Andrew went into his old room. He looked around and collapsed on his bed. He turned to on his right side and took his pillow and hugged it.

"Oh god.." sighed.

He was very tired but knew he won't able to sleep because he couldn't to not to think on Nick. When he closed his eyes saw his face and it made harder to him. He wanted to go back to the hospital but he promised his mother he will rest a little bit and knew he needed it too because now he's the one who has to be strong to help Nick. So he had to rest.

Bree opened the door gently to not wake up him in that case if he would asleep. She walked to his bed quietly and looked at her son. He held his pillow like his life depended on it. He was moaning hard. Bree knew maybe he has a bad dream and it would be good idea to wake up him to not suffer but he was so tired and he needed some sleep after all he didn't sleep more then two days. She kissed his brow then went out the room and closed the door gently behind her.

Few minutes later he roused and sit up in the bed. His whole body was sweated.

Stood up and walked in the bathroom and he stood front of the mirror. He opened the tap and put his left hand under the water and dashed it on his face. He used only his left hand because he didn't want mess his cast on his right forearm. He looked into the mirror and stared his own reflection. Watched as the water flowed down. He seemed really bad and tired, his hair was mess and half of his head was bruised. He started unbuttan his shirt and pulled his hand carefully then put that down. He run his hand through his rib on the right side. It was totally frayed.

"Damn." hissed in pain then went into the shower. The water flowed down on his tired body. As the water fell down front of his eyes the memories came back in his mind.

Flashback of the accident

Andrew head was lying on the steering wheel when opened his eyes. First time he couldn't open it fully so tried again. He had a blurred vision. He felt his head is ache and heard the rain knock on the ground. Slowly everything's came clean. He turned his head on the other side. His all body was hurt. He looked at Nick's lifeless body. He was fallen through the front window. Everything was full with piece of glass and blood. He sit up fast. He didn't even care about his own injuries and the pain.

"Nick…?"spoke to him fearfully. "Honey…?" touched his back and shook it nervously and gently too to not hurt him. He did not answer and moved neither. He was afraid like hell what if he is dead. What if he is never can see in his eyes again? What if he won't able say him to how much love him. He couldn't even say goodby. And maybe thet would be the worst part of everything. He can't die. He tears started to fall. "Nicolas please look at me…" said desperately.

End of flashback

A knock cut Andrew's memories. He still felt himself in the past then realized he was sitting on the floor and the cried hard. He heard the knock again and looked at the bathroom door.

"Honey are you okey?" asked his mother.

Andrew tried to pull himself together so he took a deep breath and then answered to her. "Yes. I am fine." he said on hoarse voice . He said those words but he knew they weren't true. He felt himself terrible and the fresh memories just made it worse.

This was the first time he remembered something. He didn't know what happened after the accident. The only thing what was in his mind was that picture where he's lying on the hospital bed and some doctors stand by him. He tried to remember what happened but the last thing he remembered that was when he was packing with Nick.

He stayed on the floor few more minute then wiped his eyes and stood up. Took his towel and wrapped around his body then walked out the bathroom.

I hope it was fine. I really wanna know what are you think about it so please let me know. :)