A/N - Hi, Everyone! Thank you again to everyone that has posted a review, they mean so much! This actually took longer than i thought but hey, there you go! At least I got it up in 4 days eh? ha! I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing this chapter, though it was particually hard writing this chapter in the mind set of a man, with me being a girl that is lmao! Anyways MAJOR LEMONS! RATED M!
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Chapter Eight
I run both hands through my hair, pacing the room round and round.. It's not possible. NO. Christ she's a virgin.
"I don't understand why you didn't tell me," I castigate her.
"The subject never came up. I'm not in the habit of revealing my sexual status to everyone I meet. I mean, we hardly know each other." Ha yeah, that's right Anastasia… We hardly know each other, fuck.
"Well you know a lot more about me now," I snap, my mouth pressed into a hard line. "I knew you were inexperienced, but a virgin!" I run my hand through my hair again, I can't get my head around this… "Hell, Ana I just showed you," I groan. I've just fucking shown her my playroom for pits sake. "May god forgive me? Have you ever been kissed, apart from me?"
"Of course I have."
"And a nice young man hasn't swept you off your feet? I don't understand. You're twenty-one, nearly twenty-two. You're beautiful." I run my hand through my hair once more, completely confused and frustrated with the fact that this girl is a virgin. How has she managed to stay celibate for all this time, looking like that. "And you're seriously discussing what I want to do, when you've no experience." My brows knit together. "How have you avoided sex? Tell me, please."
She shrugs, "No one's really, you know." She shakes her head looking slightly awkward, and it's definitely hard to believe that no one has ever tried to sleep with her, "why are you so angry?" she whispers.
"I'm not angry with you, I'm angry with myself. I just assumed…" I sigh. I regard her shrewdly and then shake my head. "Do you want to go?" I ask gently, hoping she doesn't but giving her the option.
"No, unless you want me to go," she murmurs into her hands. No, I don't want you to leave. I like you here, Miss Steele.
"Of course not. I like having you here." I admit, I've never felt like this before. Wanting a girl to stay with me. I frown, why? I glance at my watch, 23:48 beems back at me. "It's late." I turn at look at her. Her mouth trembling slowly, the tooth clenched onto her bottom lip, hesitantly her tounge sweeps its way along, teasing me. "You're biting you lip." My voice is sounds seductive. I still want her. I want her in my arms, I want to make love to Miss Steele. I want to bite her lip….
"Sorry." Why is she apologising?
"Don't apologise." I breathe, my eyes still locked on her lips, "It's just I want to bite it too, hard."
My body seems to tremble I want her, I need her. "Come," I murmur
"What?" she seems shocked.
"We're going to rectify the situation right now."
"What do you mean? What situation." She's just not getting it; I need to fuck you Miss Steele.
"Your situation. Ana, I'm going to make love to you, Now."
"Oh." She holds her breath, perhaps she doesn't want this as much as me…
"That's if you want to, I mean, I don't want to push my luck." I rumble.
"I thought you didn't make love. I thought you fucked hard." She swallows, Oh I do, Miss Steele but right now I couldn't give a flying fuck how we do it I just want to be inside you. I want to hear you scream my name.
I give her a wicked smile, "I can make an exception, or maybe combine the two, we'll see. I really want to make love to you. Please, come to bed with me. I want our arrangement to work, but you really need to have some idea what you're getting yourself into. We can start you training tonight – with the basics. This doesn't mean I've come over all hearts and flowers, it's a means to an end, but one that I want, and hopefully you do too."
She flushes, "But I haven't done all the things you require from your list of rules." Her voice very breathy, and slightly hesitant. Give in to me Anastasia.
"Forget the rules. Forget about all those details for tonight. I want you. I've wanted you since you fell into my office, and I know you want me. You wouldn't be sitting here calmly discussing punishment and hard limits if you didn't. Please, Ana, spend the night with me." I beg her, hold out my hand to close the gap between us, I widen my eyes, excitement rushing through me. Say yes Ana, Say yes…
She puts her hand in mine; I pull her into my arms in a swift motion. I can feel her slender body pressed up against mine. I reach up, slowing teasing her with the tip of my fingers slowly stroking the nape of neck gradually letting my hand wind round her hair which is held up in a ponytail, It won't protect you, Miss Steele. I pull down gently at the end, forcing her to meet my gaze. Her eyes filled with raw passion. "You are one brave young woman," I whisper. "I am in awe of you." As instant a flush of hot passion shot through me, I leaned down gently placing my lips on her, her lips matching mine, I begin to suck on her lower lip. "I want to bite this lip," I murmur against her mouth, I tug at her lip, forcing her to moan with delight. I smile.
