" I can't believe it !" Ginny looked at Harry and Ron wide-eyed.
" Believe it then…" Harry murmured.
" How could that brat do that !"
Harry and Ron left Ginny cursing in the common room and went to see how Hermione was.
As they got into the room, not a single soul was found.
" Where's Hermione ?" Harry looked around frantically.
" GINNY !" Ron called out.
" WHAT ! I'm still not done curs… Where's Hermione ?" Ginny demanded.
" How the hell would I know !"
Hermione sat in the outdoors, not far away from the Whomping Willow. Glazing into the night sky, where silence stood. A place so filled with nature, a place where she could finally sit down to think.
" I need help… I don't know what to do ? I know regretting is too late. But, all I ever do is think about him. It really hurts to se him this way. I know it all my fault, but …"
Hermione's thoughts rolled around her mind repeatedly. After a few moments, Hermione stood up and went back inside.
Hermione's P.O.V :
There are moments where I feel is lost,
Nobody knows the cost,
Living in an empty shell,
There no one to confront, no one to tell,
Surrounded by darkness,
All you see is hopeless,
No sign of life,
All those cries,
Can't even remember the last time I smiled,
Memoirs of the unbearable are filed,
Hoping I would someday forget pain,
You have your experienced gained,
Is it worthy enough to pay such price ?
Rolling in pain in the world of ice ?
Not a single soul is found,
No one too, to pull me out of these grounds,
Struggling alone,
I moan…
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Hermione signed and knocked on the door.
" Ms. Granger ! What brings you here ?" Prof. McGonagall opened the door to let Hermione in.
" Professor, I was wondering if I could take up more extra classes …"
" More extra classes ?" Prof. McGonagall frowned.
After much persuasion, Hermione took up 5 more extra classes… Hermione went to the Owlery to get her new books.
Draco was struggling with his Transfigurations since the past few hours.
" Hermione was the one who always helped him with my transfigurations, now that she's gone I barely understand anything." Draco shook his head.
" Stop thinking about her ! Stay focus, remember that !"
" DRAKIE !" Pansy came running into the room.
" Sheesh ! Can't you see I'm trying to work these out ! SHUT UP and GET OUT !"
" But …" Pansy was just merely a few second away to burst into big sobbing tears.
" WHAT D…"
Before Draco could finish his sentence, Pansy pushed Draco onto the floor and kissed Draco passionately without a pause.
" If only she was Hermione…" Thoughts of Hermione rolled into Draco's mind.
" I don't mind being a substitute for once… But remember just this once …" Pansy whispered to Draco.
Draco couldn't help it anymore. Compressing all his feelings every hour every minute, Draco deepened the kiss. Draco placed himself around Pansy. Draco could feel Pansy emotions pouring into him, every second while he was rolling his tongue into hers.
' This is wrong …" His brain was telling him. But his heart needed a place where he could forget Hermione.
Draco suddenly stopped and continued his transfiguration.
" I don't ever want to see you again. Get out of my sight…"
" That's it !"
" What's it ? I told you to get out !"
" So, this is it huh ? Can't get that filthy mudblood out of your head ? "
" SHE IS NOT A FILTHY MUDBLOOD ! You hear me ?" Draco roared, his eyes full of fury as it turned misty.
" She was born a mudblood. Nothing can change that ! Wake up ! You're the superior, why still thinking about the mudblood which had DUMPED you ?"
" SHUT UP ! SHUT UP !"
" No I won't shut up. You need some one to wake you into your senses ! You've been on winter wonder land for too long ! Why wonder about a mudblood what she doesn't even like you ?"
" SHUT UP ! SHUT UP ! I SAID SHUT UP !"
Draco ran out of the room. " You don't even know anything…"
Pansy wouldn't let Draco off this time. Pansy ran after him.
" What do you what ?" Draco panted.
" Please …" Pansy planted her lips upon his.
" Forget her. And you'll never have o worry again…" Pansy whispered.
Draco pushed Pansy away. " GO AWAY ! DON"T YOU EVER TOUCH ME."
" Drakie !" Pansy gave him a death glare.
Before she knew it Draco was gone.
Draco sat in the empty classroom, thinking of how he hated himself in every single way.
Just then he could hear footsteps walking down the empty corridor.
Hermione's shadow walked passed the classroom.
Draco ran forward and caught Hermione.
Hermione turned around, Draco kissed Hermione passionately.
" Hermione is all I want…" Draco could scene Hermione in front of him.
Hermione slipped her hands around his neck enjoying it. Hermione and Draco knew this was wrong. Hermione parted.
" I shouldn't be here. " Hermione walked away.
" Hermione !" Even calling her name makes Draco's heart warm and nice.
" Why don't you find Pansy Parkinson instead of being here ?" Hermione's voice became stern and hard.
" Hermione… Hermione…" Draco looked into Hermione's hazel eyes, which he had longed to see.
" This is it, Hermione if you can pass this stage ! This is not right. Walk away. Don't look at him. You'll only get hurt one more time …" Repeatedly, voices within Hermione keep on telling her. Hermione turned around once more without a single glimpse.
She couldn't move. Her feet wanted to move. Her heart told her to stay.
Draco hugged Hermione tightly from behind.
" Don't leave… I'm begging you don't leave… please"
Hermione melted there and then, tears filled her misty eyes…
" I really wish I could … I really do." She whispered so that Draco was not able to hear.
A/N : Pansy has a little secret out in the next chapter which turns Draco's world upside down. The next chapter will be out soon ...