I DO NOT OWN YYH... please review...and i understand my grammer and spelling is not the best, I will try to fix it

I landed in Koenma's office and saw him stamping papers. debating wether or not to just turn around and run befor he spots me. no this had to be done, I cleared my throat to make my presence known. ok no going back now, He looked up surprised "oh Amaya I see your awake" I nodded my head " yes a bit sore but ok none the less" he nodded "so I ask you Amaya what is your answer?" I looked down at the floor as tears threaten to fall, my bangs coverd my eyes.

*flash back*

I opened my eyes and saw that I was home in the forest of the mist. Walking forward taking in everything, I was confused. 'how did I get here?' i thought. I stopped when I saw two figures playing over by the lake. I slowly walked towards them to get a better look at who they were. I froze in place when I saw it was Kiyoshi and Akemi. I took a deep breath and a step foward, unfortunatly i stepped on a stick, that's when they noticed me. I wanted run to them but i was afraid they would dissapear if I moved "MOMMY!" Akemi ran straight towards me, I opened my arms and held her tight "Akemi my baby!" I cried, thats when Kiyoshi smiled and walked over. I stood up after letting go of Akemi. I slowly raised my hand and put it on his cheek afraid it was a dream, just a cruel dream. He leaned into my touch and I started crying as he hugged me. It all feels to real, they feel to real. "Its ok my love, it's gonna be ok" I pulled back and wiped my eyes growling in frustration, I couldn't stop crying, they just kept on falling. It would seem my body was intent on letting me cry out my emotions. 'DAMN IT NOT NOW!' i thought

Kiyoshi smiled sadly knowing I havent mourned at all, he should know though that my pack was my first concern, not me. "Koenma has deal if I am not mistaken….though at a high price" I nodded tears still falling, damn i was going to have a headache when I woke up "how did you know did Koenma tell you?" he shook his head no, I looked at him confused how else could he know. "do you remember my old friend Kenta? he was a psychic demon" I nodded, yes I remembered Kenta, waiting for him to continue, my tears stopped for the moment "he came to me a year ago and told me what would happen from our death to your future. You must become a spirit detective and don't go through with the deal. If you go through the deal we will not make it, You will have a long hard battle to face, He also told me you will fall in love again in an unsuspected person." I shook my head, that was stupid "NO I will never love another but you! You know that!" he smiled and shook his head

"I am dead my love, I have lived my life. You can continue living though…you may say that now but in time you will heal and you WILL move on" I look at our daughter who was chasing a butterfly, I avoided argueing further, he was a stubborn one "and what of Akemi?" he hugged me from behind and watched her, i didnt want her feeling alone, but how would I watch her from the living? "I will take good care of her love and maybe one day she can return" I nodded, lets hope so, but i fear it was too much of a hope "I will give you one month to mourn but when that time is up you are to move on. Hold on to the memories but do not live in the past. You are stronger than that. Do not let you depression control you and do not shut everyone out, you will be ok" I sighed "ok fine I will do what you ask, but you are wrong about me loving another" he smiled and kissed my lips softly. he let out a light chuckle "we will see about that, Kenta's visions are always right" Akemi ran and hugged me one last time then grabbed her fathers hand. I saw them starting to fade, and I panicked I reached out to them, tears falling again "Kiyoshi Akemi please don't leave me!" Akemi smiled "Take care Mommy I love you!" she waved and Kiyoshi smiled sadly at me, No GOd please dont take them away from me again "live my love for Akemi and I, for your Brothers and our pack, Live and Love again" with that they faded away. "NO KIYOSHI AKEMI!, PLEASE DONT GO!...I dont want to be alone" i whimpered, I curled up into a ball and cried. They were gone and they were never coming back.

*end flashback*

I looked at Koenma, my eyes clear of any emotion "I decline your proposition... But I will agree to join the spirit detectives" Koenma looked shocked, can't blame him I swore it would end badly if I didnt get them back "but why the change of heart?" I sighed, I wanted to just say things change, but He needs to know the story "Kiyoshi wants me to move on, he thinks having them around in my current state will make it harder to move on" I purposly left out the fact that they would be destroyed from it, I didnt want to believe that and to say it would be admiting it, He nodded "I see well Welcome to the team Is there any special requests?" I paused for a minute "I will not be able to assist on missions anyway since I don't have my powers. My pack can handle their own but they need a place to stay" he nodded, "Yes I understand not to worry I gave the guys a 2 month vacation, and your pack is always welcomed" I smiled and bowed "thank you Koenma" he smiled and nodded then created a portal. I was about to go through when Koenma stopped me, "Amaya!" I looked at him as he looked at me seriously, "it will be ok" I turned to look at him fully as I hear Kiyoshis voice in my head 'you will be ok love, everything will work out' I smiled sadly at him "i hope so Koenma...I hope so" with that I turned around and walk through it landing in the living room. When I saw the gang, I told them what I told Koenma, except that Kiyoshi and akemi wernt returning again I couldnt admit that. I looked out the window and saw it was night time, so I said goodnight and went upstairs and walked into my room. I walked over to my closet and picked out silver pajama pants and a silver tank top. Then went into the bathroom and took a hot bath. When I was done, I got dressed and climbed into bed. I fell asleep as soon as I hit the pillow.

*next morning*

I woke up to the sun shinning with and empty feeling in my chest. I sat up and reality finally kicked in, Kiyoshi and Akemi are not returning. A few tears fell and land in my lap and my shaking hands grasped the sheet. Then before I knew it, I was sobbing uncontrollably and felt as if someone stabbed me in the heart and was now twisting the knife slowly. I managed to slowly crawl out of the bed and fell to the floor with a thud, now sobbing on the floor. My body shaking from the force of my sobs. "Kiyoshi Akemi no no no no" I whispered as if the more I said it the more it would all be a bad dream, then I screamed, I screamed at the top of I lungs. I screamed as if to tell all of the three world, tell them of what was taken from me.

