Chapter 9
This is my final entry for this story. I wrote this to give myself hope that, at some point, the SVU producers will address all of the roadblocks that lay between Elliot and Olivia. Thank you for all your love and support. I'm excited to explore some new adventures for our favorite crime-fighting duo.
Stepping into his bedroom, Elliot cradled Olivia's head in his hand. Their kiss was passionate, but gentle. Their bodies released the intensity of the day, which allowed for them to sink into each other. Olivia placed her hands on Elliot's waist, while Elliot left a trail of soft kisses down her neck. All he wanted to do was show Olivia love, respect, and his complete admiration. She deserved everything that was beautiful and kind in the world.
Elliot guided them to the edge of his bed, and gently lowered Olivia…cradling her head until she was on her back. She reached out and pulled Elliot on top of her, and their lips came together again. Elliot caressed Olivia's hair and he kissed her while their eyes were locked together. He swiped his tongue along her lower lip, begging entry, which Olivia happily granted. While connected deeply in a kiss, they began exploring each other's bodies with their hands. Even though they had shared an erotic, frenzied encounter the night before, this felt different. They were now connecting their souls…letting go of 10 years of hurt and regret.
Olivia kept Elliot's head cradled in her hands, as he raised himself up and rested on his right arm. His left hand slid under the hem of Olivia's t-shirt, and he gently began massaging her soft skin while his right hand stroked her brown hair. "You are so beautiful Olivia. I mean, physically, you are a goddess." Olivia giggled and rolled her eyes. "But even more beautiful is your heart and soul. Your compassion and empathy. I don't even know how you are human. God…I love you so much." Elliot leaned in, crashing their lips together while his hand traveled up to her breast, being ever so grateful she never put a bra on today. Olivia wrapped her arms around Elliot's neck…pulling him in as close as she could. "El…you are too much. Way too kind to me." Olivia caressed her hand along Elliot's jawline. "I love you, El. And I'm so happy you are here." Tears welled up in her eyes, and Elliot leaned in to kiss her tears away.
Elliot and Olivia slowly removed their clothing, assisting each other along the way. As he laid alongside her, Elliot slid his hand down Olivia's body…starting at her neck, traveling to her plump breasts, continuing down her stomach, coming to rest on her sensitive mound. Olivia gasped at his touch. Their eyes locked as Elliot slid his fingers across her soft folds, feeling the moisture already emitting from her core. Elliot slowly leaned in, gently nibbling at Olivia's bottom lip. He parted her thighs, and plunged his thick index finger into her warm, wet pussy while his tongue parted her lips for entry. Deep in a passionate kiss, Elliot added his middle finger, and twisting both fingers to her soft front wall, pressing against her g-spot. To add to her pleasure, Elliot's thumb began rubbing Olivia's clit…these sensations emitted an intense, drawn out moan from Olivia. While he continued exploring her most sensitive region, Elliot lowered his head to begin nibbling and sucking on Olivia's distended nipples…the rush of warm fluid against his hand, coupled with intense breathing coming from Olivia…brought a cocky smirk to Elliot's face. Olivia exhaled and placed her hand onto the back of Elliot's head. "Dear God Stabler…what are you doing to me?" Elliot lifted his head and pressed his lips to hers. "Giving you the pleasure and attention you deserve." Olivia pulled him in for another deep, throaty kiss. "El…I want you inside of me…now. I want to feel all of you." She helped pull him on top of her, and Olivia then wrapped her legs around Elliot's waist, pulling his rigid cock to her opening. Elliot reached down and guided himself into Olivia's core, gently pushing in to give her a moment to adjust to his size. "Oh Elliot. You feel amazing." Elliot continued with gentle thrusts until he felt she was ready. Olivia dug her nails into his back, and pulled him in closer with her legs…indicating to Elliot she was ready to take him all the way. Elliot supported himself over her as he pulled his hips back and thrust swiftly into her. Olivia gasped, grabbing ahold of Elliot's biceps. "Yes Elliot! Harder." Elliot began thrusting his hips faster, pushing in all the way to her back wall. "Oh my God Liv…oh my God!" Olivia arched her chest up, and pushed her hips up allowing for deeper access, and better friction against her sensitive clit. "Oh God El…I'm going to come!" Elliot locked eyes with her wide chocolate orbs desperate to convey his every emotion to her. "Come for me baby. I wanna see you!" Olivia tossed her back into the pillow, while digging her heels into Elliot's ass…pushing him deeper inside.
