Bree still held her son who started slowly calm down. When the door opened raised up their head and looked at the incoming doctor. Andrew looked at him terrified. He felt his heart jumps out of his chest.

"How is he?" asked fearfully.

"The operation was fine. He's had some really seriously damage inside him but we fixed them as much as we could. He is stable for now but the next 48 hours gonna be fairly critical for him. He is coma right now and can't breath alone so a machine helps him. He had seriously damaged his spinal cord so we should prepare for the worst." said the doctor in a monotone mood.

Andrew pressed his mother's hand. "He.. he.. he's gonna not able to move? "asked the confused Adrew on a very shaky voice.

"We did our best but maybe it wasn't enough. It is could be possible that he can move. Now, all we can do is wait. We can't tell that till he's not awake. After that we will know so much more." said the doctor.

"Oh my god. Can i see him?" asked desperately.

"Yes of course. He is on Intensive Care now so just you alone can go inside to him. Your mother can't."

Andrew nodded and swallowed his tears.

"OK i go and find a nurse to bring a wheelchair for you and she's gonna take you to him." finished the doctor and went out the room.

Andrew looked his mother "Mum..." Bree came to his son and embraced him sympathetically.

"Everything is gonna be OK…." tried to help him but she knew it's won't help. How can helps some damn word when your love is dying and maybe he will never able to walk again. Held him and and did't say a single word.

The nurse wheeled him to the Intensive Care. While she helped to stand up to him she said "Just few minutes OO? He is sleeping so he won't answer to you."

They went into the room. The nurse was standing there and held his shoulder. Andrew looked at Nick who was lieing on hospital bed with many tube and machines. He felt his heart begin to break. Sit down and held his hand and fondled it gently.

"I'll be outside. I'll come back when you have to go. If you need something then let me know." said the blonde nurse with a kind smile on her face.

Andrew nodded and turned back to him.

"Hey honey..." started with tears "I don't know maybe you can't hear me but I hope so… I just want you to know I am here and I love you and I am not gonna leave you never. So if you can hear me then …" stopped and took a deep breath and continued "I'm just… Please wake up. I need you so much." sobbed. "You have to wake up… Because I want you to marry me and I know you want kids so we gonna have a lot of kids. I know I said it's too early but a noticed it's never it is... I changed my mind because I love you and I want a whole life with you as a family. So we gonna adopt as many kids as you want. Yeah. I'm in it. OK? All you have to do is wake up."

FLASHBACK

Moved into their new house three months ago. It was a big house with a beutiful garden. There was a lot of flover and the sun was shining. It seemed like the heaven.

They were hanging the pictures on the wall when Nick found a picture of the young Andrew.

"Oh my god!" started laughing.

"What is it?" asked.

"It's you. How old are you in here? Two?" asked and showed it Andrew.

"Uhm.. I guess three. I don't really know."

"You were a very kind little boy. But that hair " smiled. "You were already beautiful at that time. You are still but now you are handsome too. I'm so glad to you're my boyfriend."

"I love you. Now put that down." took away the picture from his hand and put down on the table then kissed him toweringly. Grabbed his neck and pushed him to the wall hard and strike a picture on the wall what's fell down the floor and the glass on it fell to pieces.

"Shit" Nick looked down it.

"It doesn't matter. Leave it." said and kissed him again more intensive and started cuddled amorously and stripping each other. Andrew was moaning.

"Hey hottie! Stop it." said and fought with his passion, held his hands and stopped them.

"Whhhy?" sighed like he suffer agonies.

"We should pack." said and touched his cheast and smiled at him.

"It can wait. I can not. You are so irresistible." said and tried kiss him malicious intent but he pulled away his head.

"No" said complacently and leered. He loved him titillate. It was hard for him too but it's worth it cause loved Andrew when he was trying so hard and he doesn't let him to do what he want. It's made him so sexy when he suffered. So sometimes stopped him. And Andrew knew the reasons. "You are so attractive. Ouch" sneered.

