Chapter 3
Ashley pov
"Andy didn't you have a twin named Blasphemy" I asked
"Yer I did but she was given up for adoption" he said sniffing I could tell he missed her even after nearly 17 years
"ok I LOVE niki six and SIXX AM so"
Feels like your life is over
Feels like all hope is gone
You kiss it all away
Maybe maybe
This is a second coming
This is a call to arms
Your finest hour won't be wasted wasted
Hey hey hell is what you make make
Rise against your fate fate
Nothing's gonna keep you down
Even if it's killing you
Because you know the truth
She looked at everyone with a smile
Listen up listen up
There's a devil in the church
Got a bullet in the chamber
And this is gonna hurt
Let it out let it out
You can scream and you can shout
Keep your secrets in the shadows and you'll be sorry
Everybody's getting numb
Everybody's on the run
Listen up listen up
There's a devil in the church
Got a bullet in the chamber
And this is gonna hurt
Sandra giggled
You got your hell together
You know it could be worse
A self-inflicted murder
Maybe maybe
You say it's all a crisis
You say it's all a blur
There comes a time you've gotta face it face it
Hey hey hell is what you make make
Rise against your fate fate
Nothing's gonna keep you down
Even if it's killing you
Because you know the truth
"This next song is called the morticians daughter all the songs I'm going to sing has meaning in my life ok" she said
I open my lungs dear,
I sing this song at funerals... No rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly.
Missing hotel beds I feel your touch.
She looked up from her acoustic with a small smile
I will wait dear,
A patient of eternity, my crush.
A universal still, No rust.
No dust will ever grow in this frame,
One million years I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.
We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I love you as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head,
But I promised you I will see you again, again.
Tears came to her eyes
I sit here and smile dear,
I smile because I think of you and blush.
These bleeding hollow dials... This fuss.
A fuss is made of miles and travels when roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart and conquer every crutch.
We booked our flight those years ago,
You said you loved me as you left me.
Regrets still haunt your saddened head but I promised you I will see you.
We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I loved you and I left you.
Regrets no longer in my head,
I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, again, again.
I'm home again
A tear slipped down her check
"Sorry I was told my dad was a mortion and he and my mum left me" she said
"Ummm this song is called saviour I thought it fit in because BVB saved my life pretty much" she said when she said that it touched my heart
I never meant to be the one who kept you from the dark
But now I know my wounds are sewn because of who you are
I will take this burden on and become the holy one
But remember I am human and
I'm bound to sing this song so hear my voice remind you not to bleed
I'm here
Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone oh
A saviour for all that you do
So live freely without them
So here I write my lullaby to all the lonely ones
Remember as you learn to try to be the one you love
So I can take this pen and teach you how to live
But what is left unsaid, the greatest gift
I give so hear my voice remind you not to bleed
I'm here
Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone oh
A saviour for all that you do so live freely without them Saviour will be there when you are feeling alone oh
A saviour for all that you do so live freely without them when I hear your cries praying for life
I will be there when I hear your cries praying for life
I will be there
I will be there
I will always be there
I will be there
We all cheered I smiled at her as she smiled
"Ok this will be a bit happier" she said winking at me
"If you don't know it you need a could kick in the head" she said laughing with Sandra
Scream, shout,
Scream, shout,
We are the fallen angels
We are the in between,
Cast down as sons of world,
Struck to the earth like lightning
On this world we're torn,
She jumped off the stage on to the bar and started to dance laughing and singing
We won't cause the pain,
Of living out their law,
Take joy in who you are
We know our wings are flawed
We're bored to death in heaven, and down alone in hell,
We only want to be ourselves
She walked down to me and grabbed my hand and started to dance with me
"Man whore" I heard Craig cough I just ignored him just saying I like escape the fate better with Ronnie.
We scream (We scream)
We shout (We shout)
We are the fallen angels,
We scream (We scream)
We shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,
Too lonesome to sing along,
No need to feel this sorrow,
We scream (We scream)
We shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels
Follow the morning sun,
A line went down his trail,
The passion left them lonely
Now you find yourself,
We have nowhere to go,
No one to wish us well,
I'll try to find our home,
Our stories they will tell,
Sandra came and took her off me as they sung
We're bored to death in heaven, and down alone in hell,
We only want to be ourselves
We scream (We scream)
We shout (We shout)
We are the fallen angels,
We scream (We scream)
We shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,
Too lonesome to sing along,
No need to feel this sorrow,
We scream (We scream)
We shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels
Scream, shout,
We are the fallen angels,
Scream, shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh
We scream (We scream)
We shout (We shout)
We are the fallen angels,
We scream (We scream)
We shout, whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,
Too lonesome to sing along,
No need to feel this sorrow,
We scream (We scream)
We shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels
We scream, we shout,
We are the fallen angels,
We scream, we shout,
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh,
Whoa-oh-oh-oh,
We shout whoa,
We are the fallen angels
They finished the song and then KISSED I CANT BELIEVE THEY KISSED! Everyone whistled
"Yes we bi what of it" she said
"Ok because I can scream I'm going to sing Asking Alexandria and play bass and Sandra play drums
Oh my god!