*Hiei's POV* (Me- YAY! Our favorite little fire demon)

I was looking out the window. God I had a headache, the bakas would NOT SHUT UP, they were screaming over some ningen game called Go Fish. The detective was screaming at Kuwabaka that he was cheating and he was screaming accusing the twins of cheating 'I swear I will slit their throats if they don't shut up' I thought glaring at the trees outside. Then all of a sudden I heard a high pitched scream. Yusuke looked around trying to find the source of the sound "damn it what the fuck was that?" Kurama looked up the stairs "it sounded like it came from up stairs" I rolled my eyes, how stupid could they be? wait don't answer that I dont want to know "Hn its just the baka wolf" everyone looked at me, the detective was the first to speak "what are you talking about three eyes?"

I ignored the comment and continued to look out the window. Kurama then looked with understanding,then looked up the stairs, atleast the fox was smart enough to catch on "I see, so their not coming back then." Hiro sighed from the couch where he sat with his mate "yes im afraid, she turned down the offer Kiyoshi and Akemi are gone for good" Asako started to whimper then busted out crying and Hiro pulled her close tears in his eyes as well. Kane was shaking as tears fell down his face, Isamu growled and grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and dragged him outside. The baka watched them leave, hey who wants to bet a stupid comments comming "hey why are they leaving? you would think they would comfort their little sister, they must not be very good brothers" I heard a low threatening growl from next to me, I looked and saw that wolf Ken leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, his eyes were fixed in a glare and were cold as ice obviously not liking the idiots comment. I smirked as I saw his glare was on Kuwabara. Ken push off the wall and walked over to the baka he then grabbed him by the collar and shoved him into the wall, everyone was to shocked to do anything, well I was just hoping he would rip an arm off, well its nice to dream.

Ken, baring his teeth, still growling causing Kuwabara to tremble. "How dare you say that you pathetic Human!, You Know nothing of their past! Amaya is not the type to want comfort she cant stand when people hand her sympathy! Her Brothers Know that so They stay away! So watch what you say or I will personally Rip your throat out!" with one last snarl he let him drop to the floor and walked up stairs. Yusuke shook his head "what the hell was that all about" Hiro chuckled though he was still trying not to cry. "it would seem Ken has finally warmed up to the pack. What he means is Amaya will have to get through this on her own and her brothers feel helpless, No doubt they went to vent their pain and anger and are probably punching each other right now, it's the only way they know how, If it weren't the fact that Amaya is practically Human right now she would most likely be out there doing the same." Kurama nodded as the idiots looked confused "So due to the fact that she's like any other human, She cannot control he emotions as well" leave it to the fox to have to explain it.

Hiro nodded not saying anymore, I got up and walked toward the front door. "Hiei Where are you going?" Kurama asked, damn nosey kitsune "Hn its non of your business fox but Im going for a walk, I am not gonna sit here and let the baka onna make my ears bleed with her screaming" with that I disappeared from sight. I perched myself in a tree right in front of the onna's room and saw her in a ball screaming at the top of her lungs still, as tears stream down her face. The sight made me sick but I couldnt look away 'Hn pathetic…..The once feared Dark Damsel reduced to a sobbing wreck…..Disgraceful' I thought, I should just leave but for some reason I sat and continued to watch. then I noticed her door open and saw Ken walk into the room. 'whats he doing?' He shut the door and walked over towards her, she apparently wasn't aware of his presence. He knelt next to her and put a hand on her shoulder, she flinched and scrambled back growling. He just moved closer and reached his hand out. It seemed out of reflex she bit his hand, hard enough to draw blood. He didn't flinch or pull away instead he called her name and pulled her into an embrace with his free arm, within a few minuets she let go of his hand and he wrapped both arms tight around her. emotions are for the weak, and these people are weak "It will be ok Amaya just let it out" she didn't respond nor did she hug back but she did cry harder as he rocked her back and forth. 'maybe there is more to the onna then I thought, well see if she's as useless as she appears,...that is If she gets through this' with that I disappeared for the second time that day.

I reappeared in the windowsill scaring the shit out of the idiots, Kurama was in the Kitchen and Hiro and Asako were asleep in each others arms. The twins have yet to come back. "ah Hiei how was your walk?" kurama asked from the kitchen "Hn" I replied as I got off the windowsill and walked into the kitchen. I sat on the windowsill in there. "It would seem Amaya has calmed down a bit" he stated I rolled my eyes at his 'caring' nature "hn the other wolf is comforting the baka" Kurama nodded "Do you think she will be useful to the team?" I continued to stare out the window refusing to speak for a while. "The onna is weak right now but if the rumors are true about the Dark Damsel, I wouldn't mind Fighting her one day." Kurama nodded we then heard footsteps coming down the stairs and turned and saw Ken His hand bandaged "what happened Ken?" kurama asked he looked at his hand "hn Amaya bit me when I tried to get near her, she's asleep now" Kurama nodded "It would seem in her current state It would be wise to proceed with caution, in her confused state she will attack anyone" Ken nodded. Just then the front door opened and Isamu and Kane stumble in both bloody and bruised, they limped into the kitchen and got two cups of water. Isamu looked and saw Ken's hand and had a knowing look in his eyes "I assume you calmed her down?" Ken nodded "she cried herself to sleep" Isamu nodded while Kane sighed in relief but winced at the action. Since it was late everyone decided to go to bed. As I walked down the hallway to my room I stopped and looked at Amaya's door then turned and continued to my room, which was right next to her's, and went to bed.