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~MT
Tobias Eaton December 16th
Let's go through my past few days...
#1 Nita
"Trust me I'm her! I can describe you to a tee! Your short black hair and black eyes and a gorgeous body too! Wearing a devilishly handsome tux that night you were. But who could forgot my dress. That sleek black dress and my gold mask. See don't you remember me now!" Sitting on a chair Zeke and I watch her twirl her hair. Standing before trying to profess her love to me. Zeke holds her sheet she filled out about her appearance and other things. We matched them to things we remember from her.
"Nita thanks for trying but your not blonde." Huffing she storms out and Zeke calls the next.
#4 Angie
"I took dance lessons when I was six!" Yes but she not six feet; so nope your not it.
#9 Kelsie
"I've been through a lot of surgeries lately and gone through changes. But can't you feel that pull between us." No I can't.
#11 Amy
"We would have beautiful babies!"
#15 Daphine
She's really pretty and nice but just not her. And she called her friends ducklings? Huh?
#17 Reese
She wasn't there to date me...actually just to look for her friend MT. Saying by the end of this she was going to kill her. Whatever!
#20 Katie
"I love you and can't imagine being separated from you! Marry me Four!"
#24 Sabrina
"I'm blonde and small. Can't you see the resemblance! Let me try that mask on!" Grabbing it off the table she places it on her face.
"See it fits!" Not to be rude but her nose is too big for the mask.
#30 Al
"You don't know! Pft I'm hot I could be a girl. But nah it's not me. I just wanted to be in this."
#37 Niki
"Break free cause I can't resist you no more!" I think my ears are bleeding.
#41 Ana
"Why her I don't get it! Why does she get you! UGHHHGHHGGHG!"
#47 DeDe
"Are you sure it's not me? Cause I think we would have a great time together."
#49 Chelsea
"Here watch me dance I can do the tango!"
Now I wait for #50. Actually I think I'm done. I've had enough of this.
Girl after girl has come. Zeke even limited it to only Dauntless girls who went to the party. Otherwise we would have my whole fan base come and try to be her.
It just gets frustrating! Why should someone like you! Or think they do like you! When they have never actually met you or talked to you. I get that you can have an attraction to someone, but it constantly feels like I have millions of stalkers. Not viewers but stalkers.
Here we are trying to find one girl and all I get are these sluts! Yes god damn it I said sluts! Because all that they have done is try to prove that they're my loved one. Which they aren't and will never be. No one can replace or be her.
It just makes my job harder seeing all the girls when I just want one. It as if she disappeared off the face of the earth! No where to be seen or heard from! Why would she hide! Is Six or Beauty of Dauntless ashamed or scared of me! Am I really that bad?
"I'm sorry dude but I think it's over. I think we are done." Zeke interrupts me.
Good Cause I swear to god. The next girl who walks through that door and tells me she is Beauty of Dauntless I will snap her in half.
Tris Prior December 16th
Running from the studio I forget and leave my car behind. Pulling my hood up on my red peacoat to hold back snow. It stampedes against me as I run to find him. Each flurry hits me and blocks my way. Trying to hold me back for some reason, but I persist through.
That's when I see him. Walking out of the building. My normal blonde hair whips in my face so I tuck it in the hood. Away from everything.
"Four!" I shout through the blizzard like storm.
"Four!"
"Four!"
"Four!" His head turns to me and I am about two feet away.
"Tris what are you doing here?" Four snaps grumpily. It still doesn't detest the feeling inside of me right now.
"Four it's me."
"What's you?" He snaps.
"I'm Beauty of Dauntless. Four I'm her." I can see his face burst into anger and disappointment. He looks deadly serious.
"Wow. Never did I expect that to come out of your mouth!" He screams at me.
"You know Tris! I actually thought you were different. But I guess your just like those other sluts from today!"
"Leave me the hell alone! I don't want to see you again." He turns and walks away.
In an instant it seems as though life has stopped.
The wind ceased as did the snow.
No sound emits from the earth.
It almost seems as though the earth stopped rotating.
My vision blurs and my knees shake.
It take all my will to gather what has happened.
Never in my life have I been this broken.
My worst nightmare has come true.
