A/N: I'm so sorry guys! I know I said I would've update yesterday but I got so busy and this chapter was so hard to write. I hope I'm channeling the emotions in the right way and I hope you like the chapter!

I wasn't so happy with Glee yesterday but, if you follow my tumblr, you'll find a big review of the episode from my point of view.

I've just noticed I've never wrote a disclaimer - meh, you all know I don't own Glee. If I did Amy and Penny would be real and all of us would laugh more. ;)

16. Breaking Up

Kurt blinked twice and tried to put the room in focus. He looked at the alarm on the nightstand and pressed the little button on top. It was 7AM, he rubbed his eyes and tried to stand up, but he couldn't because Blaine had his arm around his waist. He looked at the man next to him and smiled, remembering what happened few hours before, then gently removed Blaine's arm and got up. Soon he realized that he was naked and quickly put some pajama pants and a t-shirt, then he went to the bathroom, he brushed his teeth and splashed some water on his face.

He sneaked in the kitchen trying to be as quiet as possible and closed all the doors behind him. The house was silent, he was the only one awake so he decided to make pancakes for everybody for breakfast. He put an apron on and got all the ingredients, but first he started the coffee machine – he couldn't focus without caffeine in his body.

Soon he heard a yawn in the hallway and then someone was hugging him from behind, kissing the back of his head.

"Good morning."

"Morning."

Blaine's voice sounded muffled as he snuggled in Kurt's neck, resting his head on Kurt's back. The brunette turned around and hugged the shorter boy, giving him a light peck on the lips. Blaine was wearing some loose sweat pants and nothing else.

"You definitely are a morning person, mr. Hummel."

"And you're definitely not, mr. Anderson."

They kissed and Kurt noticed gladly that Blaine tasted like mint, even in the morning – or maybe he just brushed his teeth too before going in the kitchen. Blaine smiled against Kurt's lips and gently caressed his back.

"Are you okay?"

Kurt looked at him, not getting what he was asking, but then Blaine smirked at him.

"Oh. Yes, I am."

"Good."

Kurt flushed but Blaine kissed him again and he relaxed in the boy's arms, the boy who was sweetly pressing kiss all over his face, and then on his neck, brushing his lips against some of the bruises Blaine himself had left on Kurt's body. That's why they didn't even hear the girls coming in.

"Well, free gay porn with breakfast! This is definitely a special treat."

The boys jumped and instantly separated. Kurt snorted.

"And good morning to you Penny." Then he looked at Amy. "And to you Amy."

Penny waved her hand.

"Please feel free to do that whenever you want, we don't mind at all."

Blaine jumped to sit on the kitchen counter and laughed, Kurt just ignored her and got back to his pancakes but he felt Blaine's gaze on him so he looked up and there he was: cute as ever, smiling at him. He smiled back – he could definitely wake up like that every morning. That would've been a good day, or so he thought.

"What's this, Blaine?"

Alexis threw a magazine at Blaine and it landed on top of her desk. Blaine looked at it, the first page had a big photo of Blaine right outside Kurt's building – big letters screamed "Where's America's sweetheart going every night? – find out more on page 3". Blaine quickly opened the magazine and read a couple of lines of the article, no mention of Kurt, fortunately.

"Come on, Alex. They have nothing, that's Kurt's building!"

"I know what is that Blaine!"

"Then why do you ask?"

He tried to look calm, but he knew he'd screwed up.

"Why do they have pictures of you coming out of Kurt's building?"

"He's my assistant, I go there, sometimes."

"And you stay overnight for what? Slumber parties?"

Sort of, he thought but didn't said that out loud.

"I don't stay overnight."

Alex shook her head, disappointed.

"You lie to me, now?"

She turned the pages and pointed at two pictures: both portraying Blaine getting out of the building at night and in the morning, with the same clothes on. The boy swallowed and licked his lips, not knowing what to say.

"That's what I thought."

Alex seated on her chair, her fingers pressing against her temples.

"You're fucking him."

"Language!"

"Fuck, language! Are you?"

Blaine sighed and took her hand in his. She immediately slipped it away and punched the desk.

"Dammit, Blaine!"

"I'm sorry, okay! Yes, I'm sleeping with him."