"Please Ana, let me make love to you."
"Yes." She whispers. I smile triumphantly, oh Miss Steele; your night has just begun… I release her, yet still holding onto her left hand, guiding her through the apartment to my bedroom.
My bedroom is quite vast, ceiling high windows, white walls, you know the plain and simple décor. I let go of Anastasia's hand and walk over to one of many chest of drawers near the king-size grey wooden bed. I can feel her eyes on me, watching every move I take. I take off my watch and place it on the chest, then I remove my jacket, and place it on the chair. I step out of my converse shoes slowly, then take off each sock individually, hoping that somehow this will tease little Miss Steele over there. Virgin…. Who would have known? I smile to myself a little, She'll be completely mine… Oh shit, contraception. I automatically turn and gaze back at Ana, "I assume you're not on the pill."
She stares blankly at me, like I'm speaking in a foreign language. "I didn't think so." I open the top drawer of the chest and remove a packed of condoms. Fucking hate these things... eugh. I gaze at Ana again, this is it. The moment has come for me to take what is mine, since the moment she fell into my office. I stroll my way over to her, feeling powerful, my heart is pounding against my chest, hot flushes racing round in my stomach, weird, "Be prepared," I murmur. "Do you want the blinds drawn?"
"I don't mind." She whispers, "I thought you didn't let anyone sleep in your bed?"
"Who says we're going to sleep?" I murmur a little sarcastically.
"Oh." I continue my way over to her, until finally we are inches apart, staring down into the beauty of her bright blue eyes. I notice that as she hasn't moved, none of her closes had disappeared either. "Let's get this jacket off, shall we?" I say softly, taking hold of the lapels and pulling the jacket off her shoulders, then place it on the chair on top of mine.
"Do you have any idea how much I want you, Ana Steele?" I whisper, I reach up and run my finger from the edge of her ear lobe; down along her jaw to her chin.
"Do you have any idea what I'm going to do to you?" I add, creasing her chin with my index finger and thumb. I am hypnotized in a pool of blue as her eyes entrap me pulling me in. I lean down and kiss her, demanding and firm, I put everything into the kiss, wanting to make her feel the way I am feeling, lost, passion, fire burning up from the pit of my stomach, the anxiety is killing me. I want her. I need her. I start unbuttoning her shirt placing small kissing along her jaw, her chin, the corners of her mouth. I peel away her clothes, letting it fall effortlessly to the floor. I stand back wanting to admire the view. There she stands in a pale blue lacy bar, looking absolutely beautiful. "Oh Ana," I breathe. "You have the most beautiful skin, pale and flawless. I want to kiss every single inch of it."
She flushes. I grasp her hair tie, pulling it free, gasping as her hair cascades down and around her shoulders.
"I like brunettes," both of my hands are lost in her hair, grasping each side of her head. Pulling her too me, pushing my lips against hers coaxing my tongue to swirl around with hers. She moans, and it sends pleasure down to my groin. I put my arms around her, pressing her body against mine squeezing her tightly. One of my hands remains in her hair, the other trailing its way down her spine across her waist until it reaches her behind. My hand flexes and I squeeze gently, my erection fully intact, I hold her against my hips, making her feel me, I languidly push against her, making her moan much more against my mouth. Her hands grip hold of my bicep, her nails digging in, then casually makes their way up to much face then hair, she pulls down, yanking at my hair from the roots, I moan. Oh Christ...
I ease us towards the bed, fighting the urge to push her flat on her back; I release her and drop to my knees. I grab her hips bringing her closer to me; I run my tongue down her stomach, circling her navel; gently I nip my way over her hipbone. "Ahh," she groans, I smirk slightly, her skin is so soft, she pulls again at my hair, I like it. Her breathing is harsh, rapid. I gaze at her, Oh Miss Steele, you beautiful girl… Be prepared, because I am going to fuck your brains out.
I reach up and unbutton her jeans, pulling down the zipper, I don't look away. My hands glide down and around her backside, mm Miss Steele I want to smack your bottom so hard, it's red, I want to feel the warmth of impact tingling on my hand. My thumbs now trace the waistband of her jeans, I reach round to her behind, gliding them down slowly, bring the jeans down with my hands. She doesn't take her eyes off mine.
