Hola! I already had written two chapters… So I'm going to publish this one too!
Words: 2586
Rating: M
Warnings: the same as last time… Homophobia/cursing
Song: I Wanna Be by Darren Criss (starkid!)
Big news
Dinner was ready in the house of the Hudson-Hummel family. Carole, Burt, Finn, Kurt and Puck were eating chicken with salad this Wednesday. Puck's mom had to work the whole week so Finn asked Burt and his mom if he could stay and that was okay. Dinner wasn't as nice as it used to be. Everyone knows that something happened between Kurt and Blaine, but they don't know what and now they were are all waiting for Kurt to speak. But after five minutes of nothing Puck begins to understand that Kurt isn't going to say something.
'Dude. What happened between you and the hobbit?' Kurt didn't look up when he heard that someone wanted his attention.
'First of all, Puck. Stop calling me dude. Second of all, that is none of your business.' Kurt seemed annoyed by the attention of Puck.
'But son, it is my business. Did he hurt you? Because if he did I'll go find him now and I will…'
'Dad, Blaine didn't do anything. It was me alright. I did something stupid, really stupid. And I can't make it better.' Everyone was looking at Kurt by now. He may have explained a bit, but there was still a lot that they wanted to know.
'Son, it can't be that bad. There must be something you can do to make it better.' Finn didn't understand a thing of what was going on and decided to continue eating. Puck on the other hand really wanted to know what Kurt had done that made Blaine so mad and sad like he was this afternoon.
'It is, alright. It is really bad.' Burt could see the tears in his son's eyes. He didn't wanted to make his son upset but he needed to know what was going on in his mind.
'It must be really bad if Blaine won't forgive you. I mean he loves you right? What was so bad that can destroy that?' Burt started to understand what was going on. But it can't be true. His son can't cheat on such a sweet guy as Blaine. Puck also seems to know what was going on and gave Kurt a knowing smile. Finn was busy eating while Carole was praying that she wasn't right. But the next words of Kurt confessed Burt and Carole what they were scared of.
'I cheated', he saw the faces, the disappointment in the eyes of his father and Carole. But he wasn't done yet. 'He walked in on me kissing another guy.', Kurt said really fast.
'Wait! Who?', now was Finn also a part of this conversation. Kurt just looked around. He wasn't sure if he will survive if he answered that question.
'Promise not to kill me?' he saw a lot weird faces but when they saw he meant it everyone on the table nodded. 'Alright. Dave Karofsky.'
'What!' Puck stood up.
'You promised not to kill me.', Kurt said a little scared of what Puck was going to do.
'I'm not going to kill you, dude. But why the hell did you cheat on Blaine with Karofsky?' Puck asked while he sat back on his chair.
'I...I... Because he is a nice guy now. You haven't seen him after he transferred. He changed. I saw him at Scandals and we kept seeing each other.' Kurt looked at his father when he said this. He wanted him to know that he didn't kiss a bully, but a friend. A really good friend and maybe even more than that.
'Kurt?' Kurt nodded at his dad. 'Was it your first kiss with Dave? How long are you already cheating on Blaine, son?' Kurt didn't know how to answer that question without being grounded.
'It wasn't our first kiss. We are kind of secretly dating for 2 weeks now.' Kurt says, but he can't look at his father anymore.
'You were cheating on your boyfriend for 2 weeks? How can you do this?' There wasn't an answer. 'And how did he get that cut?' Carole looked confused at her husband.
'Cut? Is he alright?' asked Carole.
'I don't know dad. Dad you have to believe me. He didn't tell me anything about it. I think he wanted to talk about it. We weren't supposed to meet today, otherwise… you know… Dave wouldn't be there. I feel so bad, dad. He came to me for my help, but instead he sees me kissing another guy.', Kurt was crying now, really crying. And Burt doesn't like to see his son crying, but he can't say that everything is alright, because it isn't.
'I am going to watch the news.' he paused for a moment and then he looked at Puck and Finn. 'Are you guys coming?' Finn and Puck left the table and Kurt and Carole cleaned everything up. It was quiet in the kitchen. In the living room Puck and Finn were discussing what just happened. The always honest Kurt cheated on the nicest person of the world.
