A/N: I'm back baby! Rome was amazing as always, plus I got to go to Gavin De Graw's concert and he was just awesome! If you've got the chance, you should go and see his show. Anyway, here's the new chapter: fun, drama, drama, fluff and smut! Everything in one chapter - phew, this was hard.

I hope you like it! Oh and if someone knows how to stop listen to "Cough Syrup", please message me! I'm going crazy! XD

18. Not Alone

"I don't get it! How could this happen?"

Amy rested a hand on Kurt's in a very maternal way and smiled at him.

"Honey, it's not something that happens, it's something you feel. And, to be honest, you were the only one who didn't see that coming."

"What do you mean?"

Penny jumped in.

"Come on, Kurt. You were practically floating and glowing with happiness."

"When?"

"Yesterday morning with that breakfast couple-y scenario? I almost thought your eyes were about to turn into little hearts, like in cartoons characters."

Kurt smiled but his mind was a complete mess, this should not be happening. Blaine was his boss, still in the closet, with relationships problems and with an obsessive and manipulative best friend.

"Girls I -"

But he was interrupted by the door bell. The trio looked at each other with confused looks. Kurt got up and went to the door.

"Maybe Blaine forgot something."

He looked through the peephole and gasped. He rolled his eyes and reluctantly opened the door.

"Hey, Alex. What can I do for you?"

"Where is he?"

Alex pushed Kurt out of the way and entered the apartment. Kurt closed the door.

"He's not here."

Alex stopped and turned to face Kurt.

"He's not answering his phone, I assumed he was here."

Kurt shook his head, Penny and Amy gave a wave of an hand to greet Alex and she replied. Then the two girls went to the kitchen, leaving Kurt and Alex alone.

"He went home, twenty minutes ago."

Alex took a seat on the couch and buried her face in her hands. Kurt had never seen her losing control like that. He seated next to her and rested a hand on her shoulder.

"What's wrong?"

Alex looked up at him, she wasn't angry, just tired and maybe a little bit sad.

"Everything, Kurt. You have to call Blaine, please. He won't answer me."

Kurt nodded and took the phone from the little table next to him. After two rings, Blaine was already answering.

"Hey gorgeous. Already missing me?"

"Blaine, I'm sorry but Alex is here. She says something's wrong."

"Is she alright? I'm coming right over!"

Kurt heard his alarmed voice and tried to calm him down.

"She's fine. And don't move. We're coming okay?"

"What happened? Can't you at least tell me?"

"I don't even know! Ten minutes, okay?"

"Yeah, okay."

Kurt looked at Alex and they got up, rushing to the door. Penny and Amy came back just in time with coffees, but didn't dare to say anything and just said bye to Kurt and watched him and Alex disappear behind the door.

"Did you understand what's happening, Amy?"

"Not a single thing, Penny."

"Very well. Do you want some coffee?"

"I would love some coffee."

"Will you tell me what happened?"

Kurt was in a cab with Alex and she was torturing her hands, squeezing and twirling her fingers.

"You!"

Kurt widened his eyes.

"Excuse me?"

"You happened! Everything was going the way it was supposed to and then you showed up! With your blue eyes and your pointed nose, and I can't beat that!"

Kurt didn't know what to say, he looked at Alex and almost felt sorry for her. He finally could see her: jeans, green sweater and ankle boots, hair loose on her shoulders and glasses on. Just a normal girl, not the crazy, bossy bitch he knew from the office.

"I'm…I'm sorry?"

"You should be. But, then again, I hired you so it's partially my fault. That's the main reason I didn't allow male assistant, especially after 'the Justin accident'."

Kurt looked at her, eyebrows lifted but didn't have time to ask anything about this Justin guy since they were outside Blaine's building. Alex paid the cab driver and they both went up.

"What the hell is happening?"

Blaine greeted them with that phrase, he looked angry at Alex but then smiled and gave a light peck on the lips at Kurt who quickly moved away.

"She's going crazy. Talk to her."

Kurt whispered and Blaine nodded, brushing the boy's cheek with his thumb. Suddenly Kurt realized it was the first time he was seeing Blaine, after the epiphany he had had about an hour before. He blushed and shyly looked away.

"Alex, what's wrong?"