I stop for a second casually licking my lips as I lean in skimming my nose on the inside of her thigh, the room already smells like sex, the heat lingering off both of our bodies. "You smell so good," I murmur as I take a deep breath again. Oh Ana, you beautiful girl. Her body smells of strawberries in the mist of sex. I reach up, tugging the duvet off the bed, pushing her gently with my shoulders, she falls effortlessly on to the bed, her head hitting the mattress, her legs arched up towards the ceiling. I pull out one leg towards me undoing her converse, pulling off her shoe and sock, she balances herself on her elbows, her eyes wild with longing. Without breaking the spell, I keep my eyes locked with hers, I lift her foot by the heel, running my thumbnail along the instep of her foot. She screws her eyes, tilting her head back with a slight gasp. Again I run my thumb down her instep but this time, I lean in, my tongue taking over, followed by my teeth. She groans, he body shakes beneath me, she groans falling back onto the bed, her fingers running through her hair. I chuckle softly. We haven't even started yet, Miss Steele.
"Oh Ana, what I could do to you," I whisper, letting her foot slip through my hand. I remove her other shoe and sock, then stands abruptly removing her jeans.
She is a vision, her hair is now in a lets-have-sex-now sort of do messed up slightly loose over her shoulder. Her body arched up gazing at me in her sexy pale blue bra and knickers. "You're very beautiful, Anastasia Steele. I can't wait to be inside you."
This girl is a virgin, though surely she must have a dark side… "Show me how you pleasure yourself."
She says nothing, stunned.
"Don't be coy, Ana, show me," I whisper.
She shakes her head, confused "I don't know what you mean." Her voice is laced with desire, but with an utter confused expression.
"How do you make yourself come? I want to see."
She shakes her head again, Wha—"I don't," she mumbles. I raise my eyebrows, Seriously, Well Miss Steele, be prepared baby. I shake my head in disbelief, I am completely in awe of her, how can she be completely new to this.
"Well, we'll have to see what we can do about this." I challenge her. I rip out the button of my jeans, and gradually pull them off, keeping my eyes on Ana the entire time. I kick them off and make my way over to Ana, grasping each of her ankles, forcefully jerking her legs apart and I crawl onto the bed between her legs. I hover above her, silently thinking, I'm going to rock your world, Ana Steele. She begins to squirm beneath me; her panting is loud and slightly distracting. I need to teach her to be quiet.
"Keep still," I order, I lean down her body and kiss the inside of her thigh, kissing, sucking and nipping along until I reach her knickers, I plant kisses over the thin material, Ana still wriggling under me.
"We're going to have to work on keeping you still, baby." I murmur against her skin, blowing softly up past her to stomach then planting kisses across her smooth stomach, her skin is flushed, my hand trails up her side from her hip to her waist, up to her breast. I gaze down at her, as I arch my way up gently cupping her breast in my hand fitting perfectly. "You fit my hand perfectly, Anastasia," I place my index finger into her bra gently yanking it from her breast, freeing her, causally doing the same to the other making the underwire sit nicely below her breast making them swell, aswell as her nipples hardening under my heavy gaze. "Very nice," I whisper appreciating the situation I am in. I blow slightly on her nipples, they are sensitive, Ana raises her back slightly pushing them towards me. I blow onto the other nipple and roll it round under my thumb. Ana groans. Her arms are stretched out on the sheets clasping them with her fingers; I lean down taking her breast into my mouth sucking hard whilst squeezing the other in my palm. Her body arches again, I tug on the end of her nipple with my teeth cause her body to sense up with passion.
"Let's see if we can make you come like this," I whisper against her skin, I want to be inside her, but I want her to enjoy this, it feels right.
I continue to assult her nipples, the same routine of massaging, biting and licking all in a circle until she begins to beg me, "Oh… please," her head is tilted back her mouth open as she groans louder, her legs begin to stiffen around me, Oh baby are you ready? Let go Anastasia.
Still tense, her eyes are wide with the unfamiliar sensation. Oh, Miss Steele this definitely is nothing. "Let go baby," I murmur. My teeth close round her nipple, with my thumb and finger in sync rubbing and pulling hard at the skin surrounding. I feel her fall apart beneath me, I lean up quickly absorbing her screams in my mouth, taking what is mine, all mine. Very very responsive. Not sure whether at this point if it's a good or a bad thing, though oh baby I'd love to show her how to control it.
I gaze down at her, completely satisfied. Now the real fun is about to begin.
"You are very responsive," I breathe. "You're going to have to learn to control that, and it's going to be so much fun teaching you how." I kiss her again deeply.
