Gou Matsuoka paced around her room, muttering nonsense to herself. emSure, I've had the swim club boys come over before... But this is different... What do I wear? She had strategically laid out a few of her standard outfits on the bed. Her style usually consisted of long skirts and t-shirts, but the occasion called for something different in her head. But, I don't have anything sexy... Gou sighed to herself. She considered just opening the door in her underwear, but that seemed a little too drastic for her. Suddenly, she remembered something Hana had said boys love... She quickly headed to her brother's room to get her outfit and put it on just as Makoto rang the doorbell.

"G-Gou...!?" Makoto's could help but blush at the redhead's choice of attire. She had on what appeared to be one of Rin's white button down shirts. The shirt was really large on her tiny body, but it barely covered her panties. It was simple, but certainly effective. "L-let's close the door... where's your family? Rin's home for winter break, right?"

"Oh, uh... Mom's out shopping, and she always takes forever, and Rin went to hang out with Sousuke... They'll be gone for a while." Gou tried to mask her nervousness with a fake nonchalance. "Come on, let's go to my room. W-wait, let me clean it up a bit!" She suddenly remembered she had left out all those clothes on the bed. Makoto waited patiently outside, trying not to let his mind wander to what was about to happen.

"O-okay, you can come in..." Makoto lowered his head for the low doorway and cautiously walked in, and looked a bit surprised. The room was very cute and girly, a bit different from the "muscle maniac scary team manager" aura Gou always seemed to have. It had simple, striped walls with childish paintings on the walls. What stood out was the large pink bed, which had a singular yellow pillow with frills, and a beautiful girl sitting on the middle.

"G-go ahead." Gou patted the empty space next to her, and Makoto obediently sat next to her. What was supposed to be a steamy afternoon, however, was not working out very well: the two could barely even look at each other. Their faces were both tinged with red and pink hues as their respective minds pieced together what would most likely be happening soon.

"Makoto!" Gou broke the awkward tension with her commanding voice. Makoto turned to face her, and suddenly his mind was all the way in the gutter. Her legs were completely exposed, and her soft flesh just looked so sexy... emIt's okay with her, right?

He grabbed her from behind and aggressively started making out with her. Gou closed her eyes and eased into the passionate kiss, suddenly liking the dominance Makoto was showing. One hand was gripping the small of her back, while the other was cupping her breast.

"Mm..." Gou broke off for a second to let out a sensual moan, and Makoto took this as his cue to go even further. He unbuttoned the large shirt she was wearing and cast it away, taking in the beauty of her body as he did. He immediately put his hands into her already wet panties, positioning his fingers.
Gou's moans became only more audible, and that just turned the brunette on even more. He removed her panties and bra for a better view, and realized the female in question was looking down at his manhood, which was now fully erect.

"Are you ready?" Makoto breathed the question out, not knowing how he'd react if she said no. She weakly nodded, clearly so absorbed in the act that was occurring to say anything out loud. He quickly removed his clothes and gently pushed her down so he was on top. "Relax." He cautioned her lovingly, and slowly spread her legs open. Before he committed to anything else, he took out a small parcel from the pile of clothes on the floor and slipped on a condom. Gou almost sighed in relief, as she hadn't even thought of contraception beforehand.

He began by rubbing his ample package against her soaking pussy, eliciting a passionate moan from her mouth. Finally, he couldn't hold in his desire anymore, and positioned his penis right in front of her womanhood. Makoto started to put it in, hoping it would slide in easily with all of the liquid present, but he had to put in a fair bit of effort to get it in correctly, grunting throughout the process.

"Oh god!" Gou screamed impossibly loud as he inserted his penis. It was starting to hurt. She knew her first time would hurt, but this was beyond her expectations. He kept going deeper and deeper until it was all the way in, and through the intense pain, she experienced this amazing feeling of being full.

Makoto immediately sensed that was hurting. "I can stop if you want. Or... can I move?" Gou bit back tears and answered affirmatively, wanting to pleasure Makoto despite her pain. She desperately hoped the pain would subside soon, because she wouldn't be able to hide it much longer. Makoto began thrusting slowly, his hands gripping her waist tightly.

"Mnng... Ma... koto..." The combination of pain and pleasure was almost too much for Gou. Every little grunt, the look of intense concentration on his face... It just turned on her on more and more. "Gou, you're tightening up even more... It feels great..." Makoto began thrusting faster, focusing only on the task at hand. His cock was tingling with pleasure as each thrust brought on a new wave of pleasure. His eyes were honed in on the girl's body, but he looked up and... Wow. Gou had the most lewd look on her face, as tears tickled the sides of her eyes.

Gou was unsure of what to do, as Makoto began to passionately kiss her, as if something had sparked in his mind. Her mind focused only on the pleasure then as she held onto his face and kissed back with equal passion, wanting Makoto and Makoto only in that moment. Her back arched as her loud moans began to fill the room.

"Gonna... finish soon..." Makoto ended the kiss and closed his eyes, thrusting harder and faster than ever, with Gou's slippery entrance becoming more and more welcoming. Suddenly, the pleasure came to a climax for Makoto as he paused for a second inside of the girl. Gou felt Makoto's cock pulse inside as he let out his load with a single, loud moan. Makoto began to dispose of the condom while Gou tried to regain her composure, when they finally realized the door was open, when Gou had definitely closed it.

