I was layng outside in the sun curled up into a ball. I love the warmth, I could lay here forever. Kenta was inside making lunch for the both of us. I decided to forgive him for not telling me about Kiyoshi and akemi, It wasnt his fault He wanted to but was sworn to keep quiet. My pack on the other hand I have far from forgiven, I felt betrayed and I couldn't forgive them as easily. Hell I doubt I'll EVER forgive them. I heard footsteps from behind me; lifting up my head I saw Kenta leaning against the door frame. I could smell the food from here, did I forget to mention Kenta was an AMAZING cook? well He is! am I drooling yet? No?...ok good "Lunch is ready Amaya" I nodded and trotted over next to him. yeah i wanted him to carry me, I was lazy right now sue me. He bent down and picked me up and carrying me into the house. Yay to the puppy eyes! nobody can resist them! muahahahahahaha *cough* ah hem anyway...
He set me on the counter and placed a bowl of Rice and miso soup infront of me. I looked at the food confused, why wasn't he feeding a lot of food? after all I haven't eaten in days. He smiled at me, yeah he read my mind. dude doesnt he know about privacy? I guess not "you haven't been eating well, if you eat too much too soon it will make you sick" yeah that made sense, I nodded and started eating. When I was done I looked at him and saw him staring at the wall, his eyes were glazed over. I sat and watched him tilting my head in confusion, then realization hit me 'he must be having a vision' I layed down, not wanting to disturb him during these moments. Not only did he need to focus But he was quite moody if you disturb him. Last time Kenta threw a rock at Isamu because He thought Isamu was talking about him. Poor Isamu had a nasty Headache all day.
After a few seconds he snapped out of the trance, a small frown on his face. well thats not a good sign "What's wrong Kenta?" I asked a little worried at his reaction. He looked at me sadly, dont look at me like that! what is going on? "were having company, the pack and spirit detectives are on their way here to see if I can help them find you" I whined softly I didn't to see them right now. 'please Kenta cant you Hide me from them?' Maybe I can run? "I'm sorry Amaya but they are going to find you one way or another, you might as well face them" I shook my head, I dont have to do anything! He cant make me!...yes I know that was childish but i dont care I'm mad. I didn't have the heart to be mad at Kenta though, not after all he's done for me. I was mad at the situation, So I just glared at the wall.
"I don't want to see those murderers" I spat hatefully. Kenta frowned "They didn't murder anyone Amaya you know that" I scoffed, here comes the lecture! "They might as well have Kenta, If they told me about it I could have prevented their death. Kiyoshi and Akemi would be alive!" Kenta sighed and sat on a chair, He put his elbows on the table and laced his fingers together resting his chin on them. this is going to take a while "And if they did tell you, you would have stormed into Koenma's office with the intent to slit his throat" WHAT? THAT IS SO NOT TRUE...ok yeah it is, I didn't look at him because I knew he was right, but I still hated my pack. He sighed at my stubbornness, yeah he had a better chance of winning an arguement with a brick wall. He's Not going to win! He wont "what are you accomplishing by being mad at them? Look They are your family like it or not, and though you may not understand it now, you will in time. Do you really want to push away the last of your family?" ooookkkk maybe He will, I slowly turned to look at him "But I have A right to be mad Kenta, I have a right to feel hurt" I whined pathetically, I was losing the argument and He knew it. He didnt have to read my mind to figure that out. He stared at me understanding yet stern. please Kenta Dont do this? just drop it..."That may be so, But Do they Deserve to be banished? To Be Hated? Do they Deserve to lose another family member?" I didn't say anything so he continued "your brothers would be devastated without you, Hiro and Asako would be forced to raise their pups alone….their Defenseless pups…and Ken just started to warm up to the pack, do you really want to give him a reason to go back to believing everyone will turn their back on him?" I wimpered knowing he was right. was I doing the wrong thing? should I forgive them? "Your brothers raised you from a pup, stood by you and trained you even after your parents-" I snarled at him, How dare he bring THEM up. "dont you dare say another word Kenta, how dare you mention them, you know better!" He nodded and stood up, picked me up and walking out the door. yeah he knew that was to far. "Come they will be here in an hour, we must be there to greet our guests" he stated with a smile. I growled still not 100% ok with this. the jerk was mocking my pain.