'Finn, Puck, watch this!' Someone on the news was talking about Mr and Ms Anderson.
Good evening everyone and nice to see you again! Today we have a lot to talk about. We have a match between two monkeys and two dogs. Also are we looking behind the scenes. But first a sad thing. You all know Mr Anderson. He is the owner of almost everything. If you have a pen then his name is probably on it. His wife Ms Anderson died today. She filmed killing herself and we got some clips of this tape to show you. But be warned by children under the twelve years old. This tape contains a lot of blood.
"'Why don't you just kill yourself? If you did that, I don't need to do this right now.' Miss Anderson mom was quiet for a few moments when she cut her fingers off with the knife.
When she was done with cutting all her fingers of one hand she started talking again. 'You' she cut a finger of her other hand 'were' and another 'never' and another 'my' and another 'son' she waited one second before she cut off her last finger. The knife felt in the sink.
The newscaster was on screen again and said that they will be back with more of this after the break. "
Kurt and Carole had joined Burt, Puck and Finn in the living room. Everyone was quiet and looked at the television without actually watching. They were all tearing up and Puck was the first one who spoke.
''Fuck!' everyone agreed but didn't said anything. After two minutes break the same guy who told them to keep watching was on screen again.
"'Welcome back! You were all just watching a really sad video. Mr Anderson's wife had killed herself and wanted everyone to know why. Because of her son."
There appeared a picture of Blaine on the screen. Everyone gasped because now they were really sure that this was about their friend. About their ex-boyfriend or about their sons ex-boyfriend.
"'Mr Anderson came in trouble this afternoon. When he found his son, Blaine Anderson, on the street he could not contain himself. People were watching and some of them called the police. When he grabbed a gun and wanted to shoot his son, the caps arrived. We had a little chat with Mr Anderson about what happened earlier this afternoon.'
Mr Anderson was on the screen now and looked really angry. But the interviewer didn't care and asked a question.
'Why did you want to kill your son?' In was out of the interviewer mouth and he didn't regret it. That is what everyone wants to know right? Even if they probably know the answer already.
'First. He isn't my son. He is no longer my son since he has chosen his lifestyle.' Mr Anderson continued immediately,' and I wanted to kill him because he is a shame for our family. He doesn't deserve to live. He had to die. Who wants to know a dirty faggot like my son?' It looked like Mr Anderson broke the camera after that, because the interview stopped. The screen went black and the newscaster was on screen again.
'That was weird….' said the newscaster, 'but know the fun stuff. A game…'"
Burt had turned off the television and looked at his son, but didn't say anything. That's how their evening ends. No one had the courage to say something. And no one wanted to say something. Puck stayed for the night and they all felt asleep in the living room after a few hours.
The next morning Finn woke up as first but the others were awake shortly thereafter. Kurt made some pancakes. The boys had packed their bags and with a simple goodbye they left the house. It was Thursday so they had to go to school.
'Kurt, are you alright?' asked Mercedes when she saw the boys in the hallway by their lockers.
'Nothing happened to me.' Kurt said while he walked away to his first class. He knew he was a little bit rough but he didn't want to talk.
Classes were different. They were slower without Blaine next to him. Without knowing that he is okay. But Kurt had to live with it, because all of this was his own fault. He cheated, not Blaine.
'Kurt' it was Tina 'Mercedes said that you and Blaine broke up. Is it true?' she asked curiously.
'Yes, we did.' He said while walking to the choir room. There he found a lot of said looking faces. Gladly he wasn't the only one with a rough day, he thought.
All the Glee club members had a lot of questions, but no one knew the answers except for Blaine, but he wasn't here. After a really long school day the final bell finally rang. Kurt ran out the school and stepped in his car without caring about Finn. He just drove away.
None of the Warblers have seen the news yesterday, so they were all still curious about what had happened with Blaine. They haven't seen Blaine, Jeff and Nick since they left the choir room yesterday.
'I really want to know what happened.' Said Wes.
'Me too. He seemed so miserable.' Agreed Trent.
'When are we going to start? I know you guys are all emotional because of that pretty guy, but if we don't practice we're going to lose big time at regionals' asked Sebastian.