"Your brain! I think you're brain is seriously messed up! Do you know who called me two hours ago?"

"Do I have to guess?"

"You could never guess, believe me!"

"Then just tell me!"

Blaine was yelling, Alex was yelling and Kurt was watching them sitting on the big couch and fearing that night won't end well.

"Kelly called me."

"My press agent?"

"Yes, your press agent. She told me that some douche named Don Riley has some photos that we might find interesting. Do you have any idea why?"

Kurt closed his eyes and bit his lower lip. Obviously, they were paying the one and only time that Blaine was spontaneous in public – but seriously there was no one around. Blaine threw his head back, laughing – he was seriously just dying from laughter. Alex and Kurt looked at each other, confused, then Kurt shrugged.

"I can't believe this! Alex you're insane! I thought somebody died or that I lost the option on the movie for some strange reason. You came here at midnight to tell me that somebody has pictures of me with Kurt?"

"They have picture of you kissing Kurt!"

"Oh dear God, call an exorcist!"

Blaine pretended to be shocked, his jaw dropping and eyes widening – it was so funny Kurt tried to cover his laugh, but he wasn't so successful, so Alex gave him an angry look.

"Are you telling me you don't care?"

"I seriously don't."

Kurt just heard the sound of Alexis hand crashing on Blaine's cheek, silent fell in the room, Kurt didn't even dare to breathe. Blaine slowly brought a hand on his cheek and massaged the pain away.

"Get out!"

His voice was just a whisper.

"Blaine -"

"I said: Get. Out."

Blaine was shorter than Alex, but the girl was so crumpled in herself and Blaine's voice was so authoritarian that he looked taller. Alex opened her mouth like she was about to say more, but she just lowered her head, turned and head to the elevator – as soon as the doors closed, Blaine sighed and closed his eyes. He turned and smiled at Kurt, then he took a seat next to him, the brunette placed a hand on his back.

"Blaine…"

But the boy didn't let him finish, he threw his arms around Kurt and started crying, loudly and desperately. Kurt just held him back, tightly, he had a new task now: make Blaine understand he wasn't alone, not anymore.

Blaine had stopped crying, but his breathing was still irregular and he was shaking. Kurt moved and dragged Blaine with him so that they were lying on the couch, Blaine's legs tangled with Kurt's – actually their entire bodies were tangled together. Blaine had his head on Kurt's chest and was listening to the boy's heart beating fast, then he heard Kurt humming that song again, caressing Blaine's back and trying to calm him down. He felt warm all over his body and his breathing coming back to a normal pace, but tears still appeared every now and then. He was so sad, but not hopeless – in some way Kurt's cuddling and humming was soothing him. He looked up and his lips were less than an inch away from Kurt's neck, he kissed it once and then pushed himself up to face Kurt. He smiled and gave him his signature kiss on the tip of his nose, making Kurt smile, then he pressed his lips against Kurt's once, twice and the third time he started giving little bites on his lower lip. Kurt turned his face and looked at him confused.

"Please, Kurt."

Blaine kissed him again then he looked right in his eyes, with his own eyes still filled with tears.

"Make love to me."

It was a whisper, but Kurt could hear that it wasn't a pleading, it was something Blaine wanted and, to be honest, Kurt wanted it too. Now, more than anytime, he would've really made love to Blaine. He looked at the boy, swallowed hard and then crashed their mouths together.

Kurt kissed Blaine's tears away and started slowly unbuttoning his shirt, he wasn't doing anything more, just carefully opening Blaine's shirt and tossing it on the floor when he was done. They were both standing on their knees, facing each other, Blaine looking at every movement Kurt slowly made. He whimpered when Kurt kissed his chest, lightly, covering his torso with sweet pecks while losing his shirt too. Before Kurt could unzip Blaine's pants, the boy grabbed him from the waistband and got him closer to kiss him passionately, their bodies clashed together, hearts beating as one.