Kenta sat on a large rock with me in his lap. He was softly petting me, calming me down. Yes while I didn't like sympathy at the moment I needed comfort. That was a fact I couldn't deny and lets face it ITTT FELT GOOOOOD to be petted!. I lifted my head when I heard voices, I glared at the direction it was coming from, my body going rigid. Kenta frowned knowing what caused the sudden change in mood. He was not stupid "They have arrived I see. Let us go then" he stood up with me still in his arms. I squirmed but he held tight, probably thinking I would bolt. can't blame him for thinking that "put me down Kenta I won't run" He nodded and put me on the ground keeping an eye on me. I quickly stretched and then walked forward. When I reached the area I jumped on another large rock and sat Glaring at the spot they would come from while Kenta stood with his arm crossed looking mildly interested.
After a few minutes my pack emerged first, I felt anger course through my veins and my hackles rose. KILLERS! TRAITORS! Kenta looked at me, slightly worried that I was getting myself worked up 'calm down Amaya don't lose it now' he told me telepathically, I let out a low growl and walked over to Kenta sitting at his feet. The spirit detective walked out of the forest next, stopping once the saw Kenta unsure of him. heh they probably dont know a damn thing about him, my pack LOVES to keep secrets, I wondered what else they didnt tell them. Kenta walked towards the group, I however didn't move. Im not going near the bastards, He stopped right in front of Isamu and Kane and smiled at them. Isamu was the first to react "Kenta so good to see you again" he smiled embracing Kenta in a man hug. Kenta laughed, Yeah sure laugh with the backstabbers, bitter arnt I?...you got it "you too my friend you too" the hug ended and Kenta greeted and met the others. it took every ounce of strength not to run away "to what do I owe this visit, though I'm sure I have a feeling" the brothers looked away, what feeling guilt? sadness? GOOD now they know how I feel! "we need help Amaya Is missing" Kenta nodded, ha maybe I dont want to be found you pricks! "tell me what you know and I'll try to help" while he was filled in, I felt like someone was staring at me, I turned and saw Hiei looking at me. I quickly looked away, please Hiei Dont interfer, please dont recognize me.
"I see well I can try to find out what happened" Kenta said then Hiei scoffed. no please dont. I tried to walk backwards "hn you know where she is" Kenta looked over to him unfazed and simply asked "do I? And how would you know?" Hiei pointed to me causing me to freeze "That wolf pup is her isn't it?" The gang and pack were shocked; Kenta merely looked at me 'please Kenta play stupid say you have no idea what he's talking about' then looked back at Hiei "you would be correct" Yusuke looked at me, then Hiei and finally Kenta. I was glaring at Kenta and Hiei "What are you talking about Hiei?" Hiei crossed his arms, well the cat...er...wolf is out of the bag "the wolf is her, baka" Kurama nodded, shit this is not good "Hiei is right her smell is the same, it would seem something happened to her" I glared at them unsure of what would happen. My insticts were telling me to run, but I couldnt now. My brothers took a step forward "Amaya what happened to you?" Kane whispered, I backed up growling at them "Traitors" I growled causing them to freeze. my hackles rose again as I snarled, Kenta sighed walking over to me and picked me up. "I found her unconscious, looking into her mind I saw she was attacked and injected with something turning her into a younger version of her demon form. While comforting her she found out you knew what was to happen to Kiyoshi and Akemi…..she didn't take it well" Isamu growled turning into his wolf form snapping his jaws at Kenta, who didn't move. "YOU TOLD HER?" he snarled as his hackles rose. I jumped out of Kenta's arms landing in front of Kenta, protecting him and growling at my brother. I dont care If I was weak THEY WILL NOT TOUCH HIM!. Isamu stopped not only did he not want to hurt me but he was confused and rightfully so. I was weak yet I still protected Kenta regardless. But I bared my teeth at my own flesh and blood, something I swore never to do.
