surprise and greatest joy she kissed me back before pulling away and looking into my eyes. "You may be a jack ass. But you're my jack ass. I like you very much. No, that's not right I think I love you. No I know that I love you Edward." She said with eyes full of love and happiness.
Not able to think of what to reply to her I kissed her to show her how happy I was to have her in my life and in my arms. "I love you too. I love you my Bella."
She was crying now. Then she kissed me. "They are tears of happiness, Edward. I am so happy. After all this time Alice was right!" She exclaimed with more tears as she half cried half laughed.
I kissed her again then looked her in the eye as I rested my arms around her petit form. "Yes she was. Bella, may I give you the 2nd blood exchange?' I asked her as I let my hands skim her back up and down making sure they didn't travel where I wanted them too in case my feminist love decided to show me just how capable she was of taking care of herself. She looked dead in to my eyes.
"You really want me to be a Carpathian?" Bella inquired with a raised eyebrow and even with our bond I couldn't tell if she despised the idea of becoming like me and my family or was just nervous.
Oh yes I do with all that I am. To make love to this beautiful woman in front of me would be lucky, to make love to this beautiful woman in front of me as a Carpathian woman. That would be heaven. I thought and tried to keep my need to just take her right now out of my voice as I replied: "Yes I do. Please, Bella."
"Fine, let's just do this." She said with a bit of uncertainty and I smiled at her. Then I set down on the bed with Bella and kissed her. I take off my t-shirt with my mind. Then laid down on the bed with Bella beside me, soon this will be a natural occurrence but we will be naked. I thought as I moved my mouth to her neck and kissed her smooth skin. Without any real warning I bet into her with my teeth and filled my mouth with her blood. I made sure not to take too much and closed the wound I had created with my tongue.
When I finished I cut the middle of my chest for her. "Drink it love, this will complete the 2nd blood exchange." I said and was surprised but happy that she didn't fight me about commanding her around and just did what she was told.
Bella's P.O.V.
Wow. Was all I could think as I drunk Edward's blood, finding it hard to believe that I could feel so good by drinking his blood. I've never been in a relationship that went further than first base but I was beginning to think there may be something extremely wrong with me if drinking blood made me feel so weird.
Edward pushed me a bit away from him and I couldn't help but think the worst. I backed off of him and off the bed so that I was standing about arm's length away from the bed. And got my first real look at Edward who was now also off the bed and standing in front of me with a concerned look in his eyes. Edward is tall, about 5'6 or 6'6. He has long bronzed hair that he was currently wearing in a ponytail. His hair happens to bring out and emphasize his green eyes and he happens to be thin but built. His body structure is that of a runner. His ponytail reaches his mid-back and I can't help but wonder if I discover that its longer than that when I get it out of its confinement. He looks to be 23 or 24 of age but Carpathian's don't age like humans so I'm sure he is much older than that. And if I had to guess his weight I would say he's about 150 pounds or 200 pounds at the most.
To say that he was hot would have been the understatement of the millennium! How did a guy like this wind up choosing someone like me to be his life mate? I wondered in complete awe as I just continued to idiotically stand there and eat up the site of him without a shirt. He smiled at me and I prayed to whatever gods, goddess', or deities that the Carpathian's believe in that a whole would appear and swallow me up. Because that smile could only mean that he had used our bond to read if not my mind than my emotions.
"I am happy, that you approve and appreciate the way I look love. I would like to show you how much appreciate and approve of how you look by making love to you. May I?" He asked me as he reached out to me but didn't make to grab me. He just kept his hand out as if he were waiting for me to give him my hand to help me out of a car or lift me up from the floor.
"I have not been with a man. So I am afraid I wouldn't know what to do." I replied as I tried to stop my beating heart from beating so fast. This was moving a bit fast but while I most certainly wasn't able to completely think straight with him half naked I knew without a doubt that if he touched me in any way I would agree to any of his advances.
"I can read minds and I have read books about sex. To give me a bit of knowledge about what my life mate may need or desire when I take her. But just like you I am a virgin. I have not been with a woman in that way before." Edward said to me as he closed the distance between us by a couple of inches but still he did not touch me.
Why? "Why you're hot." I was so totally blushing now. God, I must have sounded like some dumb high school blonde cheerleader. Why couldn't of Alice ever bothered to give me a manual on this whole sex thing? I couldn't help but wonder in dismay.