She is still panting from her orgasm, her first orgasm, which now belongs to me and only me. I move my hand down to her waist, to her hips, cupping her vagina slipping in one finger through the fine lace of her knickers, circling slowly around her clitoris. I close my eyes, Oh my Anastasia your so wet, I like that, I like that a lot. Mmm baby I want to fuck you so bad right now. "You're so deliciously wet. God, I want you." I thrust my finger up inside her, she cries out again and I begin to thrust in and out. I palm her clit making her to call out once more, I don't stop I continue to push inside her, the warmth of inside her makes my erection grow, I suddenly sit up tugging her pants off and chucking them somewhere useless on the floor. I pull off my boxer briefs letting me free. I need to be inside her now. I grab the condom which is lying on top of the chest of drawers and swiftly roll it down onto my cock. I move between her legs, spreading them further apart. She eyes down at me, the look of worry hitting her face, "Don't worry," I breath anxiously, my eyes on hers, "You'll expand too," I lean down, placing my hands on either side of her face, so I'm hovering over her, staring down into her eyes, she's looks frightened, absolutely petrified… does she really want this? I clench my jaw.
"You really want this?" I ask softly.
"Please," she begs.
"Pull your knees up." I order softly, and too quickly she obeys, Well I guess there is hope for you yet, Miss Steele. "I'm going to fuck you now, Miss Steele," I murmur I position myself on top of her as the tip of my cock is about to enter. "Hard," I whisper. Then I'm inside her. Thrusting myself against her.
"Aargh!" she cries out, her eyes shut. I still automatically. Mmm yes, Miss Steele. I smile triumphantly as I break through her virginity. My mouth is slightly open, breathing harsh. I groan. She's too tight!
"You're so tight. You okay?"
She nods, her eyes wide. Her hands pressed down hard on my forearms, I freeze slightly, not now, not now. I stay still, hoping she'd get use to the sensation so I can begin to move.
"I'm going to move, baby," I breathe after a moment, my voice sounding a little strained. I ease back slowly, the pour pleasure washes over me, I close my eyes and groan, making myself thrush back into her once more, she cries out my name as her body accepts mine. "More?" I whisper.
"Yes," she breathes and I thrust into her.
"Again?"
"YES." She pleads making me smile, and so I move but this time I don't stop. Shifting onto my elbows so I'm pressing my weight down onto her, I can begin to feel the overwhelming sensation, she raises her hips to meet my every thrust, I gasp. Kissing her deeply as my hands grasp round her head, my teeth pulling down on her lower lip as I continue to move, her sweet scent washing through me as I continue to ease back in. She begins to stiffen as I continue to thrust against her, her body quivers as two beads of sweet leak onto her forehead. She stiffens around me again. "Come for me, Ana." I whisper breathlessly, unravelling at my words she explodes around me calling out my name like she's singing a song for me, just as she splinters into a million pieces the pleasure builds up inside of me, making me shake, as I come I call out her name, thrusting hard, making the most of it as I can. I close my eyes concentration on the warmth surrounding my cock the vibrations of Ana's body makes on me. Then there's only sensation… between me…. Between her then suddenly I still, empty myself into her, calling out her name before collapsing onto her stomach. That was... wow. I close my eyes, trying to control my ragged breathing. I open them completely blissed. Pressing my lips to her forehead, this girl has just given her virginity, she is mine. I gently pull myself out of her, she winces at the unfamiliarity, "ooh," Shit have I hurt her?
"Have I hurt you?" I ask ironically, as I lie down besides her propping up on one elbow, I reach out and tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, she grins widely at me. Mission complete.
"You are asking me if you hurt me?" her smile gets bigger and I can't help but return it.
"The irony is lost on me," I smile sardonically. "Seriously, are you okay?" I relax my face, concerned.
She stretches out beside me, flopping her hands down the side of her naked body, smiling... Her tousled hair, in a glorious mess, she's lost in her head as her lip curls under her teeth, she bites down hard, send yet again complete passion through me.
"You're biting you lip, and you haven't answered me." I frown. Though she doesn't care about my mood change she turns and glances at me grinning impishly.
"I'd like to do that again," she whispers. Oh thank god. Cause I definitely would, Anastasia.
"Would you now, Miss Steele?" I say softly, my voice almost sounding seductive, leaning over i kiss the corner of her mouth. "Demanding little thing aren't you?" I press into her, gathering the hair off her face, kissing her bare shoulder. Mmm so soft-
"Why are you wearing your shirt?" she asks. I still, take it off, Grey she'll stop the questions. I glance at my shirt, pain... Scars lurk beneath.