Oh my god
If only he knew
If only he knew
If only he knew about the world
Without the Bullshit and the lies
We could've saved him
They could've saved me
But instead I'm here drowning
In my own fucking Mind
And I'll be damned
If you're the death of me
She smiled at me she had a white bass like mine I smiled even more
Blood and ink stain the walls
Silently with bloodied knuckles I carry on
Hoping it's not too wrong
You said the nights were far too long
(Honey it's just the start of it)
Oh my god,
If only he knew
"Wow she can scream" I said to Danny as he sat next to us
"Shot gun" he said I growled
"Oh come on man whore you can get any girl" he sad
Oh my god
If only he knew
If only he knew
If only he knew
Just stand up and scream,
The tainted clock is counting down
(Faster and faster)
You gave in to me,
Would you say the nights?
Are far too long now?
(Faster and faster)
Oh my god
Oh my fucking god
The tears that stain my cheek
Must make me look weak
I wear them proudly
I wear them proud.
Just stand up and scream,
The tainted clock is counting down
(Faster and faster)
You gave in to me,
Would you say the nights?
Are far too long now?
(Faster and faster)
Your knife, my back
My gun, your head
Your knife my back
My gun your head
Her screams where awesome
You need a doctor, baby?
You scared?
You need a doctor baby
You scared
You need a doctor baby
You scared
You need a doctor baby
You scared
You scared
You scared
Yeah
You need a doctor baby
You scared
You need a doctor baby
You scared
You need a doctor baby
You need a doctor baby
You scared
"Yep she is mine" he said I growled again
"Shut up Danny just shut up" I growled
"Ok this will be my last song ever" she whispered
"What why" I yelled jumping up
"Because my orphanage is taking me back because I quote 'no one wants an emo slut of an orphan' I'm sorry" she said her blue eyes showed sadness
"Fuck Andy that's your sister" I said to him he looked at me like I was crazy
"your sisters name was Blasphemy that's her name your sister was your TWIN you both have blue eyes black hair both your parents are dead and she talks like you" I said he nodded
"OH MY GOD THAT'S MY SISTER" he yelled to me
I heard the beat to set the world on fire I stood up
"Where are you going" asked CC
"To show her someone cares" I growled at him I grabbed my bass and walked behind the stage I walked up behind her and played she smiled at me
Saints born together to fight against their holy fables
The streets are where we pray
I heard Andy's voice and she stoped
Hymns for the lonely, wretched, and forgotten
The feeling in our hearts won't ever fade away
"Sing" I told her she shook her head and kept playing
"We came up here for you to sing with us I believe in you" I told her
We stand tall (united)
Watch them fall (divided)
Break the chains and now we'll show them all (fight)
I smiled as she sung she bounced around the stage with me
Fight for all you know
When your backs against the wall
Stand against the liars
Stronger than before
When your life becomes a war
Set the World on Fire
She walked up to me
Sing out united against the ones you left in hatred, our message of today
Like children crying when all they knew was dying
And we will raise our flags up its time for them to pay
She smiled and giggled at me
We stand tall (united)
Watch them fall (divided)
Break the chains and now we'll show them all (fight)
Fight for all you know
When your backs against the wall
Stand against the liars
Stronger than before
When your life becomes a war
Set The World On Fire
Whoa oh…
So sing it loud you hold the key
We're the rebels and we're free
Whoa oh…
It's time to burn all that you see
Now the world belongs to me
Fight for all you know
When your backs against the wall
Stand against the liars
Stronger than before
When your life becomes a war
Set The World On Fire
Proud in all you are
Showing every scar
As your badge of honour
When you can't take anymore
Of what they're living for
Set The World On Fire
"BLASPHEMY" yelled a female voice
"come now" she yelled
"yes ma'am" she said jumping of stage
"blasphemy what did I tell you about this make up" she said disgusted
"to not to I'm sorry ma'am" she said
"no one is going to adopt you no wonder your brother hasn't stepped up to calm you" she spat I balled my fist
"Ashley calm down" said jinxx
"My brother will come I look like him he will know who I am when he sees me" she screamed the lady lifted her hand and slapped her I jumped forward but Jake and jinxx grabbed me
"was that your ADHD of where you being disrespectful" she spat
"a bit of both" she growled she raised her hand again I watched Blasphemy cringe away I broken away from the boys and grabbed blasphemy before she could be hit again.
"Blasphemy gets here now" she growled
"No don't touch my little sister" said Andy as the women went to grab her out of my arms
"prove it" she spat I looked down and hugging my chest was blasphemy crying Andy looked at her
"oh so you are Andrew her brother her parents kept" she said with a growl
"it's Andy and yes I will be taking my sister home and changing her name to her birth name" he said I felt blasphemy pull away from me and walk to him he was at least a foot taller
"you're my brother" she asked
"yes I knew I had a sister named blasphemy but I didn't know who or where you were" he said she jumped in his arms and they cried together I couldn't help but feel jealous
"Come on let's stop crying like mother fuckers" she said Andy laughed
"I need some whiskey" she said
"Yep she is a biersack" jinx laughed Andy grabbed the mic
"please welcome the new part singer and…" Andy looked at me asking if it was ok if she played back up bass I nodded a bit hyper
"And back up bassist Blasphemy Marie Biersack" he yelled there was a cheer all around she jumped in my arms
"thanks for believing in me" she whispered