Half Alive.

Sebastian put his pot of jelly down and licked his spoon, lime jello it reminded him of sick days as a child. He shifted to put his empty tub on the table and felt a sharp pain in his side followed by a dull ache. That beautiful bastard had broke his ribs. Still, he had got to see Blaine lose his temper and he had been the sexiest thing on earth. God he'd almost been hard when he had been fighting against those warbler pricks. It might hurt now but he had great wank material for the next few years and he was going to make him pay, he was going to get him put away just as soon as his dad got back.

There was one problem though. Kurt had told Blaine, oh he was going to ay for that one, however sexy the consequences. He had no idea how he'd get Blaine now. He was going to tap that arse again, he was going to screw him till he would never sit down again.

A small part of Sebastian was worried. Kurt had told somebody, the boy who had not even fought and tried to kill himself over a bit of sex had somehow got the guts to tell somebody that he was a dirty little slut. What would happen if he told the police? Should he just drop Blaine's charges and keep his head down. But Kurt was a wimp and he was sure he'd be able to get him to keep his mouth shut. All he had to do was threaten his little Blaine. perhaps that was the way to ensure his silence. Perhaps he should tell Little Girly Kurtie that his Dad was a district attorney and that he would ensure that Blaine got the longest sentence possible unless Kurt never told anybody.

It was a plan. He smiled sweetly as a nurse came in.

"Hey Sebastian, how are you feeling now?"

"Still a little pain."

"Well, I'll go get some more pain killers for you. You're mother has almost done signing you out."

"Thank you Nurse Mandy."

"You're welcome young man. Now you stay away from the nasty boys won't you."

"I don't think he was a nasty boy Mandy, he was just really angry. I can't really understand it but I know there are people out there who don't have families as loving as mine or don't have as many opportunities, I can forgive them for being angry."

"Oh your such a good boy. You will look after yourself won't you? I don't want to see you in here again."

"Oh, I'll look after myself."

"Kurt Phone!"

"I don't want to talk to anybody." Kurt said sniffling into his pillow. It had been another day when he just could not bare to get out of bed. After agreeing to talk to the police with his Father they had made the phone call together and the police had been happy to give him one more day for the memories to settle. They told him that they often allowed time to pass between traumatic incidents and statements.

"It's Blaine, Kurt." Carole shouted.

Kurt looked up, for a moment he was torn he didn't want to talk to Blaine about what had happened, especially now that he knew about Sebastian but he was so worried for Blaine. Usually he didn't sleep because every time he shut his eyes he saw Sebastian, last night he couldn't sleep because he was worried about Blaine. He couldn't imagine his sweet boyfriend in a police station, had they put him in a cell? It must have been awful and it was all because of Kurt.

Carole appeared at his door holding out the phone.

"Talk to him." She said.

Kurt nodded and took it off of her. He held it up to his ear but had no idea what to say.

"Kurt? Kurt are you there?"

Blaine's voice sounded tired but it was still his wonderful warming tones that Kurt loved so much.

"I'm here. Blaine, I'm so sorry, are you alright?"

"You've got nothing to be sorry about Kurt, I.. I wanted him to pay. I know I shouldn't have.. but I don't regret it,not one bit I just wished I broke more than his ribs before they pulled me off of him."

Kurt had never heard his boyfriend sound so angry. He hated that Blaine had to go through this. He hated that they couldn't be together and that this is what had become of them. Blaine angry and in trouble and him not knowing what to say to his own boyfriend, well Ex boyfriend but Kurt just had to much going on to be able to take that in properly yet.

"Is he going to press charges?"

"I don't know yet. Apparently he's waiting for legal advice, his father whose did you know a district attorney is away. They'll probably press charges when he gets back. The police released me to my parent and told me to stay in the state. This is so fucked up Kurt, that after what he did to you he doesn't get any punishment."

Kurt took a deep breath.

"I can't... I can't promise..."

"Kurt? What is it?"

"Tomorrow, I'm going to the police station."

"Are you going to give a statement?"

"I'm going to try."

"You're so brave Kurt."

"I'm not, I'm terrified Blaine." Kurt changed the topic before he could start crying. "But it might change things for you. I don't want you to have to go to prison because of this." Tears just started running down his cheeks, he couldn't stand the idea of Blaine in a cell.

"Do you want me to come with you Kurt?"

"No, you shouldn't have to hear this."

"And you shouldn't have to do it alone, Kurt I'm here for you whatever you need. I love you."

Kurt laid back down on his bed. Blaine who had always been there for him and always comforted him, he actually wanted him there. He felt he wouldn't be able to talk in front of his Dad or Blaine but perhaps if he just closed his eyes and told him everything then tomorrow it would be easier. Kurt gasped at the thought, he wanted to tell Blaine. He wanted to tall him because he wanted Blaine to accept him despite it all. He wanted Blaine to love him. He knew he wasn't good enough for him anymore but he really wanted Blaine to love him.

"Kurt? Are you okay?"

"He said your name."

"What?"

"Sebastian, he kept saying your name. I was really scared that he would go after you but I just couldn't tell you. It just.. It hurt, and I was terrified, it was the worst thing I have ever felt. I just couldn't;t believe what was happening to me. I was sick, I just.. ." Kurt took a deep breath, he didn't know how to express himself, he didn't;t know how to tell Blaine what he was feeling what it was like, how he still had nightmares and could still smell Sebastian on his skin.

"Why are you telling me this Kurt? I mean, you can tell me anything but why now?"

"I just.. I .. I want to test myself. Make sure I can do it tomorrow."

"You can Kurt and Sebastian is not going to hurt either of us ever again."

"Come with me, tomorrow?"

"I will Kurt. Whatever you say in that room. I still love you."

"Thank you Blaine. You're.. you're one of the best people in the world Blaine."

"Kurt.. now that I know.."

Kurt rubbed the tears from his face,he knew what Blaine was trying to say, he knew that he had to tell him that he had to find somebody else because Kurt was too broken to be his boyfriend. He knew it was for the best but he just didn't have the strength to do it.

"You were trying to keep it all from me.. but.. now.. Kurt, do you still love me?"

The worry and pain in Blaine's voice almost broke Kurt's heart.

"Yes, Blaine, I'll always love you."