CHAPTER 8
We silently walked upon the street we have known since, the surrounding was enveloping by colours of a sun - setting down. I looked at Iwa-chan on my right side that has been looking satisfied and well recovered from his injury. I sighed, looked up and held my hands on the back of my neck.
"Where does that long sigh came from, eh?" He asked.
"Hm~ Let's see... I'm a little bit sad."
"And why is that?"
"The cute Tobio-chan might not call me Tohru-san anymore. Ah~ that's so frustrating."
"How could you say so?" You're asking me, really?
"How indeed? I wonder."
"Say, Iwa-chan." I continued, "Stay over tonight in my house."
"What?! As you can see, I'm still recovering. So no. Please give me a break."
He turned around and was about to walk away but I grabbed and gripped his hand and dragged him to an ally. I pinned him on a wall in between my arms, and his thigh I secured to be in my middle, and made sure he had no way to get out. He looked so alarmed and scared, well I can't blame him, and I actually don't know what I'm turning into this time.
"What's wrong with you?" He asked, frightened and nervous. He was protecting himself from the danger I was about to give by keeping a gap between us using his arms.
"Well? What's wrong?" I removed the bridge between and bent a little down closer to his face, "I'm angry." then I aim his mouth with mine, squeezing our lips as if I want him to drain.
Yes, I don't have any idea, but somehow I just really want to twist this guy on me that I almost forgot how to breath in between this kiss. And I could say the same thing to Iwa-chan that looked like I am sucking all his air. My head's going fuzzy, all inside this dim ally, and I feel something wrenching in my chest and I can't really quite figure, but one thing: I am definitely angry, that as to unconscious violence, I have bitten his lip.
"Ah!~"
That stopped me and brought me to reality.
I was looking at him, no staring, throwing daggers at him and he was shaking vigorously "Oi...ka..wa... C-calm d-down... Really... Just..." and then he broke down, collapsed at the floor as if a kid trying to hide himself from his sins, he covered his face and,
"I'm sorry." he tried not to crack his voice.
...
I banged the door locked and assure that no hell can open it. I threw him on the sheets as if it would save him from drowning. I hastily climbed on him and ripped his shirt out so that there would be no bother anymore. I witnessed buttons flying and skin turned red from the force I released.
My hands traveled its way to his waist to eliminate his pants as if it's an enemy "Wait. Oikawa! Fuck. Ah~"
"Saying that even when you're fucking rock hard, huh?" I licked my lips as I looked under him like a cruel king ruling him.
"Please... stop..." He plead, almost crying.
"Stop you say?" I pulled my neck tie out and make knots of it in his hands that had been fighting me since.
Like hell I'll stop.
"This... what... Oi-ka ..." I ssuccessfully tied his hands now, but somehow, it's not enough.
I picked the belt laying down on the bed and linked it to his tied hands and onto the corner of the bed and so... I locked him, as if a kidnap victim.
"This... hurts..."
"Oh shut up." I whispered as I leaned down on him, "my dear Iwa-chan."
I pushed myself through him - no preparations actually, I admit - harshly enough, that I wouldn't be shocked if he bleed. My body convulsed excited - mad, and I rammed unto him as if I am doing a torture...well I am, in sorts of different way though.
I know Iwaizumi more than I know myself well. And I know very well that he talked to Kageyama about the first shit names. I know it's a simple matter, and I am quite surprised myself why I am being like this.
This is very absurd. Well, haven't all the things I've done so?
"I can't believe this..." He muttered between his breath. "This is the first time I see you seriously angry - and you're raping me."
"Well, I'm not raping you if you're feeling pleasure to what I'm doing." I said, and then pierced deeper to him, he cried loud like a bitch.
"D..don't! Stop... wait..." He protested yet anyone could see the ecstasy in his face.
"Ah~ ... So here..." not answering his call, I continued to move in place he plead me to stop."Know what Iwa-chan? ... " I said as I try to gain my pace. "Once you make used to it, you won't be able to turn back."
His eyes were finally sweating the tears, "You wanted me to be like this ..."
"Say, Oikawa... Will I ever reach you?" he added, "...you seem not so willing. You're not even holding out your hands... can you even be tamed? Will you let yourself be?" He paused a little before he shot his punch line...
"Have you not asked me to do so?"
A silence fell, and our heavy gasping of air toned down...
"...was tamed once, and now - again..." I closed my eyes, "and I am afraid."
"Afraid, coming from you sounds so unreal." dear, that's what makes it hard
"As I thought, you don't know everything of me..."
He smirked as if he won an argument "that kid really is something..." then he had his last words of the night and he succumbed to sleep.
