aniima: im so sorry for not posting after such a long time i was reallly caught up in stuff like moving and such so thanks for those of you who are still reading this. onward to the story!

I flew through the halls never once releasing reiatsu and finally made it to the throne room. it was empty besides the cages still holding their captives.

"Shatter." I said. something was wrong though, I felt fuzzy and had a hard time remembering. 'Trust gin.'

the cages broke and they looked around. The youngest I would guess spotted me and ran forward. I held out my sword pointing it at his chest.

"Don't. Touch me. Im only doing this because Gin-sama told me to now get moving." I spun on my heel and took off again just barely letting them keep up.

"Open. Kurakara." I slashed up the air with my sword opening a door way and went in. They followed.

I kept going letting instinct guide me till I finally entered a small clinic.

"Nezumi?" A boy with orange hair appeared in the hallway and ran up to me. before I could stop him he pulled me into a tight hug.

"Nezumi you're okay…"

"…"

"Ichigo that isn't really the best idea right now I don't think she remembers you…" said the white haired boy.

"They erased a good amount of her memories and as a result she doesn't remember who we are." the man with the black hair said.

"But ya gotta remember us Nezumi we're you're family and Toshiro's you're husband."

"You speak of nothing boy now release me." I said sternly and he let go of me allowing me to look him in the eyes. A memory flooded into my mind.

"Nezumi you cant tell anyone I'm gay okay?" Ichigo said softly. We sat by the river watching the cars go by.

"Aw relax. I'm not so mean as to do that." I said leaning back and suddenly losing my balance. I fell into the river my white shirt now soaked through.

Ichigo grabbed my wrist.

"I told you. don't try to balance by the river its not safe." he took of his jacket and handed it to me.

"Fine. Lets go home."

I took a cautious step back reaching my hand up to my head.

"Nezumi are you okay?" The white haired male said as he stepped toward me and grabbed my arm.

"Don't touch me!" I glared at him but avoided eye contact."You guys are in my personal space I don't know how to handle this! Please leave me alone!"

"You imbeciles don't have to think to notice she very stressed by your being near her now back off." The black haired boy glared at the other two and grudgingly they backed off.

"Are you hungry?" Ichigo asked as he left for another room.

"Well… Yes I am but can I trust you? Does Gin-sama trust you?" I said cautiously.

"Why else would you be here if either he didn't trust me or you didn't trust but considering I hardly know Gin I would guess that you are the one who trusted me all on your own" he disappeared into the kitchen and a few minuets later I could smell him cooking something. I moved over to the nearest couch and curled up in a ball.

I want to live in a world of peace

with out conflict,

like the one ive seen in my dreams.

I don't have a husband I really don't the only person I could love is Aizen-sama… Right?' I thought to myself as I curled up tighter. I wanted to hide so bad I hated being like this.

I got up and walked to the kitchen. "Ichigo?"

"Whats up?"

"My name is Nezumi right? Nezumi Ichimaru?"

"No. Its Nezumi Hitsugaya." he said looking down at the stove.

"Wheres Karin and Yuzu?" I asked quietly and he stiffened.

"Karin is working on her college degree and Yuzu is dead she died in a car accident last year." he glared down at the stove.

"And Isshin-san?"

"Passed away from lung cancer."

"Im sorry I didn't mean to bother you."

"you aren't its not your fault."

"How old are we?" I could remember we had the same birthday.

"Twenty four."

"I see." I closed my mouth. Somewhere in the back of my head I knew we were safe.

aniima: okay sorry lovlies but the next chapter is the last chapter. Im thankful for those of you who have bothered to stay tuned for this long. I doubt i will have this many issues with a fanfic in the future. I love ya. oh if you are a bleach fan check out my profile alot of them are bleach fics. reveiw.