'I don't give a shit about winning right now!' Yelled David. 'All I care about now is Blaine. My friend. Our friend.'
'Ones a Warbler always a Warbler.' Said Sebastian when he sat back on his chair. The doors open and Jeff, Nick and Blaine were in the doorway. Blaine seemed way better then yesterday.
'If it's okay I would love to join the Warblers again.' Blaine said with a little bit hesitation in his voice.
'Sure!' All the Warblers said at the same time. They all run to Blaine and pulled him in a big old hug. The held him a few minutes. And Blaine loved it. Why did he leave again? Dalton is where he belongs. There are the people he loves.
The Warblers told Blaine that he didn't need to audition, but Blaine wanted to do this the normal way. He left so he had to fight to get his spot back. He had practiced his audition a little bit. He wrote the song all by himself. It wasn't very emotional, but just really Blaine. Crazy and fast. He had bought his guitar and started playing the first cords.
I wanna be a Starship Ranger
I wanna have the things they've got
I could be a Starship Ranger
But there's just one little thing they are
I'm not
Blaine starts to stomp his feet to the rhythm of the music and a few of the Warblers joined him.
All of my life I've pictured them out there
Keeping the peace in outer space
I may not be up there with 'em
But I've got what it takes
I've got a hunger and thirst for adventure
I wanna travel the galaxy
The future is now, so I don't see how
The time isn't right for me
And I'll admit
It's all in my head
But who says it can't be real?
They may be far away
But I can safely say
It doesn't change the way I feel
He waited a few seconds. Every Warbler was smiling by now except for Sebastian. He was staring at Blaine like he was some sort of angle. Blaine found this uncomfortable and tried to concentrate on the music as far as that was possible when such a hot guy was checking him out.
I wanna be a Starship Ranger
Even if it might sound strange
Maybe now, I'm not a Ranger
But all of that is right about to change
When he started to sing Roach part he made a funny voice and all the Warblers were laughing. The old Blaine was already coming back.
All of your life you've had your head stuck
Up in the gaseous atmosphere
Don't forget that dirt is solid
And clouds can disappear
When you're an insect, you have a purpose
Like it or not, from a fly to a flea
Need I remind you, leave that stuff behind
So you can find what yours can be?
'Cause the needs
Of the many bugs...
They outweigh the few
And everybody knows
It's just the way it goes
And there's nothing you can do
You wanna be a Starship Ranger?
Discover worlds far and near
Who gives a crap about Starship Rangers?
The greatest life to live is found right here
The Warblers helped him with singing the other parts. At first Blaine wanted to skip it because it is too difficult to sing it alone, but then he remembered that he wasn't alone.
Dirt eater!
Exoskeleton polisher!
I wanna build honeycombs!
The bug that ruins your picnic!
A fly on the wall!
We've all got a job to do
And it's how we all survive
By giving our lives to the hive...
'Cause the needs
Of the many bugs...
They outweigh the few
I know today's the day
Today's the day
I will find what I'm meant to do...
(We will find what we're meant to do...)
The queen will surely see I'm not like anyone else
She'll take one look and know my rightful calling
She'll understand that I just can't be
Living my life for the hive
And I can finally...
Finally...
Know what it's like to be alive...
Everyone was dancing around and having fun. Blaine had dropped his guitar and was jumping on the table.
I wanna be something that can
Serve the greater good of our race
I'll do whatever I can
To make our world a better place
If only I could get to outer space!
I wanna be a Starship Ranger
It doesn't matter at all where I'm from
So look out, Starship Rangers
Cause here I am...
Here I am...
...And here I come!
Dirt eater!
Exoskeleton polisher!
I wanna build honeycombs!
The bug that ruins your picnic!
It's what I wanna be!
All the Warblers were cheering for Blaine. And Blaine felt awesome. Yeah this is where he belonged. They made him forget everything for a while by doing anything. They made him who he is now. And he loved it!
I can end it here… but then there isn't any Seblaine love in this story… So I don't know if I'm gonna finish it/write more! What do you think? Should I stop now the Blangst is almost over? Finally when Blaine is smiling again I stop writing! But if I'm gonna continue there will be more Blangst! I'm a bad person!