Chapter 3 – Sad Amusement

Pairing: Callie/George/Arizona

Summary: A/U –Callie is married to George and is unhappy. But she doesn't get why until a perky blonde moves into the house next door.

Disclaimer: None of the characters are mine. No infringement intended

A/N: This is not following the Grey's Anatomy storyline AT all. None of them are doctors. But as you can see in the previous chapter I will use a lot of the other Grey's Anatomy characters. Not just Callie, Arizona and George.

A week later…

Arizona's Pov:

It's now been a week since the poker-game. A week since I kissed Callie. And during this week it has been on my mind all the time. The memory of her lips against mine. The memory of her taste. The memory of her perfume. Of her. I don't know what this is and why I am feeling like this? I believe in monogamy. I don't cheat. I'm not that kind of person. I love Brad. But I can't help it. I HAVE to be around her. I've been avoiding her since last week. I've only seen her twice through the window. And tonight it's a new poker game at Christina's place. But I'm not gonna go. It's too hard. I can't be around her. I have to get over this. It's just a crush. I'll get over it. There is only one person for me. And that person is Brad.

I started doing the dishes. I needed a distraction. I need to stop thinking about her. About her curves. About how her black blouse was fitting her body perfectly. NO! Dishes weren't working. I put on the radio; "Little Pieces" was playing. I turned the volume up to max and started do dance around. Yes. This is working. I'm dancing it out!

I was so distracted that I didn't hear the knock on the door. I twisted around and there she was. She was standing in my living room just a few foots away from me. I blushed. Oh my God! How embarrassing! And oh my God she looks so sexy in that red blouse and black jeans. "Hey. I'm sorry I let myself in. No one was answering the door and then I heard music so I assumed you didn't hear my knock" she said. She gave me an amused look. "Oh, sorry. That's OK. Did you want anything in particular?" I asked and leaned against the counter. "Yeah. I was wondering if I could borrow some eggs? I forget to buy them earlier and I promised Sophie I'd make pancakes…" she shook her head to show how annoyed she got with herself for forgetting it. "Yeah, sure." I said and went to the fridge. The silence was awkward. I gave her the eggs and looked her in the eyes. Those hypnotic eyes… "I want to apologize for what happened last week. I don't know what got into me…" I said. She smiled and I once again started to blush. "Don't worry about it. I was…It was…" she whispered. She just looked at me. It was only a few inches between us. She dropped the eggs and pulled me closer. She grabbed my cheeks and started to kiss me. It was so intense. I felt her tongue. Her soft fingers in my face. I put my hands on her waist. I kissed her back. We both moaned while getting air. I felt her breath in my face. I felt how my heart was almost beating out of my chest. I was so aroused I was shaking. I let one of my hands seeks its way up her side. I felt her soft breast. A dog barking outside got us back to reality.

She stopped and put her nose against mine and looked me in the eyes. "I'm…" she whispered. I put my finger over her lips. I didn't wanna ruin this moment. But she pulled away but her eyes were still glued to mine. "It's OK. I understand." I whispered and grabbed her hand. "You are confused. So am I. It's a confusing situation. And I don't wanna ruin anything. Not for you and not for me. I don't know…" she put her finger over my lips to make me stop talking. What is going on? "I don't know either. I just know that I can't get you out of my mind. I can't keep my eyes from you. That I want to be near you. But I don't know why. I'm not gay" she whispered. "Neither am I. But I still have the same feelings as you. I can't get you out of my mind. I can't sleep. I don't know what this is…" I said with a sigh. "Do you want to forget about? Try to get over it?" she said with a confused look on her face. Of course not! I don't wanna forget about it. I wanna know what this is. I wanna kiss you. Feel you. Be with you. But it would be SO wrong. "I think we have to forget about it. We are both married. We both have families and I don't want to ruin anything." I said and saw how she for a second looked disappointed but nodded "Yeah, I guess you are right" she said and walked away. I heard how the front door opened and closed.

It felt like I was a balloon and someone popped it. I sank to the floor and just broke down. I cried. It felt weird to get so upset about something like this. But I couldn't help it. Of course I don't want to forget about it. Even if I'm married. Even if she's married. I know that I love Brad. But I don't know if I'm in love with him anymore… these same thought was running around in me head until I heard Brad's car on the drive way. I rose quickly from the floor and hurried to the bathroom to fix the makeup since I've been crying for the last couple of minutes. I heard the front door open. "Honey, I'm home! And guess what we are gonna do this weekend!" he shouted. I went back to the living room and kissed him. "What happens this weekend?" I asked. "We are going camping with the O'Malley's!" he smiled and went to the kitchen. Oh no! Oh NO! I can't be around Callie for an entire weekend in the woods! "Honey why is there broken eggs on the living room carpet?" he asked from the kitchen. Oh crap! I forgot about those! "Um, I just got back from the grocery store and I dropped them on the way to the kitchen and forgot about them until now…"