"Well, isn't this awkward." The deep voice that rang out in the hall scared the two of them out of their trance. Gou desperately tried to cover herself, while Makoto looked sheepish, not knowing what to say. The tall boy in the hall chuckled a little, seeming to get a sense of amusement from their obvious fear. "Don't worry, I'm not a sadist. I won't tell Rin." Both Makoto and Gou signed in relief at his revelation.

"Thanks, Sousuke." Makoto smiled at him earnestly. "Where is Rin, anyways?" Makoto seemed to go back to stealth mode as he realized Rin could be standing right behind him.

"He forgot his wallet, and we played Rock-Paper-Scissors to see who'd get it... Thank your lucky stars it was me." Sousuke smirked at the two. They had both cleaned themselves up decently, but there was still a hint of embarrassment in their demeanor. "Anyways... I never thought you'd be violating Gou, Makoto. Of all people, you were the last one I expected... And Gou, I thought you already had someone you loved. But I guess that's none of my business." Sousuke waved them off and walked away. "Try to be a little less loud next time..."

"What the hell, Sousuke!? How long does it take to grab my wallet, you dumbass!? And who are you even talking to?" Rin's voice echoed in the hallway as his footsteps appoached. Sousuke closed the door without a hint of hesitation.

"Sorry, I was gonna say hi to your sister, but she was changing, whoops!" Sousuke began laughing to make his story seem more genuine, and Gou and Makoto silently thanked him for covering for them with such a stupid excuse.

"WHAT THE HELL!? You didn't see her, did you!?" Rin's screams could be heard through the thin walls. Gou suddenly realized how much worse his reaction would have been if it had been her big brother who caught them, and she thanked the muscle Gods for her good fortune.

"Heh, Rin really loves you, doesn't he..." Makoto began to giggle at the boy's obvious concern for his little sister. Gou didn't join in on his laughing, however, and just looked away.

"He... doesn't... not really." Makoto was a little surprised at her concession. Though he knew they had been distant for a time after he first came back from Australia, he had assumed they had worked it out once Rin got over his hangups about swimming. "He's in another world. He's got his swimming, and I'm not… I can't compare to people like Haruka and Sousuke, who are involved with that… And I'm his sister…"

Makoto's eyes widened at her declaration. He felt the exact same way his whole life, and suddenly, the burden of everything he had ever had to put up with silently weighed on him. The boy had tried so hard his whole life to ignore his own feelings and put others before him, but in this one moment, he just couldn't…

"Makoto, you're crying… I'm so sorry, what's wrong!?" Gou looked up at him with concern, and he quickly wiped the tears. He hadn't even realized he had started crying, and felt a bit shameful at crying in front of another person.

"I know how you feel, Gou. Maybe not the same way, because Rin is your family, but… I used to have feelings for Haru, and… I know he doesn't love anything but the water. I even asked him once, if he'd ever date someone… He said he had swimming and that was enough." Makoto struggled to finish every word, as he wasn't used to confiding in someone else, and felt selfish doing it.

Gou grabbed both of his hands sympathetically and looked into his eyes. "I… didn't love Big Brother like family. I loved him more than that, and I know that's wrong, but… he was everything to me. And I guess I got over him, because he'll never feel the same way… but it doesn't change the fact that it really, really hurt. That he chose someone else over me. That I never had a chance with him."

Makoto couldn't help but get emotional at having someone empathize with him so deeply. This time, he let the tears flow freely in front of a girl he knew he could trust. Through the blur of his tears, he could see Gou was crying too, just as hard as him. Suddenly, without knowing who instigated it, they were holding each other. Makoto gently kissed Gou's forehead and wiped away both their tears with a determined look on his face.

"We've both harbored impossible first loves for so long, so today… let's let them go. Stop letting something we can't change get us down." Makoto's words rang out loud and clear in Gou's head, and she couldn't help but nuzzle her head in the security of Makoto's broad chest. She had told people about her feelings before, and had only been ridiculed and abandoned for it… But here was Makoto, taking her feelings seriously and empathizing…

"You're right. Me, for Big Brother… and you, for Haru… Let's bury those feelings. We'll find people who love us back one day. So let's wait for that day." Gou let herself away from Makoto, and decided to hold his words close to her heart. "We're worth so much more than that."

Gou led Makoto to the entrance of her house, smiling to herself all along the way. "Thanks, Makoto." Makoto couldn't help but smile earnestly at the redhead after the heated discussion. "Not just for the sex, either… Thanks for the closure." Gou smiled back at him. It was strange, though… Makoto had seen Gou smile many times before, but never as radiantly as this one. Though he was leaving, Makoto lingered a few seconds, just to smile back at her.

Gou closed the screen door behind her, and headed back to her room. For the first time in a long time, she fell asleep without agonizing thoughts of her brother. Her bed smelled of Makoto, and all she could think of was his perfect smile, and how it seemed just a little bit less faked than usual that day.