I don't own Kyle Xy but I really wish I did. I can't believe that ABC family would cancel this show esepcially after last nights episode. How can you cancel some thing that's so good?

Seeing the light. It was a common phrase used by people to describe a sudden clear understanding of an issue that had confused them for a long time .A great truth that would change their lives forever. Tonight Kyle really understood this phrase. He had seen the light. And not just literally, although the glowing necklaces were a rather visible manifestation of what he had found out but it was the simple closeness to Jessi that truly opened his eyes

He could feel his heart ache as he saw Jessi breaking down after the news he had delivered her. And as he comforted her, as he held her close and felt her tears he finally understood. He didn't just feel sympathy for Jessi, he didn't feel simple friendship. No what he had felt ran so much deeper. It reminded him of the feelings he had for Amanda but this was different. He felt that Jessi was a part of him, a closeness and intimacy so deep that everything else paled in comparison

As they laid on the bed in each others arms Kyle found it difficult to breath. His heart was pounding so hard he was almost worried that it might wake her up. He closed his eyes trying to calm down. But it was futile. His body wasn't listening to him. In fact he felt that he had gotten even closer to Jessi now. He could feel their foreheads touching slightly, he could feel her hand on him.

It had been half an hour and he still couldn't get to sleep. He couldn't help but stare at Jessi. She was so perfect. Every part of her. He felt his heart quicken as Jessi turned around in her sleep and once again he felt her coming to closer him. For a single moment he didn't care about anything else. He didn't care about what he supposed to do, what he supposed to feel. There was only Jessi. There was only her beautiful face, her gentle skin so warm and flawless, her lips so alluring and red. He wanted so badly to kiss her. To ran his hand gently over her face.

But he knew that he shouldn't. She had told him that she was confused, that she didn't have feelings for him. He couldn't do this to her tonight. Not after what she had just been through. He couldn't be so selfish. And yet he couldn't help himself completely. He couldn't resist gently caressing her arm. As he held her hand once again he finally fell asleep dreaming of his sleeping beauty

He woke up feeling scared. Jessi was gone. Had it all been a dream? He quickly found her downstairs. She was looking for answers and he was going to help her. The next few hours were a whirlwind of emotions for Kyle. At first it was only the trouble of keeping his emotions while working so close to her. But then when he saw her collapse… it was the beginning of a nightmare.

Now he stood near his bathtub and was horrified as he watched Jessi struggling with the fever. Her warmth that was so intoxicating during the night now felt like a fire that was threatening to destroy everything. Nicole's presence was both a blessing and a curse. He was comforted that she was here to share his worry over Jessi but at the same time her presence meant that he couldn't hold Jessi the way he wanted. He couldn't embrace her, he couldn't whisper to her that he loved her.

Now he was preparing to connect with her again. If this was indeed a mental problem he felt terrified that he could make it worse. That he would fail Jessi but he had to try. He pulled out in shock as he saw the thoughts in Jessi's head. He couldn't believe it. She had been lying. She was never confused. She wanted this as well. His joy lasted only moments as he realized that she was till getting worse. After a quick talk with Nicole he was now determined more then ever to help Jessi. Now he knew what to do

He didn't even want to remember the next few minutes. He was overjoyed at helping Jessi but watching her endure these memories was awful. He didn't want her to suffer like this. He wanted to pull her out of there. To tell her that everything would be all right. But it was of no use. Soon they both heard the awful confirmation of their fears. He held her as they both felt the slowly dying heartbeat. They spent the rest of the afternoon together in the bathtub and Kyle was worried if Jessi would ever recover

She told him she was ok. That she would be all right but her reassurances weren't enough for Kyle. He had to find a way to help her. It took him all night but he finally found what he was looking for

When he saw her in the kitchen he knew that this was what she needed. As he watched her look at the pictures Sarah took, pictures that captured the love of a parent he finally saw what he was longing for. Her beautiful smile. His sleeping beauty finally awoke from the nightmare. He couldn't help himself anymore. This moment was so true, so perfect he had to act otherwise he knew he would regret it for the rest of his life. He gently touched her face and kissed her. It was the perfect moment

Sorry about that. I know this story is a bit on the mushy side and rushed. I'll probably rewrite it in the future but last night's episode was so powerful that I just had to write something. The sheer beauty of the Kyle/Jessi scenes was mesmerizing.

Lol I kinda completely crashed as far as my other stories are concerned because of this . Since I am currently writing what will probably be the craziest Kyle XY story ever and a short sad story. But after last night I am just thinking about how damn well Kyle and Jessi fit together. Man I really hope that someone more talented then me writes a large story based on last nights episode. It will be a really awesome thing to read