Kenta gazed at me softly but I paid him no heed. my brother, no no brother of mine, Isamu better stay right there. "As I was saying she is stuck in this form until Koenma's side effects ware off. Come inside so we can discuss this further." The group nodded and Isamu turned into his half demon form, and We all walked back to the house, however when we reached the steps I refused to move. They walked inside and Kenta turned to look at me 'you coming Amaya?' he asked in my mind but just shook my head 'No I'm going to stay out here' I told him. I want to be alone, and I will not be in the same room as THEM. He nodded and walked inside, I jumped on the large rock and curled up into a ball. 'What will happen when the side effects ware off? Who are these masters Rokota spoke of? how am I going to get past this?' I continued to think to myself until I saw a black blur jump into the trees. I sighed, not now dang it "Hiei come on out I know your there" I waited a few minutes when He appeared in front of me. I lifted my head to look at him. His glare holding mine "What do you want Hiei?" He didn't say anything just glared at me. fuck it, the guy could be mistaken for a statue, he wont bother answering me "hn baka onna why did you run away?" I sighed not wanting to talk about it, but judging by the glare he would not drop the matter. freaking nosy fire demon
"It would've been better for everyone" His glare seemed to harden, is that even possible? "you really are stupid" I stood up glared harder at Him, watch it Hiei your wandering into unknown territory here "How am I stupid, because I wanted to give my pack a better life?" He scoffed, damn he says nothing and pisses me off "No you're stupid because your letting your depression control you" I growled at him, your crossing the line Hiei, a very dangerous line. "I am not letting it control me" He crossed his arms, obviously not believing me "you're right you're being selfish" my anger was quickly rising, He Knows Nothing "why the sudden care Hiei? Last time I checked you aren't exactly the warm cuddly guy that likes to share his feelings...No doubt you think I'm weak, pathetic….So tell me why does it matter to you?" I saw him tense up, my words obviously getting a rise out of him. "you don't know anything about me so I suggest you shut your mouth" I smirked, oh no Hiei you started this now back up your talk "I know more about you then you think Hiei, now why don't you go back inside with the gang and the traitors and Leave me alone" I heard him let out a low growl probably from giving him orders, who cares. "fine baka shut everyone out that will make your mate proud" with that he disappeared, I glared at the tree feeling anger and guilt weld up inside. How dare he, He doesnt know anything. His last words stung a bit though,Maybe I shouldn't shut them out. Maybe Hiei was right, this depression is controlling me. I layed back down deciding to stay out till dinner. to think about what I should do.
It was dinner time, Kenta decided to let everyone stay the night and leave in the morning. AINT THAT GREAT! note my sarcasm. I didn't go near the pack as much, I couldn't bring myself to. They kept their distance as well, probably ashamed of their actions. Good they should be. I was under the chair in the living room curled up into a ball. It kept me safe and them out! The others were at the dinner table. I heard footsteps and expected Kenta but when I looked I was surprised to see Kurama. I watched him carefully, He moved slowly so he wouldn't scare or anger me. hm smart Fox. He gently moved the chair and knelt in front of me to get a better view; I didn't know he was doing so I pressed my back against the wall. and growled, Not a threatening growl but a scared growl. He held out his fist with his palm up. I tilted My head in confusion. what is he up to? He slowly opened his hand to reveal a paper butterfly. I took a small step forward as I stared at it, It was pretty.
Then all of a sudden, the butterfly fluttered out of his hand and around him. I followed the movement when it landed on my snout. I tried to look at it, my eyes crossed, causing Kurama to laugh. I shook my head making the butterfly fly off; I looked into the kitchen seeing Kenta with a smile. I frowned knowing he was controlling the butterfly with his powers, what a sneaky demon. wait where's the butterfly? I tried to find the butterfly and saw it hovering right in front of me, moving back and forth almost taunting. 'Must Resist Puppy urge….Gah!' with that thought I pounced trying to catch the butterfly. I missed since Kenta moved it at the last second; 'dang it Kenta no fair!' I continued to chase it around the room causing the others to laugh. I didn't care though, I had one main goal to catch the butterfly.
*Kurama's point of view*
I laughed as Amaya caved and start chasing the butterfly. I stood up and decided to go into the kitchen with the others. As I walked in I saw everyone was still eating, I naturally finished before them. Kenta looked over at me and smiled. He was very pleasent to be around, he wasnt threatening actually he was quite welcoming. "that was a very clever idea Kurama" I laughed "thank you...I figured it would at least cheer her up for a little while, after all wolves are very playful" Kenta nodded. Yusuke looked up from stuffing his face "so what are we going to do now?" Kuwabara swallowed the food in his mouth "yeah you saw how she reacted out there, she wasn't happy" the packed remained quiet, odd you would think they would be a bit happier that we located her. "first I would like to find out why Amaya called her own pack traitors" I stated frowning. That was my question and I was going to get an answer even if were here all night.