Chapter one: the orphan named blasphemy

Maybe I should introduce myself I'm Blasphemy Maire Smith and I am I have a twin brother but I have never met him my mother gave me up for adoption as soon as I was born I got given the last name smith because I never knew it. I have black and red hair and bright blue eyes to this day I'm still not adopted. Today is my 18th birthday. I was kicked out of the band I created because I was being stupid and sung one fucking song I got told to shut you and take my bass and shove it. One night I cut my self so bad I was put in hospital. I was forced to quite army cadets they were going to send me to an foster home but I ran away to a little town albert about 20 people live in the town and they are all emo metal heads like me. After the police announced me MIA I started working in the little bar where the celebrate rock bands come and go. One day I was finally announced dead that day my boss offered me a job preforming there. I would sing when the dances where 'busy' I accepted. Which brings me to tonight I would explain but it hasn't happened so here we go

Tonight….

Blasphemy pov

"welcome to hell raiser and this is our performers" said my boss Mike as he stood on the stage of the bar I stood there once again hoping now one that lived in Dubbo my old home was here. I stood behind the curtains with all the sluts here waiting to be introduced to the crowd I watched the strippers walk past me in just lace matching bra and underwear. It disgusted me just so you know I'm not a striping slut I'm a singer all these girls where beautiful. I mean I'm pale have long black hair I wore ripped black with army boots I wore a black shirt with a red cross and white angle wings that came above my belly with a leather jacket and a necklace that had the BVB star my makeup was the same us Ashley Purdy's . I had nothing on these girls. I don't even have I good voice I was soon caught up in my thoughts about how much I hate my self

"Blasphemy when was the last time you feed" I heard a voice whisper behind me I turned to see Sandra my best friend from Morden day escape she sung with me she was dressed like me to but a plain black shirt her short black hair was tied up for now her sunnies covered her eyes

"Hey sis um like a week ago" I said to her she looked at me wide eyed a grabbed my hand she dragged me to a dark corner

"drink" she said I nodded and grabbed her neck my fangs extended and I bit her the blood felt so good as it slipped down my throat. I quickly pulled back and wiped away the blood I stood for a second and let my mind out

"Come on were about to go on" I told her as she took her hair out.

"Please welcome SANDRA from modern day escape and our very own BLASPHEMY!" Yelled Mike as we walked on stage

"HOW YA GOING MOTHER FUCKER'S" I yelled into the microphone they all yell

"So what bands do we have here" asked Sandra

"Asking Alexandria, falling in reveres, escape the fate and black veil brides" said my boss

"FUCK YES ALL MY FAVE BANDS" I yelled and blushed

"Or did some of you leave with the slu…..I mean dancers" I said

"BLASPHEMY" Sandra yelled as I dodge her elbow that was aimed for my ribs I rolled my eyes

"So we should introduce our selves" she said

"I'm Sandra from modern day escape so ya all know me" she said with a wink

"and I'm Blasphemy Smith it is my 18th today my parents gave me up for adoption I have a twin brother but I don't know who he is I was in a band but was kicked out for singing black veil brides actually inspired me to sing and some of the songs have made me rethink suicide ummm I have a little crush on Ashley Purdy know him he would be with the *cough* dancers so he didn't hear me" I said blushing there was lots of awe's sorry for your loss and HAPPY Birthday's.

"HEY IM NOT THAT MUCH OF A MAN WHORE" yelled the one and only Ashley Purdy he said with a smile

"Sorry" I said as I brushed my black hair over my eye

"What our dancers not good enough" I laughed

"No they ARE very good but I heard someone was sing sooo" he said

I smiled and grabbed the mic and my bass

"Hey a black veil bride wanna be" laughed Hannah the head dancer she was blonde and skinny

"Hey look a wanna be slut oh want you are one" I yelled back yes I have bipolar

"At least I can get some without being rapped" she yelled

"FUCK YOU, YOU DIRTY SLUT" I said as I jumped forward a little too fast I wanted to snap her little neck and drain all her blood from her body but Mike grabbed me

"Blasphemy get on stage and sing now" he yelled

"That's right bitch go get rapped again you can't even sing everyone thinks your dead that's why your hear" Hannah laughed I just ran off stage

"Blasphemy" I heard someone whisper I thought it was Sandra

"FUCK OFF SANDRA SHE IS RIGHT I CANT SING IM ONLY HER BECAUSE EVERYONE THINKS IM DEAD" I yelled I pulled my head out of my hands to come face to face with Ashley

"Sorry" I said he held a hand out to me

"come on don't listen to her" he said as he pulled me up I was pulled up so fast I landed in his arms we just stayed like that for a little

"I should get back on stage" I said

"Yer Blasphemy I believe in you, you can do this" he said messing up my hair I smiled and walked back