I pulled out and went to the living room to gain some real air. Well, he might really be tired, exhausted, and swollen. My head hurts so much I feel it splitting. I lay down on the sofa and closed my eyes as to let the unseen wander.
Next morning, I woke up rather early than normal because, as a matter of fact, it's certainly uncomfortable to sleep at sofa; hence somehow, a blanket had kept my warm last night.
Even in the cold tragedies, Iwa-chan, like a mother, really could not leave his child alone in the storm eh?
I went to my room and found him wrapped in sheets as he stare at his ruined uniform, unknown what he should do. He looked at me, at once - not atleast seconds passed and he looked back at his shirt, and he sighed.
I walked infront of my closet and grabbed a piece of an unused boxer, well I always keep one, a shirt, a towel, and I bet his pants can be still of use, and I threw it on him.
"Please feel free to use the shower... I'll make coffee at the least..."
"T-thanks." His voice was horribly hoarse, not by the sound of a bedroom voice or what, but of someone who cried all night.
We walked together to school, side by side. It was not unusual for us going to school together, what's unusual was that, we did not speak any word to one other, nor even open mouth to mutter.
It's lunch break and since I am currently single, I should be alone with Iwa-chan at the rooftop - maybe molesting him, but of what happened, I hardly even throw a glance at him, nor did he.
I always hated coming to the cafeteria. It's always cramped and noisy of useless talks and nonsense conversations, full of curious eyes of judgmental minds, annoying fangirls who goes gung ho over me - not like I can be rude to them though, they are of use sometimes.
And what I hate the most is that, all tables are not available. I've been circling around with my tray of food on hand, trying to find a vacant table to eat and at last silence my growling stomach, but there's none.
Well, not until someone called me.
"Oikawa-san! Here."
I maneuvered my direction where the voice came from, and I saw him waving his hand, inviting me to his table.
"Oikawa-san, huh?" I said, as I placed my tray on a table and took the chair and comfort myself.
He flinched a litte, or as I could put it to word before he answered. "Well, uhm... As I thought, I couldn't get used to it... So.. Uhmm" he looked not into my eyes.
"Heh~ is that so?" I said, rubbing my chin by my fingers as if a detective on a curious case. "Well, that's fine by me."
He smiled, relieved, maybe. "Will you still teach me how to be a great setter?"
Oh, his eyes don't hide his wildest dreams.
"Hmm, I'm going to think about that." his lips formed an 'o' like what I said was shocking.
Crap. He's definitely cute!
I let out a small laugh and "So, you're eating alone? Got no company? Poor little loner, ne? Tobio-chan." I said, smirking.
"Hmm..." He finished what's on his mouth before he replied, "Says the senpai who's lost alone in the cafeteria."
I laughed at that. "You got me there!"
"Well, actually I was with Kindaiichi while ago. He left me, Kunimi called him." He explained.
"You were dumped."
Tobio-chan smiled, more or like - smirk, maybe? I can't tell, "I'm pretty sure, it's not the same way you're dumped, Oikawa-san."
"I'm afraid, I am not following you, Tobio-chan." I said then took the last bite of my lunch.
He too, were done in his food, he drank his juice first before saying, "Ain't Iwaizumi-san dumped you, today?" he giggled, "I mean, you two always come together in set, but look, Oikawa-san's all alone and lost in cafeteria..."
This silly little kid.
Maybe he realized he's saying too much that he needed to scratch the back of his neck as he couldn't stop himself now from talking. "I, uhm, I'm just wondering if you two fought or what..."
"Fight, you say?" I leaned my elbow on the table and put my face on a hand that was on it, and looked lazily to the adorable creature in front of me.
I guess, I'll never get tired of this image. He amuses me. In all aspect.
"It's not like, erm... It's not like I'm meddling or something...sorry." He said in an apologetic look.
"It's fine. It's not really like we have to be together, you see? So, don't be sorry." I said, and to that reply, he released a sigh as if saying 'thanks God!'
"Say, Tobio-chan..." I fixed my posture straight in the back and a hand on a table, fingers tapping, as if interrogating, "what were you two talking about yesterday? What was it you wanted to ask?"
He looked at me as if he didn't expect the question to pop up.
"Honestly," He blushed a bit, "I wanted to know more of you Oikawa-san, that... uhm..."
"Then?"
"I've heard a lot about you from Iwaizumi-san, so..."
"I bet it's horrible, yes?" He looked at me, surprised as if wondering - how did I know.
"Yes, it is horrible," oh, I see.
"...and very honourable, Oikawa-san."
Then the bell rang.
A/N: See you next chapter ;)