The kissing went on for a couple of minutes, with Kurt's chest against Blaine's and their hands resting by their sides but with fingers entwined. It was Kurt who broke the kiss first, causing Blaine to groan in complaint – but the boy didn't complain for long: Blaine was forced to sit and then Kurt removed his pants and his own, quickly. When Kurt went down on his knees and freed Blaine from his underwear, the boy moaned and grabbed Kurt's hair while the brunette kissed his erection and then licked the vein that goes from the bottom all the way to the head. When Kurt suddenly swallowed him whole, Blaine screamed the boy's name and clasped at his own hair, throwing his head back, lost in pleasure. Kurt went on sucking him hardly and Blaine tried to stop himself to just fuck the boy's mouth, but then Kurt stopped and slowly approached Blaine on the couch placing a hand on his cock and giving fast strokes along his length. Kurt was next to Blaine, whispering and heavily breathing in his ear.

"Lie down and turn around."

Blaine felt a shiver down his spine, it was a feeling he got every time Kurt had this commanding inflection in his voice. He couldn't say no, so he lay down on his stomach and Kurt first caressed Blaine's back, then he went down kissing the beck of his neck, leaning in to whisper in his ear.

"Just relax."

Blaine whimpered, he didn't have the strength to say anything. Kurt started tracing a path down Blaine's spine with his tongue – little wet concentric circles marking the boy's back, making him breathe quickly and heavily. Kurt tongue went slow but it got to the split of Blaine's ass eventually, and the boy hissed when Kurt used his hands to widen his butt cheeks to open his way to Blaine's hole. He started slowly wetting the entrance but soon Blaine got impatient and pushed against Kurt's tongue, so the boy just went for it and shoved the tongue all the way inside Blaine.

"Nnngh. Aaaah."

Each sound that came out of Blaine's mouth, tempted Kurt to go deeper, but he was soon worried that he could come just hearing those sounds, like it almost happened before – so he forced Blaine to turn on his back and kissed his thighs. He gave a glance around him and spotted his bag right at the foot of the couch, he started digging in it with one hand, while still touching Blaine with the other. He finally found the condoms and the small bottle of lube, popping it open and covering his hand with it, he looked at Blaine: eyes closed in pleasure and swollen lips parted. Kurt couldn't wait anymore, he sank two fingers inside Blaine who hissed at first but then adjusted to the intrusion. Kurt was slow, at first, remembering that maybe some time had passed since Blaine last bottomed, but then it was the boy himself who was asking for more, grabbing Kurt's wrist and quickening the pace. Kurt then added a third finger and Blaine caught at the couch cushion, squeezing it.

"Kurt, oh god, I'm ready."

Kurt didn't need him to say it twice, while still fingering Blaine he ripped the condom wrap apart and put it on – he gently lifted Blaine up a little and placed the head of his cock at Blaine's opening. He certainly didn't expect Blaine to just push Kurt inside by pressing against him. Kurt thought he could die, there was no way to explain what he felt as soon as he was inside Blaine.

"God, Blaine, you're so tight."

He started pushing harder and faster and, after a couple of minutes, he could feel his whole cock all the way inside Blaine, his hips crashing against the boy's ass. He lifted Blaine up a little more to make him feel more comfortable and it worked so well that Kurt couldn't help but go faster and faster, a moan escaping his mouth at the friction.

"So, so damn tight."

He went down to kiss Blaine, one mouth desperately looking for the other – Blaine grabbed at Kurt's hair and pulled him to face him.

"Watch me, Kurt. I want to you to look in my eyes when you come."

Kurt nodded and went on pushing inside Blaine. Then he brought a hand on Blaine's cock and started going up and down at the same rhythm.

"Yes, Kurt. Oh, my - don't stop, I'm almost there."

"Me too, Blaine. Come with me, baby."

Kurt felt the warm sensation in his stomach and knew he was exploding, so he closed his eyes but Blaine pulled a little at his hair, so he remembered and looked at him. He stopped touching his cock and leaned on his elbows, he gave a couple more fast pushes, he kissed Blaine on the lips one more time and then they were both coming, screaming loudly each other names. Kurt fell on top of Blaine and didn't even care about the fact that it was slick and sticky of come. He slipped out of the boy but stayed in his arms panting and trying to bring his heart beat back to normal, while Blaine caressed his hair and kissed his forehead.

"Kurt?"

"Mh?"

"I think I'm in love with you."

TBC

So what did you guys think?
Question for all of you: would you like to see what happened to Alex after she left Blaine's apartment? I don't know if you would like to know more about her or not...so please tell me :D