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Things I Never Said, Chapter 3, Feelings Inside.
The moon light shone brightly down on the main road of Konoha. All you could hear was a car and rock music playing on a low volume. Sasuke was on his way to dropping of Sakura at her apartment before going back to his own place to sleep and to recover on his unpredictable actions. He turned to Sakura and she was… glowing. She had this great happy aura around her that made Sasuke feel even worse than he already did.
Sakura felt a cold glance upon her face and turned her head to the side. Sasuke moved his arm to the gear stick to change gears, Sakura noticed that he had a bandage around his hand 'He must have cut his hand while breaking the glass to get in to my apartment' She smiled.
INNER SAKURA: HE LOVES ME, HELL YEAH !
She placed her gentle hand on top of Sasuke's hand that he was using to change gears.
He looked down at his hand and pulled it away from her grip, pushing a button on the radio and switched it off. He placed his hand back on the wheel and couldn't help but think about his huge mistake he made earlier at the cliff.
Flashback
" Can we leave now, I have to get…" Sakura said jumping of the car but was cut off when Sasuke jumped up from his position and grabbed her hand.
"Sakura…?" Sasuke asked, unsure of what he was doing. He let her hand drop among her sides. She looked at him with curiosity in her eyes.
" What's wrong Sasuke - Kun?" Sakura tilted her head a little more to the side.
"Sakura…will you marry me!" He asked in a low voice, not making eye contact with her green eyes.
Once Sasuke had noticed what he had just said, his eyes opened wide with shock.
' DID…I…JUST….ASK SAKURA TO …MARRY… ME? FUCKING HELL, WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!' He turned to Sakura to see her reaction, she was more shocked than him. Her eyes wide with a tiny emerald pupil, her eyes started to get heavy, she felt very hot, with her heart pounding, her knees going weak and she found it very hard to breath. 'Sasuke…asked…ME to…marry…HIM!'
Sasuke turned and focused his vision on the floor like there was some interesting there, he stared for a few seconds until…
'THUD'
He spun his head around to find Sakura unconscious AGAIN by the front wheels of the car. He sighed and slowly got off the car, trying not to step on her. 'For fuck sake! What is wrong with this girl ? All she seems to do is cry or faint!' He knelt down beside her, shaking her left shoulder, trying to wake the green eyed beauty up ' I'm not going to the hospital again, fuck that shit'.
She slowly opened her eyes and blinked a few times, she suddenly sat up and turned to Sasuke, launching her arms around his neck as she started cry " Oh Sasuke - Kun…Yes …I will !" She dug her nose in to his neck as she whispered through her sobs " I love you so much".
Sasuke just sat there with his hands at his side not returning the hug, he smirked at the whispered words she said to him, but he didn't know why. After a few minutes of her crying and pulling his neck down with her weight, he pushed her off of him with little force. She watched him get up as she wiped the tears away from her slender cheek bones. ' God , she does cry a lot, I'm going to have to put up with that for the rest of my life, What! I'll break It off with her tomorrow, if I do it tonight she'll faint or cry again' Sasuke thought as he walk to the drivers side door, he stopped with his hand on the door handle, ready to open the door. "Sakura, let's go". She did what she ways told, of course she would it was Sasuke asking her to do it.
INNER SAKURA: MY SASUKE - KUN, HELL YEAH!
End Of Flashback
Sasuke parked the car a little way down the street from Sakura's apartment as all the other spaces had been taken. They slowly walked up the steps to her apartment with Sasuke following behind. They both came to a stop when they reached her door.
"Thank you Sasuke - Kun, this has been the best date in my whole life!" she excitedly said as her voice got higher as she continued talking.
'What ! She thought that that was a date, it wasn't even romantic, Well, I guess the surrounding was quiet romantic, but females always go really over the top! Wait, What am I thinking I don't have a clue what things go on in girls heads and here I am talking like I'm a fucking expert!' Sasuke told himself and by the time he had snapped out of his thoughts, Sakura was leaning over to him with her lips puckered, waiting for a kiss from him.
He took a step back in shock, and watched her still waiting for his warm lips to touch her cherry ones. ' I wonder if her lips taste like cherry's ?' Sasuke wondered as he looked at her again, he realized what he just thought as his left eye began to twitch.
Once his eye had calmed down he noticed that she was still waiting but she had moved closer to him while he was lost in thought. He smirked when he saw desperation on her face and coldly said "You're annoying!".
She opened her eyes and he could see distrait in them, he suddenly got a sharp pain in his chest, something hurt inside. He couldn't look at her, he couldn't get rid of the pain that he felt.
