an: sorry this took so long i literally decided last night what was gonna happen in the next chapter. I have the next chapter up too.

"It's not over. your aware of this right Nezumi?" he slid his zanpakto in place.

"Yeah." I smiled and slid the knife down my boot. "Not over till the fat lady... I mean Aizen is dead"

"That is correct Nezumi." he touched my cheek lightly.

"For someone without a heart you sure are touchy am i the cause of this?" I asked teasingly.

He made no response just brushed his lips across my forehead.

I'm going out to train. I'll see you later." I said grabbing my swords and another spool of thread.

"Be careful and be back here for food, unlike me you actually need it."

"I know."

I went out into the cold morning air then did shunpo till I reached a clearing in the mountains.

I spent a long time only working on my swordsmanship. They had told me not to release any reiatsu but I knew I needed to work on hiding it.

Briefly I released a liitle bit and focused on snuffing it. It was fairly easy if i imagined it like a fire.

I was so engrossed in it that I never noticed the closed eyes watching me in a way only one man could until he spoke.

"Mah mah mah ya have gotten stronger neko."

A shudder ran through my body. I knew it wasnt over but I wasnt expecting them back so soon. I spun around to face him.

"G-gin-sama! Wh-what are you doing here!" I cursed myself for stuttering.

Now lil neko ya arent gonna fight me right? You know without Aizen you cant hope to match me your full potential cant even be reached without some help. Come with me quiet and I mean no reiatsu."

Mentally I calculated the time I would have to get the hell out of there when I released it. I didnt have any limiters on me...

I released it full force and took off running for the woods a territory he didnt know nearly as well as I did. But i barely got past the first tree when I was scooped off of my feet.

'This is what I get for being so damn short isnt it?' I thought as he tossed me in the air.

"Shoot 'er dead, Shinzo."

I really hated that name. I adjusted slightly as the sword pierced my chest the sword missed my heart but I still went completely limp as he caught me. My reiatsu nearly snuffed out.

"There neko now lets see what we can do to fix ya up all nice and pretty."

Just then Toshiro and Ulquiorra showed up.

Toshiro took one look at me and rage filled his small face. "Frost set upon the heavens! Hyourinmaru!"

"Enclose Murushierago."

Both of them had their zanpakto in released forms.

Gin set me so I was leaning against a tree still sitting.

"Nezumi! Run!" I heard Toshiro scream.

"She cant hear you. Shes dead Toshiro and I killed her."

"Shiro... Ulqui... run..." I wheezed out realizing he pierced a hole in my lung.

Gin glanced back at me and smiled. "I'll deal with you later Nezumi."

I fought hard to stay awake to see if Toshiro was safe but eventually the darkness was too thick and I fell in.

I cant really remember anything, just someone telling me my name is Nezumi. I dont really feel anything either just searing pain and helplessness thats it nothing else.

"Time for sleeping is over Nezumi. Wake up." Gin said. I sat up rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

"time to get dressed." he dressed me in black knee socks, tiny white shorts and a tube top that was laced up the front lastly little white flats. Then he led me to a mirror. in the mirror I saw green eyes and white hair. My eyes wandered to the swirls on my stomach and lastly to the hole placed just over my heart.

"Now tell me Nezumi who do you belongs to?" Gin asked.

"You Gin-sama, my body, mind and, soul are for you to do as you please with."

"That is exactly right neko."