"You're playing again, right?" asked Andrew.

"No way! I just want to finish this. Then we can continued what you started until tomorrow night ." smiled.

"Okey... Okey.. Then hurry… cause… I have got a really extravagance of imagination…" whispered into his ear and kissed his neck then took his clothes up from the floor.

"I know you little perv…." looked at him lovely.

"Will you dress up or let me staring at you. But i warn you then I can't focus the work." said with a devilish grin.

"OK, I'll do" said and put on his T-shirt and started picking up the glass pieces.

"Careful hon. Avoid Cutting Yourself." said apprehensively.

"Relax. I am careful. Don't worry. What if I cut my hand then I won't be that irresistible anymore for you." joked.

"Very funny. Here it is." Andrew gave him the rubbish bin.

"Thanks."

"Did you see already Peter's baby? She is very cute, isn't she? "

"Yeah, she is like an angel."

"Yeah, Can I ask something?" he was afraid of his answer but when heard his voice when said "angel" he felt maybe this is the right time to ask.

"Of course. What is it?"

"Do you want any kids?" asked Nick with a big excitation.

"What?" asked the suprised Andrew.

"Oh, I was just thinking about…."

"Yes, someday." answered Andrew quickly.

"Yeah, but when? I'm just asking cause we have a big house with many rooms. It would be great for them…."

"When we're gonna be ready for it. A kid is a hugh responsibility. I don't think it would be a good idea now. You know I love the children and I want a own one but not yet. Maybe few years later."

"It's OK. I just.."

"No….You know I didn't have a really great childhood. My father died, my mother was selfish bitch and drunk all the time. She hated me so I hated her too. And when she found out I love the boys then she said she gonna stop loving me if i'm not gonna change. I decided I gonna punish her when she least expect it. I pretend that I slept with his boyfriend. He was called Nick too. It's shame. And he was old and disgusting. Whatever, I was a really bad child and I don't know how can I be a great father till I don't figure out what is it supposed to do to that child could respect me. I'm just not ready for this and that's it. So, i'm so sorry." said the disturbed Andrew. He hated to talk about his past because he hated the old himself and all those memories of the past...

"I think if you would be yourself then that kid would love you. You're a great person and you'll be a wonderful dad too.I'm pretty sure."

"But what if he's or she's gonna hate me? What if I make mistakes and I won't not able to fix them. What if I mess him life up? I don't want that child to be like I was because I won't able to forgive myself for that."

"Listen, If you do not want it now then it is OK. I'm just say it would be great. You and me and few kids. But I won't put pressure on you. OK? I can wait."

"I am so screwed up. You would deserve better." said in a depressed mood.

"It's not true. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. You make me whole." said with heartache and hugged him tight with all his love.

"Thank you." whispered and laid his head on his shoulder.

END OF FLASHBACK

"I can't live without you Nicholas and I don't want to. So I really need you to wake up... now" cried and looked his face and saw he is trying to open his eyes. Andrew felt his heart almost stopped and he jumped up from his chair and stared how Nick struggled to open his eyes and started fondled his hair comfortingly.

"Oh my god! Can you hear me? Open your eyes!" said intensive. "Open those beautiful eyes…." smiled.

He opened his eyes slowly and looked him. "Why is he crying? Where am I? What happened?" thought and when some flashback came front of his eyes he realized what happened and felt such a pain. He want scream but he couldn't. He was moaning as much as it was possible with that tube in his mouth. He was disconcerted he didn't understand what's going on with him. Tried speak but he couldn't. Tried open his mouth but he couldn't so just stared at Andrew and felt the tears slipped down his cheeks. He tried move his hand to touch that something in his mouth but he couldn't move... at all.

"It's OK. I don't think you can speak. Don't try it. It's helps to breath to you. I know it is uncomfortable. Everything's gonna be OK. I'll go and call a doctor. OK? I'll be right here." said and kissed his head.

Went out the door and looked his mother who was standing by the door. "He's awake! Call a doctor! Now!" said quickly and ran back the room.

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