"I am happy that you think so love. I knew that my life mate would be the only woman I would ever be able to truly love. So to me sex was something that was always at the edge of my mind but not something I was going to act on until I found my life mate. But now, my love, you're here in my life and the only thing stopping me from taking you is I want to make sure it's what you want. Can you feel what you do to me, my Bella?" He inquired as he pulled me so close to him that were touching cloth body to semi cloth body from feet to his shoulder blade.
The first thing I noticed was he was most certainly turned on. Even an inexperienced first timer like me could tell that much by his boner. And with what I can feel from him I decided to experiment a bit with our bound to see just what I was getting into. And while I don't know if I understood the bond quite right or was even using it properly but I somehow knew he was big down there and that had me a bit worried. Was he even going to fit in me? "Since you've read books about sex tell me, are you even going to fit inside of me?" I demanded not at all caring if I sounded like a child or whatever. Things were moving much to fast yet I could really care less. I don't know if it was the blood, the fact that some hot guy was half naked in front of me, or the fact that I have basically been sex deprived for my whole twenty-eight years of life.
All I knew with certainty was that no one I ever dated before had made me feel the way that Edward was making me feel tonight. Yeah, he tended to get on my nerves from time to time; especially when he basically decided for me that I was to be a Carpathian. But, so far with everything that has happened he has also shown me that he cares about me. And I have decided that I'll see where this relationship or whatever one can call this to wherever it may lead.
He looked at me for some time and I began to worry that it was already over. He was tired of me already because I had sounded too childish. "Yes, love, I'll fit but you'll be in pain for a bit at the beginning. Bella, I do not want to hurt you or let you be in any sort of pain but I'm afraid it can't be avoided." He looked so sad about that small fact and my only reply to him was a hug. Of course even an inexperienced woman like me knows that the first time will be painful as the male will have to break through a woman's barrier.
Edward POV
"There is something else I must tell you. My Bella, the transformation into a Carpathian is painful to or so I was told by my mom." I said as I pitifully played with her hair with one hand and held her closer to me with the other.
"Oh, well… thank you for telling me that. Why is it painful?" She asked and I had to fight the urge to push her to arm's length to look her in the eye as I berated her for treating this as if I was telling her that she had to get a flu shot.
"Your D.N.A is going to change from that of a human to that of a Carpathian." I explained to her in more of a hiss than a calm explanation as my hands stopped playing with her hair and moving up and down her back.
"When will this come about?" She once again asked as if we weren't talking about agonizing pain but what she should wear to dinner or what shoes would go best with her outfit. I know that up until a while ago she was a human unfamiliar with Carpathian ways and that in a since she was still a human but did she seriously not understand what I was trying to tell her?
"When you have you last blood exchange." I said as I kissed her; hoping and praying that she would somehow understand through that kiss what she so obviously was not getting through our conversation.
"When will the last blood exchange be?" Bella asked and I had to fight back a growl of frustration at not only the situation but my luck to of ended up with a woman who had to be the most difficult life mate in the universe.
"The last blood exchange will be when we make love. I kind of need your blood to cum." I muttered a bit sadly and cursed the heat I could feel traveling to my cheeks and prayed that she would not look up at that moment.
"Why?" She asked and I was seriously regretting the fact that I didn't opt for plan B, just take her and be done with it.
"It is the Carpathian way for the male to need his mate's blood. A Carpathian's mate's blood helps with the life mate bonding. For them to bind the life mate they must have sex with and blood of their life mate. "I explained a bit calmer as I continued to play with her hair and let my unoccupied hand roam her back as I imagined myself making her beg for release.
"But you need blood for feeding. What about that?" Bella inquired and for a split second I wished that she could just be a mindless little thing that would just do as I say without much question.
"I will only feed from males from now on. And you will only feed from women or form me, for blood." I explained ready to cut down any argument she may come up with about why she could only feed off of women.
"Ok," She said a bit skeptically, "I do not quite understand how you came to pick me to be your life though. I mean how could I possibly be what you need? I am not at all that gorgeous, I'm average at best. And you're royal, wouldn't you want someone… I don't know more used to your life style?" She asked and I seriously had to fight back the urge to yell.
