Okay, I know I said the next chapter will come out only after March, but all this studying is really boring. SO I wanted some refreshment and what's better than writing Fanfiction? So... here's the next chapter:)
TREV'S POV
I enter my room.
Terri's cat Linx is sitting on my bed. Her black fur camouflages with my black bed sheets. It's only her green eyes which helped me realise she was there.
Linx doesn't like me. I spilt icy cold water on her when I was six.
It wasn't my fault actually. She was sitting on my way when I was half asleep. It was a December morning and I had just woken up and dad had asked me to keep the bowl of water on the dining table.
I wonder why she is in my room.
Normally, I would have kicked her off the bed and shouted "Get your filthy ass off my bed!" But today, I didn't. I was afraid I may never get to see her again. (Even if I don't usually want to see her).
I sit next to her thinking she will run away but instead, she climbs into my lap.
I smile at her. She understands me.
"What do I chose tomorrow?" I ask her. All she does is cuddle up in my lap.
I sigh. Cats will be cats.
I put Linx back on the bed and change into my pyjamas.
While changing, I spot Linx staring at me. I know she is just a cat, but still. I feel weird. I quickly put on my pants. Then I turn around and put my hands on my hips.
Linx meows.
I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself. I have tattoos running down my left arm. You can hardly spot any skin.
I turn around and look back. I have tattoos on my back too. Tory made them for me. They are the same as dad. I found his tattoos very interesting and decided to have them on myself too.
Today, I understand the true meaning of those tattoos. And I know why dad got them.
Me and dad don't belong to one faction, we can't.
I want to belong to all of them. I don't want to choose a faction tomorrow. I wish we didn't have factions. But then, that happened once and the results were not very good.
Evelyn, my grandma was the leader and there was a rebellion and then the war and then the Allegiants re-established the factions.
I turn my head. Linx has fallen asleep on my bed.
I put on my shirt and lie down on my bed.
Which faction do I chose tomorrow?
Where do I belong?
I keep thinking about the Choosing ceremony and in the end, I am confused between Abnegation and Dauntless.
I know I can belong in both of the factions. These are the factions of origin and the chosen factions of my parents.
There is this other thing also.
I don't want to separate from my sister.
What will she chose tomorrow?
She takes quite a lot of interest in studies. She always visits the Abnegation sectors on Visiting Day to meet our cousin Michael (Uncle Caleb's son). She fights on behalf of some of her friends in school. Well, Dauntless usually do that. And she is really brave. One may mistake her for not being strong because of her short, slim body. But I swear to God, she is VERY strong. Once, when we were kids, we had a fight over a water gun and Terri punched me on my chin. I had a swollen chin which was purple in colour for about a month!
What if she chooses a different faction?
Should I follow her?
No
I have to make my own choice. I have to go to where I belong.
But where is that?
I try to think about which faction to choose tomorrow but eventually sleep overtakes me and before I know it, I am in a deep sleep without coming up with a conclusion.
The next chapter WILL have the Choosing Ceremony. Whose POV do you guys want it to be in? Tris, Tobias, Terri or Trev? Please let me know through your amazing reviews, cause I am pretty confused.
Waiting for your reviews!
-Jolla
P.S. : All characters except Terri, Trev and Michael belong to the great Veronica Roth. I don't own ANY of them no matter how much I wish I do.