"How could you, Blaine? When I specifically told you not to!"

"You don't get to tell me what to do okay? Besides, you're one to talk!"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

Blaine got up and got closer, he took Alexis chair by the handles and turned it around to make her face him.

"You think I don't know what you're doing with Sam?"

Alex sighed and rolled her eyes.

"I'm not doing anything with Sam!"

"Oh, come on! You were practically fucking him on the dance floor yesterday!"

She got up and pushed him away, snorting.

"That's nonsense!"

"No, it's not! Plus, Kurt told me he came here the other morning and you tried to cover his presence by saying he wanted to see me!"

"Oh, he's your little spy now?"

"Don't try to blame this on him!"

Alex looked outside the big window and closed her eyes, breathing in and out to calm down.

"I'm not sleeping with Sam."

"Maybe you're not, but you clearly like him and he likes you."

Alex smiled, but her eyes were sad.

"I do like him, Blaine. But he doesn't know that and he cannot know, okay?"

Blaine grabbed Alex by her arm and forced her to sit with him on the couch.

"We used to tell each other everything."

"There's nothing to say."

"Why did he came here?"

"Sam? He wanted to go out on a date with me. He told me he had always liked me, since the first time you introduced us, but he thought we were together and never said anything."

"Oh. That's noble of him."

"But then someone told him we were not because someone is gay."

Blaine rolled his eyes, remembering the night he came out to Sam a couple of months before.

"Hey, I was drunk and I thought Sam would be someone I could trust. I had to tell him!"

Alex smiled.

"Thanks for telling me, by the way."

"I didn't know how you would've reacted! You're a crazy girl, most of the time!"

"Well, thank you!"

Silence fell between them, both absorbing what the other said. Blaine sighed.

"What did you tell Sam?"

"About what?"

"About the date."

"I told him I couldn't date him, because I was with you and he cut me off and told me he knew. So I told him I didn't like him."

"But…why?"

Alex smiled, sadly, and cupped Blaine's cheek with her hand."

"Because we're so close, Blaine. I didn't want to ruin this just for a stupid crush!"

"What if it's not?"

"Of course it is!"

"Okay, but what if it isn't?"

Alex looked down and bit her lower lip, thinking – Blaine spoke again.

"We can't go on with this!"

He got up, shaking his head.

"What?"

"You've heard me, Alex. I'm breaking up with you."

"Blaine this is crazy!"

"No, Alex this - " he pointed to himself then to her "us is crazy. I like men and you are possibly in love with one of my friends!"

"It's just a crush, Blaine."

"I don't know what it is, but this can't work anymore."

Alex breathing sped up, of frustration and anger, she just started yelling.

"Why won't you just wait. It's a matter of a couple of months."

She got up and waved her hands in the air, angry as hell.

"Is it just because you can fuck your little friend out in the open?"

Blaine snapped.

"No! It's because I won't live a lie anymore! Did you know me and Kurt are in this thing for over a month now and I was too afraid to sleep with him? I was afraid I couldn't remember how to do it right! I feel like I'm fourteen again! I'm tired of this shit! I'm tired of just faking to be in love with you when I'm not!"

He said that all in one breath, shaking with anger. Alex stood there, she didn't say anything but she lowered her head.

"I guess Ice Woman doesn't even care about that!"

He turned and got out of the room, slamming the door behind him.

"I've gotta go, dad." Kurt muffled in his phone. "I love you too."

He hung up and didn't say anything to Blaine, who was standing outside the door with his head lowered and his shoulders shaking. Kurt had heard all the conversation he had with Alex, how couldn't he? They were yelling and the door wasn't sound proofed after all. He pretending to be reading something on his computer, hoping Blaine would say something sooner or later. Blaine did say something, but it was nothing Kurt had expected to hear.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Kurt. Take the day off."

And he just walked away. Kurt stood there and watched him go until he was out of sight, then he furiously smashed his fist on his desk.

"Damn you, Blaine Anderson!"

He got up and ran, trying to catch up with the boy. He tried to run as fast as he could. He couldn't leave him alone now, mostly, he didn't want to leave him alone. Not now, not never. He just couldn't do it.

TBC

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