Few minutes later
Sasuke was driving back to his home as he started to think about Sakura and the worst mistake he just made of his life. He was totally confused about his actions. He took a deep breath in and tried to concentrate on where he was going but couldn't help but think about…her, his Sakura. 'God, I'm going crazy, my body just moved by itself, my voice just said those words…all by itself but why the hell did it have to be those words, why not, "your annoying?". Man, now she thinks I love her, SHIT!' He sighed and changed gear. ' The last time my body moved on it's own was when…
Flashback
He watched with his Sharingan for the first time for Haku's next attack, Sasuke looked at Naruto who was on the floor almost unconscious. 'Damn it!'. Haku notices that he has the Sharingan.
'Sharingan, he must be a…Uchiha! I cant attack head-on, that's to dangerous so I'll use him!'. Haku thought as he turns to Naruto. He jumps out of the mirror and flies through the air towards him.
Sasuke sees his movement towards Naruto and runs to save him, with chakra in his feet. 'I'm not going to make it!'. He thought as he reaches Naruto and stands in front of him, with Haku still flying at them. Haku throws ninja needles at Sasuke's chest but he didn't attempt to dodge them, he waited for Haku to get closer. As soon as he was in arms reach, Sasuke grabs Haku around the wrists and swung him round, letting go of his bony wrists, sending Haku through the air. He came to a stop when he hit one of his technique mirrors.
Naruto opens his eyes and looks up to find Haku on the ground (trying to get up) and Sasuke standing in front of him. He had won the fight. "Geez, you…always get in the way!" Sasuke said in pain, from the wounds. Naruto jumped up a little, with a big smile on his face, he cheered
"Sasuke, you did it!" He stops and shock his head in shook as he saw the blood fall from his team mate and on to the floor. Sasuke turns his head a little in Naruto's direction and looks at him from the corner of his onyx orbs.
"What's…with that face, you total moron…?" Sasuke asks with blood running from his mouth.
Naruto sits up with his mouth wide open "Why did…you save me?" He shouts jolting up a bit more.
"How should I know…" Sasuke reply's while he remembers all the little arguments with Naruto that they have had since they became team 7, he smirks at the thoughts, in a way Naruto had become his friend and he was happy that he wasn't alone any more. Sasuke lowers his head in pain and tries hard to pull his head back up. Is this the end for Sasuke? He never sorted things out with Naruto!
He lifts his head and looks in front of him as he gives another smirk "I…hated you".
Naruto picks him self off of the floor slowly, still looking at Sasuke with confusion in his eyes.
"But…why? Why? Why me?" Naruto pauses as he takes a step back. "I never asked for your help!" He shouts throwing his body forward.
"I don't know…My body just moved on it's own…Idiot… !" Sasuke replies as his eyes slowly close, his body becomes weaker. Naruto watches as his friend/rival, Sasuke, unable to stand any longer, falls backwards.
Naruto jumps forward just in time to catch Sasuke before he hits the ground, he lays Sasuke on the floor, holding him in his arms. "Sasuke!" Naruto screams.
Sasuke opens his eyes and looks at Naruto "That man…My brother…I told myself…I wouldn't die until I killed him…" He slowly moves his arm up to touch Naruto's face but didn't have enough strength. "You…Don't die" He whispers before his eyes close and his hand drops to his side. Naruto looks at his so-called died friend before pulling his lifeless body in to a hug.
End of flashback
Sasuke drove through the Uchiha estate alleys, all the little houses in darkness as nobody lived there since that tragic day that had changed his life. He pulled up out side his family's home and turned of the engine. He stared down the road in front of him as he sat in his car, listening to the lonely silence. He thought about that time his body moved on its own to save Naruto and how he felt about him. He then thought about tonight and his mouth and body doing its own thing but this time he had a different feeling inside of him, it wasn't hatred, like what he felt towards his brother, and it cant be friendship, he was friends with her before he started getting these feelings, no, his heart was telling him that it was something more than that, is it…is it love that he feels for her?
Before the three Genin ninja's (Sasuke, Naruto and Sakura) became team 7, Sasuke was lonely, he never talked to anyone and always tried to keep his distance. Scared to love anyone, to lose someone he loved again. He had to do something, he couldn't love again!
He has to push her away, break it off with her. It saddened him to think of not being able to protect her from the world. To see her walking in the street, seeing her hurt and to know that he didn't protect her, the one he loves. Not able to protect her like his family from Itachi but what would he do if…he didn't break it off with Sakura, what if he failed to protect her and loses her like his family?
His mind and his heart were telling him to do two different things, his heart was telling him to love her, protect her, live the rest of his life with the woman that he loves. But his head is telling him to break up with her, forget about her and carry on with life like he never loved her, so he wouldn't get hurt.
Finished this chapter, I hope you liked it? I know it is shorter than my other chapters, but I didn't know what else to write for this chapter.
The next chapter will be the day after he asks Sakura to marry him, how will he act around her? Will he push her away and take his minds advice or will he follow his heart and stay with her?
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