"I did not pick you." I made air quotations when I said: pick you. "I saw color for the first time in 1500 years, that's how I knew you were my life mate. I feel love, lust est. with you around. Without you I have no feelings, literally. Without you there will be no color in my life. Without you I literally have no life. Bella, you are my life. You are my soul. You are the light to my darkness. You are my very being. I don't know how else to say it so that you can understand it." I said as I pushed her even closer to me if that was even possible and kissed her. I put all my love for her into the kiss while I moved us to the bed and positioned us so that I was on top of her.
"Make love to me Edward." She said breathlessly. I couldn't tell if she had understood what I had said or even was listening to me. But I needed her too much and wanted her happy more than I needed her to understand the situation so I put the conversation and whole matter on the back burner and once again used my mind to de-robe not only myself but Bella as well.
Bella's P.O.V.
He certainly doesn't waste much time for a virgin. I thought slightly amused at how quickly he had gotten both of us naked. But, now that I am naked I was embarrassed, so embarrassed that I could feel the blush on my checks and if I had to guess I would say it probably reached my ears.
"I love you, you're beautiful. There is no need to be embarrassed, love." He said to me as he repeatedly kissed me senseless. Then he took his lips away from my own and I was panting with the need for air. However, before I could get much air into my lungs, his lips were at my throat, then my breast, and then he was kissing every inch of my body. Sometimes licking an era or sucking on my skin there but he always strayed from my womanhood and it was driving me insane at the same time that it was making me feel what I could only imagine people would refer to as being turned on or lust.
After some time of his insufferable teasing he kissed his way back up my body to kiss me on the lips. I kissed him back hungrily and possibly desperately. "Oh, you are so wet for me." He said huskily and seductively making me want him even more if that was at all possible. I smiled at him and said the only coherent thing that came to mind.
"Only for you Edward, I am wet only for you." I said a I moved one of my hands down to his cock and squeezed it wanting to touch him in some way that would hopefully make him as good as I was feeling.
"Fuck! That is so hot." He said before returning to kissing me senseless. Then we were everywhere, his fingers inside of me, my hands in his hair, once or twice both of us at some point had grabbed the others ass. And finally, he was at my opening his six to seven inch long dick positioned and ready to enter me. "It's ok, please?" I begged him as I looked into his hazed gaze hoping that he understood just how bad I needed and wanted him inside me. Then he was in me and just as we both knew I would I cried out in pain and he stopped all movement.
When I started to barely feel any pain I signaled him that he could continue and when he moved again there was still pain but it was not too bad. After a small while he was all the way in, "Are you ok?" He asked once again not moving at all and this time it was driving me insane. There he was inside of me and God, it felt so damn good, so full.
"Please, move, I want… more." I said trying to breathe as I moved closer to his ear so I could make sure he heard what I was saying even though I knew that we were the only ones in the room. And then he was moving inside me and it felt even better than when he was just inside me. In, out, in, out. He was going so fucking slow I wanted to scream with fury. "Faster. Harder." I said incapable of full sentences and he did exactly as I asked. Ramming his cock into my pussy harder and faster and god something was building inside me and I knew then that I was coming.
I am guessing he was tapping into our bound while he was fucking me so senseless because I didn't even have time to inform him that I was coming when I felt him bite me. I could feel him take my blood and with some sudden instinct that I couldn't recall ever having I was clinging to him and biting his shoulder. He sealed the bite mark and I mimicked his actions to the bite mark I had given him before he fell on top of me. He then rolled us so that I was on top of him and the last thing I heard before the pain took me was: "I love you, Bella."
The pain of becoming a Carpathian was worse than I could have ever imagined. It was like I was bunging jumping, being run over, and was hit by lighting all at the same time. I don't know what happened next as everything then went black.
Edward P.O.V.
I put her to sleep. Sleep of a Carpathian. That of one dead So she can sleep through the pain of becoming a Carpathian. I opened the ground making it steep enough for someone to lie inside and wide enough for both of us to fit inside. Then I put up the safe guards up around our house before putting Bella down into the ground before I got inside with her. Once inside I used my mind to seal our bed so that we were covered by the ground but we weren't actually surrounded by dirt.
The next night.
Moving the dirt I got up and checked the home and took the safe guards down. Then I went to awaken Bella.
Bella P.O.V.
I got up and was amazed by how things looked different as a Carpathian. I could see everything so clearly and I decided to call Alice.
