Authors's Note: Thank you guys so much for your reviews and constructive criticism! It really helps me! I just want ot point out that I am not the best at grammer nor spelling! True fact, I am really bad at both but I am working hard hard to improve it. Peeta's memory will come back and it will be very soon, I promise. Good news! I had nothing to do today, so I wrote the next 2 chapters! Hope you enjoy them! This is a really long author's note so I will stop talking now!
Peeta's POV:
It has been about a week since last seen Katniss… when I tried to hit her. The doctors told me that my physical form is getting a lot better. Then next time the nurse was in my room, I asked her a question. "When will I be discharged from the hospital?" I can tell that the nurse won't give me a straight answer considering that she had to think.
"Tomorrow morning, you will be able to go with the rest of 13 to the cafiteria for breakfast and we have signed you up for soldier training. Just to get you back in shape. Then you will be returning back to the hospital." This is confusing. Who's we? And in my opinion, that's not what you call discharging. But I don't care where they take me. I am so sick of this hospital; I will do anything to get out. Even if it's for part of the day, I don't care.
"No, like actual discharging."
"Ummmm… Uhh….. Well… we're not sure. It all depends on…" she trails off. Hesitating on the last part of the sentence. It depends on what?
"Depends on…" I start her again.
"Depends on how you answer a certain question" How much can she delay this?
"What's the question?" I ask impatiently
"Do you still think Katniss is a… mutt?" I don't think. I know that Katniss is a mutt. So why do I hesitate and why am I confused?
"I think so... yes."
"Ok then."
"Let me guess, so until I say no, I will be stuck here?" I ask sarcastically.
"Pretty much." She replies.
"I just don't know." I say.
"Okay." And with that, she left the room. The thing is that one part of my body tells me that I am in love with Katniss. I shake my head, clearing the thought. I loved Katniss I think. I don't anymore but I don't seem to hate her as much as I once did, but that still doesn't change the fact that she tried to kill me- right? Everything about that is blurry.
In the morning, I get dressed and I then my hands are chained and the guards follow me down to the cafeteria. I have pretty much free roam, as long as I am not trying to kill anyone and if the guards are with me. It does feel weird with them following me, but I am out of the hospital and I'm happy about it. When we get to the cafeteria, I get in the long line to get my food. When I come out of the line, I look for a place to sit. That's when I see Katniss, Johanna, Finnick, and Annie. I don't really want to sit by myself. I figure that if I just sit far as possible from Katniss, I will be ok. I don't have that feeling anymore to kill her. I slowly start to walk towards the table. I stare at her soft gray eyes and then she looks up and she is the first to see me and she chokes on her food. She just stares at me blankly in disbelief that I am here right now. The others see Katniss stare and look in my direction. They are almost just as stunned to see me as Katniss is.
"Hi" I say very shyly. Finnick is the first to reply.
"Hey Peeta! Good to see you out- in about!" I knew what he was going to say before he hesitated. Nice save Finnick.
"All the tables are full… is it ok if I sit with you guys?"
"Sure Peeta." Annie says brightly.
"Thanks." I sit down with my breakfast tray and the guards are at the door way, watching me from a distance. Katniss is still staring at me, but when I look at her, I only get a quick glimpse of her eyes because she turns away instantly.
"I'm sorry to leave so early, but I have to get to training." She says apologetic.
"Me too" Johanna adds. Annie looks at Finnick but he just smiles down at her.
"Don't you have to go to training as well?" She asks.
"Yes, but I'd rather stay here with you." He says with a smile. Annie giggles and Finnick plants a kiss on her lips. We all watch as they enjoy their moment together. Johanna lets out a moan of annoyance and Finnick and Annie pull apart.
"Go!" Annie says and hits Finnick lightly on his shoulder. Katniss, Johanna, and Finnick all get up to throw their trash away.
"Nice seeing you again Peeta." Johanna says. They all walk to the trash can, but Katniss stays behind.
"Bye Peeta" She says shyly and walks to join the others to go to training. So she can talk, I think to myself.
Why didn't' she try to kill me? Maybe she's not that much of a threat as I thought she was. Only Annie and I are left and she has to go too. She doesn't say why. I think she just feels uncomfortable with only me. After I finish my breakfast, the guards show me down to the training room, where I will get back into shape. Also I will see Katniss. I wonder if she even knows that I will be training with her. She looked pretty shocked at breakfast. When we get to the training room, I go to the list that tells everyone what warm up they will be doing. I am push-ups… fun! I slide my finger down the page as look for the name Katniss Everdeen. There! She is running. Johanna and Finnick are also running. I want to stay clear of her because if I see her, I might try to kill her, I don't think I want to do that. At lease I think…
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