I shuffle out of my shirt, and then lie back down beside her. Distract her. She has her back against mine, my chest hair touching her bare skin. "So you want me to fuck you again?" I whisper in her ear, trailing kisses around her ear and neck, moving my hand slowly down her body to her waist caressing my way down and working my way back up to her cheek touching her lightly, caressing, suddenly changing direction back down between her legs. I circle my fingers at the top of her thigh. "I'm going to take you from behind, Anastasia," all actions follow in an automatically feeling of longing, I want to be inside her again, I want her sore. She is mine. With my other hand i grasp the end of her hair, pulling it round my fist and pull down gently, holding her in place. I pinioned her below me, no escape. She is helpless. I smirk.
"You are mine," I whisper. "Only mine. Don't forget it." I say seductively, my erection growing quickly pressing into ana's side.
My fingers reach round and start to circle round in her clitoris, I blow gently across her face, her eyes closed as my face leans to hers, i start to nip her jaw. She is intoxicating.
"You smell divine," I nuzzle her ear, my hand continuing to rub against her my fingers continue circling round and round grasping the pleasure through my fingers, she is so wet, so ready.
"Keep still," I order urgently. I insert my thumb into her, rotating round and round picking up the pace, filling both me and her with pleasure, she moans aloud.
"You like this?" I ask softly, my teeth grazing her outer ear, i flex my thumb slowly inserting into her, round and round...
She closes her eyes again, I guess trying to control her breathing as she moans inbetween the sighs of pleasure. Yet she just continues to moan, I smile.
"You're so wet, so quickly. So responsive. Oh Anastasia, I like that. I like that alot." I whisper. She tries to move beneath me. I lock on my position, holding her in place like a loaded gun, I keep up the rhythm of which my thumb is making. Mmm I want to taste you, Miss Steele. But would you?
"Open your mouth," I command, i remove my thumb thrusting it into her mouth. Her eyes fly open, blinking wildly back at me. "See how you taste," I breathe. "Suck me, baby." I press my thumb on her tongue, her mouth closes around me, sucking hard. So fucking well, I want you to suck my cock, Ana I want to make you gag on me. "I want to fuck your mouth, Anastasia." My voice is hoarse, "And I will soon." I add whispering into her ear. She moans, biting down hard on my thumb, I gasp, shocked. Oh look who's a naughty girl then. I pull down tighter on her hair, forcing her to release me. "Naughty, sweet girl." I whisper, reaching over and grabbing another condom from the chest of drawers. I rip the foil packet with my teeth, building the anxiety between us. I lean down again, putting all of my weight on her , grabbing her hair, giving me all of the control, keeping her still, making myself ready to take her once more.
"We're going to go real, slow this time, Anastasia," I breathe.
And slowly I ease into her, her bottom pressed up against my back, we are in a spooning position, I push her leg up higher into the air making room for me to enter her, slowly, slowly until i am buried into her again. The sweet sensations of being inside her drives me crazy i want to fuck her brains out, want to make this rough as fuck. I groan loudly, complete frustration taking over, she groans with me i pull back deliberately circles my hips and ease my way back inside her. I repeat this over again and again, claiming my reward. I tease her, "You feel so good," I groan, i feel she begin to quiver the sensation building up inside her. "oh no, baby, not yet." I murmur, the quivering begins to cease i pull back and start again.
"Oh please," she begs. Her hand covering her face, she is craving release. You haven't felt nothing yet, Anastasia.
"I want you sore, baby," i murmur, i torment her thrusting back and forth. "Every time you move tomorrow, I want you to be reminded that I've been here. Only me. You are mine."
She groans, trying to tilt her head back, searching for release. "Please, Christian.," she whispers consumed in her own pleasure.
"What do you want, Anastasia. Tell me."
She groans again. Teasing I pull out of her and moves back inside her slowly, circling my hips once more.
"Tell me," i demand.
"You, please."
She wants me, she can have me. I increase speed, my breathing becomes more erratic, both insides begin to quiver, i pick up the rhythm. "You. Are. So. Sweet." I murmur between each thrust, "I. Want. You. So. Much." She moans, "You. Are. Mine. Come for me baby,"
My body her body begins to converse, she comes around me, calling out a muffled version of my name into the mattress, i answer with two sharp thrusts, the sensation rising through me, i find my release, pouring myself into her. I collapse on top of her, burying my hair into her hair. Mmmm so delicious..
"Fuck, Ana." I shake my head in disbelief, utterly incredible. I immediately pull out of her, yanking off the used condom. God I hate these things... i turn back to Ana, smiling brightly, I stare at her, she is so beautiful. Her legs are now pulled up to her naked chest, I lean over her. Her eyes are shut tight. She's drifted off into an exhausted sleep. Well played, Mr Grey...