Elliot took in every intense expression that came across Olivia's face…wanting to remember every single moment of what was happening. He felt the flutter working its way to his cock as his balls tightened. "Liv…I'm gonna come. Inside?" Olivia grabbed Elliot by his cheeks and pulled his face to her's. "Yes…inside me…Please." The desperate, begging tone of Olivia's voice pushed Elliot over the edge, as he did one final push…emptying himself inside his goddess. He collapsed down on top of Olivia, resting his face in the crook of her neck, while his semi-hard cock stayed nestled deep inside of her.
That night, two friends…now lovers…explored each other's bodies while opening their hearts and souls to each other. Both feeling vulnerable, but safe with each other, they fell asleep wrapped in each other's arms.
In the early morning hours, Olivia's eyes slowly open. She smiled looking at Elliot sleeping so peacefully in front of her. As he moved slightly in his sleep, his hand gently caressed her hip, causing a flutter from her stomach up through her heart. Elliot was hers…finally. As much as he could drive her crazy sometimes, she still melted when he flashed that magical smile at her. All of his protectiveness, possessiveness, and passion will now be for her and Noah. She began to tear up thinking about all things to come. Being with Elliot's children again, and especially having Noah brought into that fold. Is this all real? Olivia was brought out of her daydream by a gentle kiss on her lips. "Morning. Whatcha thinking about?" Olivia snuggled up to Elliot as we wrapped his arms firmly around her. "Nothing…everything. What all this means." Elliot kissed the top of her head. "Us. Our kids. Our families. The squad?" Elliot and Olivia let out hearty laughs. "Oh God. Fin and Munch will have a field day with this. I got the distinct feeling over the years they had some sort of bet on us getting together."
Olivia lifted herself up on her left arm, and placed her right hand on Elliot's cheek. "El…when I mentioned you had PTSD…can see now that I sort of know what I'm talking about." Elliot nodded in agreement. "I'm so sorry for how I responded. I was selfish. I was drowning in my sadness, and I didn't want to face anything."
Over the course of the lazy morning in bed, Olivia finished telling her story. The story of how the Brooklyn DA and IAB came after her in the aftermath of Lewis shooting himself. Elliot was mortified and furious of how they came after her, but ultimately, he was grateful for those who stood up for her in his absence. Humbled to hear what her friends and colleagues did to help her. And in the end, he was so proud of Olivia for surviving, and coming out the other side a strong, confident woman. A survivor.
Elliot gazed into Olivia's loving eyes that were now laser focused on him. "I know that you feel all of that completely changed you. And while It may have changed how you trust people, or let them into your life, it hasn't changed what I love about you. What I've always loved about you. Your heart and soul are still 100% Benson. Your capacity to care for others, and your level of empathy for victims, your friends, and loved ones, leaves me in complete awe of you. That is who I'm in love with. That is who stole my heart so many years ago. You deserve all that is good Liv. And I just pray that I'm good enough."
Olivia leaned in to give him a soft kiss. "Remember you mini police shield you sent me after you left?" Elliot nodded while recalling the memory. "When I got it, it made me angry and sad at the same time. Confused. I held on to it for a while, and then I realized it meant you were thinking of me. That you would always be with me." Olivia smiled and looked away, only to bring her gaze back to Elliot. "You were with me through all this, but I'm in a weird way. I had put the shield on the butt of my gun, and carried you with me everywhere. Badge 6313 stayed close to badge 4015. It was the small part I had of you. But sadly, since it was on my gun, it was part of what beat me when Lewis used my gun to torture me." Elliot started to tear up as he gripped Olivia's hip even tighter. "But, you were with me through it all. And in the end I had to give it up…give you up…when my gun went into evidence storage. That is why it's such a miracle for me that you are here…actually here. With me."
Elliot was overcome with emotion hearing how she valued his simple gesture. Still amazed that she cared so much for him when he had hurt her so badly. As he held her in his arms, staring into her beautiful, caring eyes, a guilty feeling came over him about something that had been nagging at him for a while. "Liv…you asked me why I gave you the letter. I didn't know how to answer you because I didn't know where we stood. I was so confused." Olivia gave him a slightly irritated look. "I wanted to give you the letter as out for you from everything regarding us. I had no idea how you were feeling, and if you didn't want to let me back into your life, you could do so without feeling any sort of regret. It was wrong of me to let Kathy's words speak for me. I didn't believe any of that, but I didn't want you to feel beholden to me in any way. None of us could foresee what was going to happen." Olivia now was tearing up, and Elliot pulled her closer to him, placing a gentle kiss on her forehead. "But I did mean what I said about the parallel universe. It will always be you and I. And here we are. Not in a parallel universe…but here, in reality." Elliot leaned in, and they shared a gentle but passionate kiss which helped let go of any lingering resentment, questions, regret, and guilt. They stayed in bed enjoying each other all morning and afternoon until they finally had to pull themselves together for Noah's return. Excitedly anxious for their future.