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13. Time to Talk
"What's wrong?"
Blaine was dragging Kurt inside the apartment, he didn't even wait for him to be out of the elevator that he started kissing him.
"Blaine, come on. Something's bothering you."
"Yes. It's bothering me that I want to kiss you and you're pushing me away."
"I thought you needed to talk."
Blaine gently pushed Kurt towards the big couch, eyes darkened with lust.
"Fun first. Talk later."
That said he gave a last push and Kurt was seated on the couch, Blaine on top of him, straddling him: he kissed Kurt's lips gently, then he went down to his neck, sucking on it hardly. Kurt let out a moan and grabbed Blaine's ass, making the boy jump and laugh. Blaine brought his lips to Kurt's ear and breathed heavily.
"I owe you an orgasm, mister."
Kurt smiled as Blaine bit his ear lobe, then he pushed the curly haired boy closer against his body, so that their erections were touching. Blaine started thrusting slowly and Kurt immediately followed the rhythm.
"Blaine."
Blaine looked up and smiled at Kurt, who rested his head on the couch cushion, eyes closed. Blaine didn't even bother with his shirt, he just went straight to his pants, unzipping them and releasing Kurt's cock. Kurt sighed and shivered as Blaine approached the head with his lips, breathing heavily, giving soft kisses on it – then he trapped the erection with his right hand and started going up and down, watching Kurt melt at his touch. Just the look of it almost made Blaine come, so he unbuttoned his pants with his free hand and sighed with relief but immediately got back at Kurt. He liked teasing him so much that he slow down the hand job, so Kurt started moving his hips to quicken the pace.
"Blaine, please."
"Please, what?"
Kurt was red on his cheeks, sweat dripping all over him – Blaine thought he was the most wonderful thing he'd ever seen. He took Kurt's hand and kissed the palm of it, then he started licking the tip of his fingers.
"Please."
Kurt begged again, but Blaine wasn't one to give up so quickly – he went on with the hand job and sucked Kurt's index finger.
"Just tell me what you want, Kurt and I'll do it."
"Would you just suck me off!"
Kurt yelled and Blaine smiled, he gently kissed his hand again and then went back to Kurt's dick. When he started sucking, Kurt moaned and thought he could pass out from the pleasure – he was coming inside Blaine's mouth a few minutes later.
Kurt was sitting at the kitchen counter with Blaine bathrobe on, he had just showered and now was waiting for Blaine, eating some breadsticks and thinking about the couple of days he just had: red carpet, movie premiere, Blaine, Blaine, Blaine. He never would've thought that his job would be so funny and interesting. Blaine came in the kitchen in sweatpants and with hair still dripping with water, he smiled at Kurt and took some sandwiches from the fridge.
"Here."
"Thanks. Now seat!"
Blaine gave Kurt a light kiss on his cheek.
"I love it when you're bossy."
He took a seat right opposite Kurt and they started eating. When they finished Kurt stared at Blaine, tapping his fingers on the counter.
"What?"
"Now talk!"
"About…"
"You said it yourself: fun first, talk later. We had fun, now you have to talk to me."
"Oh, you remember."
"Obviously. Come on, I'm all ears."
Blaine sighed and told Kurt about the war with Alex about the two movies, and he was so pleased to notice that Kurt was listening carefully, reacting to all the things he said. When he was finished, Kurt cleared his voice.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure!"
"Why did you pretend to be straight in the first place?"
"That's a good question. Alex made me, well, she didn't exactly make me. We decided, together but she had the idea."
"Okay, but why?"
"Because no one would give me a role! Then one day Alex came with me at this audition and someone asked her if she was my girlfriend and she said yes. I've got a call back and then I starred in that tv-show for three episodes."
"That doesn't mean anything! Nobody ever told you they didn't cast you because you were gay! It's just a coincidence."
"I know, but Alex thought she could be my lucky charm."
"It seems to me she just wanted an excuse to grope you!"
"Don't say that. She's my best friend and she knows and always knew I'm gay. Well not always but she was the first one to know."
"Really? How did that happen?"
"Funny story, actually: she walked on me giving a hand-job to my first boyfriend!"
"What?"
"Yeah…I actually called to tell her that I was gay. John, my boyfriend, was there too, we started doing things but then we lost track of time and there she was. Shocked, obviously, but then I yelled Oh, by the way, I'm gay. We all laughed and that was it."
Kurt smiled and thought about poor Alex, that shouldn't have been easy for her.
"How old were you?"
"I was fourteen, she was fifteen."
"What happened next?"
"John went home and I talked to her. She was so sweet, she still is even though she doesn't show it, and told me that she thought I called to ask her to be my girlfriend."
"Oh, Blaine. You broke her heart."
"No, I didn't."
"Yes, you did."
"Whatever, she's still my best friend and now she's my agent."
"I don't doubt that but I still think she made you pretend to be with you, even if it was all just a big fat lie!"
"Don't do this."
"What?"
"Don't try to blame this situation on her, I could've said no."
"Yes. And I still don't understand why you didn't."
"I don't know, ok? Jeez, what is it, confession day?"
"Just think how easy would now be for both of you: Alex could have a boyfriend and we shouldn't have to hide!"
"So that's what is about? I knew it! It's all about you!"
Kurt opened his mouth but no sound came out of it. He closed it and swallowed, Blaine looked at him, waiting for a response.
"It's all about me? I agreed to this: this insane closeted thing even though I'm openly gay and proud of it since I was fifteen. I'm just trying to help."
"Well, don't. I don't need your help."
"I thought you needed all of me. But clearly you just needed one part of me."
Kurt got up and went to the living room, followed by Blaine. He started collecting all his clothes, quickly putting his pants on.
"Kurt…"
"Save it. I'm going home."
"Don't, please."
Kurt zipped his pants and put on the shirt. Blaine rested a hand on his shoulder, but Kurt moved away.
"It's late."
He finished dressing up and rushed to the elevator, Blaine standing next to the couch, looking at him.
"I'll see you tomorrow."
Blaine nodded and watched the elevator closing and the light of the floors lighting up.
"I'm sorry."
Kurt slammed the door to his apartment.
"Stupid! Stupid Kurt!"
Amy and Penny were watching a movie, they looked up at him and quickly turn off the tv.
"What happened?"
"He's a jerk! That's what happened!"
"After two days? Seriously Kurt, this must be a record."
"Penny shut up and make some hot chocolate, okay?"
Penny nodded and got up, while Kurt took a seat right next to Amy, taking off his shoes and resting his head on the sofa cushion.
"Don't start without me!"
Penny yelled from the kitchen and, after five minutes she was sitting on the couch – the three of them with big cups of chocolate in their hands.
"So?"
Kurt started telling the story and they both listened attentively. As soon as he was finished, he waited for their reactions.
"Well, Kurt, I don't get what's your problem, honestly."
"What?"
"You know this guy for a month and you think you can force him to change his life all of a sudden?"
"I didn't mean to. I just thought he wanted to come out to the world!"
"Maybe he's not ready."
"And I accept that, Penny, that's not what's bothering me."
"What's bothering you is that you think he's just using you."
"Exactly, Amy!"
Amy and Penny looked at each other, then looked again at Kurt.
"Are you in love with him?"
"Excuse me?"
"You heard us."
Kurt blinked twice.
"No. I'm not."
"Then why are you so angry? You want to have sex with him, he wants to have sex with you and that's it! Just go with the flow and stop over thinking it. But if you're in love with him…"
"I just told you: I'm not!"
"Well, then you don't have a problem."
Kurt wasn't so sure about that. So he decided to go the sleep, maybe the night could be a better counselor.
TBC
