Note: This is a few weeks after the last chapter. Also, in the dream sequence anything in asterisk () is a thought from Vivian

I lay awake, Shocked that neither brother has figured out that we've met once before. Once where the three of us almost got each other killed, but none the less we've met before. I turn looking at Dean whose now fast asleep, I bite my tongue still pissed at myself for letting it happen again after the first time. But what ever I curl myself up to him in hopes Sam doesn't walk in to find us like this. Dean shifts in his sleep pulling me closer, his warmth does make me relax a little, but at the same time tense back up when I remember what we have just done.

I myself have just remembered I've met these two boys before. As I drift off to sleep it brings me back to that day.

I file in along with the Cult members whom I've staked my self out amongst. Looking around I see two other new members. Silently with the others I walk forward to the pews of the once abandoned church. A howl erupts as everyone is seated. The meeting has begun. In front a tall broad shouldered man stands his voice bellows through the sanctum.

"My Brothers and Sisters, we have been discovered, and followed! There are some here who wish to betray us in all our good will!"

Shit, they know I'm here…

"Look around at those beside you, You will know who they are!"

They? But I'm alone…

I hear a gasp coming from across the room as well as beside me. As I jump so do two other cloaked figures.

"WHAT THE HELL?" I say in Unison with two male voices.

Quickly I pull my katana from it's sheath as someone comes behind me.

"Oh lovey, you were going to be inducted tonight" an older woman says dearly before hissing at me and her second set of teeth appear.

Shit Vampires

Silly me, I knew they were vampires, but seeing the second set of teeth throws you off if it's for the first time.

"Shit Sammy I thought the last of these suckers were extinct." I hear one of the male voices shout.

I hear a screeching from behind me. I turn…

Before anything happens I shoot upright in bed, holding the blankets to cover my body with is drenched in a cold sweat. Dreams are always different than the memories.

Dean too sits up putting his hand on my back

"Viv… What's wrong?"

I shake my head.

"You're soaked, was it a nightmare?"

I nod.

"Want to talk about it?" he asks, his voice is gentle.

Lately when it's been just me and him his voice changes, something of a sense of caring replacing his cold sarcasm. He's rubbing my back and I just pull away.

"Alright Viv, I'll leave you alone if that's what you really want?"

I lay down curling into a ball "Don't leave me like you did in St. Louis."

"St. Louis? We haven't been there since we joined together."

"I'm talking about last year Dean… The vampires…"

His eyes go wide. "T-that girl was you??"

I just nod "And you left me. I could have been a civilian, but that doesn't matter."

"I… We… We thought you were one of them."

"Oh yeah, with a Katana killing them, until I was pinned." I say coldly.

Dean has nothing to say that, but just puts his arms around me hugging me.

"Stop it Dean."

I say it.. But I don't pull away. I've been alone too long.

I hear a knocking on the door and Sammy's voice.

"Is everything okay in there Vivian?" he pauses "Oh.. and have you seen Dean? He's not in our room."

"Yeah… I'm okay…. And um… no… I haven't seen Dean…I think he said something about going to the bar down the street, why don't you check there?"

I just don't want Sammy to catch us not like this.

"Alright, I'll go drag him home."

I hear the hotel room door close as he leaves. I let out a sigh of relief.

Dean looks at me "We need to talk about this a little more."

He gets out of bed getting dressed and taking a sip from a flask he pulls from with in his jacket.

I roll my eyes.

"What? If he's gonna believe I was at the bar there's gotta be a bit of a smell on mah breath."

I let out a small laugh as he leaves not before telling me to get dressed. Even in the moodiest of times he comes out with some smart ass remark. I guess that's Dean for you.

Sighing I pull on a tank top and a pair of sporty shorts going out and grabbing his flask taking a quick slug.

"Hey now, aren't you underage?"

I roll my eyes "Since when do you care about my habits Winchester?"

Sam comes back seeing both me and Dean a flash of anger crosses his face.

"I thought you were at the bar?"

Dean shrugs "I was, but I just got back, we musta just missed eachother."

I laugh lightly, still though Dean's reaction to finding out it was me in St. Louis bugs me in the back of my mind….

Shit, I feel like I'm going to be sick…