Hello guys, this is chapter 17, i'm sorry it took me forever to write it, i have been dealing with some personal issues lately and i simply couldn't write anymore. Don't get me wrong, i love writing, and there's absolutely no way for me to drop this fiction. I will eventually finish it, but it's getting difficult for me to focus my attention on it, that's basically why it's taking me a while to write it. I hope you can understand and be patient. I appreciate all the kind words i've been receiving about it. I hope you'll enjoy this chapter. Thank you.


Thursday, November 28th. 1:00pm. Amanda Rollins' apartment.

The situation among the detectives was heated up, one of their own had been abducted. The shock was even immense because Amanda's building was under surveillance that night, so they couldn't understand how did Miller get a hold of her.

Even though Fin put the blame on Nick, and accused him of not doing his job properly, he felt extremely guilty for her abduction as well. In fact, everyone in the unit did.

"I wanna know how in the hell did he get her outside of this building without anyone noticing!" Ordered Olivia, getting the attention of all of the detectives and the CSU techs that were collecting evidence in the apartment.

"We're on it sergeant." Replied a CSU tech.

...

Thursday, November 28th. 2:00pm. A warehouse.

Amanda tied up to a chair, was feeling extremely dizzy. The pain killers she took the night before, besides of the strong dose of sedative Miller administered to her, messed her up big time. Her vision was all blurry and she couldn't keep her head up.

"What... do you want from me..." Managed to say Amanda.

Mike Miller sitting in a chair and facing her, kept gazing at her intensely, following every of her slow movements.

"Oh Mandy Mandy Mandy... You've always been so impatient! That is just so wrong!" Said Miller while shaking his head.

Suddenly, Miller stood up from his chair and walked slowly towards her, then he grabbed her violently by her jaw and whispered to her ear "I'm gonna teach you how to be patient...sweet heart...".

"You... don't... scare me..." Whispered Amanda while shaking her head, trying to get Miller to release her from his grip.

"Oh really? Well this is about to change... darling... " Replied Miller while getting his hand away from her face.

Gathering up all of the energy she had left, Amanda managed to yell "Go...to hell!".

Laughing hysterically, Miller slapped her really hard, then added "If i go to hell, i'll take you with me...". He turned away, walked towards his chair, and sat back.

"Why don't you kill me already? Let's get this over with..." Said Amanda trying to destabilize Miller.

"Kill you?" Smirked Miller, then added "Nice try... I wanna have a little chit chat with you first. And then we'll have fun together..." Said Miller quietly while cracking up a crooked smile.

"How did you get into my apartment?" Said Amanda.

"I'm the one who asks questions in here, and if you disobey me, i will hurt you. Simple as that." Replied miller calmly.

"I'm not afraid of you..." Said Amanda fearless. She was already in a great deal of pain, physically and emotionally. Thinking nothing he can do to her will make the situation any worse.

Miller grabbed a knife from his back pocket, then showed it to Amanda and said while raising the tone of his voice "What did i just tell you Mandy? You are not listening! This is a bad habit! You're gonna have to be punished now...".

Miller walked slowly towards Amanda then crouched in front of her. Amanda holding still, was pale. She knew what Miller was capable of. Heavily sweating, Amanda was anticipating the worst.

Mike putting his hand over Amanda's thigh, started rubbing it slowly, up and down. "Oh baby, you're so tense! It's exciting..." He said while smiling.

Without breaking eye contact with her, he took the knife and approached it to her face, then rubbed her cheek with the blade while whispering "Do you see this knife? Do you want to know what i'm gonna do with it? You've been a bad girl... And a bad girl should be punished... Let me tell you what i'm gonna do... I'm gonna slowly put it in your tigh...So that you'll feel it getting inside you, you'll feel the blade lacerating your skin... You'll see the blood pouring out... You're feel your muscle tear up sooo ssloowly...".

Amanda breathing fast, was anticipating every slow move Miller was making. She just wanted to get this over with. She was tired of playing games and she knew that it was already over for her. She kept counting the seconds before watching Miller taking the knife away from her face, and slowly putting the tip of the blade against her thigh while looking at her and smiling, then he began to push it down in a slow motion.

Amanda contracting all of her muscles, closed her eyes tightly to try and ease the pain. Feeling the blade tearing her flesh up, Amanda couldn't hold herself and screamed her guts out in pain.

"Awww you like that !" Yelled out Miller while pushing the blade even harder against Amanda's thigh.

"STOOP! NOO PLEASE NOOO" Cried out Amanda.

Miller enjoying the scene so much, stopped pushing the blade without taking it out of her thigh, then he stepped away from her.

Amanda was sobbing in pain, unable to keep her head up. Her vision was even more blurry than before, her hands were tied up behind her back and she couldn't move. She saw blurry shades ahead of her but couldn't distinguish them. Amanda was losing consciousness.

"It's the end, he's gonna kill me after torturing me... It's..." She kept thinking silently but before she could finish her thought, she passed out.

...

Thursday, November 28th. 2:00pm. Amanda Rollins' apartment.

"Sergeant! We found something!" Yelled out a technician at the entrance of the apartment.

Olivia rushing out, said "What is it?".

"It's a little camera, it was in the vent. The abductor must have put it there to keep the apartment under constant surveillance. It's a cheap model, these little devices are easy to get, he probably bought it on the internet. But they're not really performant." Explained a CSU tech.

Olivia covering her mouth with her hand in disbelief, managed to say "How does it work?".

"It's a wireless camera, it works via bluetooth. He can activate it with any kind of computer, and he's probably using an internal hard drive to save all of the recordings. But the problem with these devices is that If the bluetooth connexion breaks up, the camera automatically stops recording. So the storage device has to be constantly close by to keep the connexion active. Do you see here, this red little light? It means it's still recording..." Continued the CSU tech.

"Which means that the computer is near by?" Olivia said while Interrupting him.

"exactly sergeant." Replied the CSU tech.

"Listen up everyone!" Yelled out Olivia trying to get everyone's attention.

"There's a computer in this building, it contains all of the recording of a camera that Miller used to watch Detective Rollins. It has to be near by. Search every corner of this building! Find it!" Ordered Olivia with a serious tone.

Olivia was extremely worried, she had to keep her calm to think things through, but she couldn't stop herself from anticipating the worst. She remembered her own abduction, all the torture she went through.

With the bits of pieces of information that Amanda gave her about Miller, Olivia knew what kind of monster she was facing.

...

Thursday, November 28th. 4:00pm. A warehouse.

Amanda feeling a sting in her thigh, started gaining back consciousness slowly, only to find Miller standing in front of her rubbing his fingers around the wound slowly while the knife was still inside.

"Oh hey there sleeping beauty! how are you?" Asked Miller while showing his teeth in a big smile.

Amanda groaning in pain couldn't say anything.

"It hurts, doesn't it? Well i'm sorry sweety... I had to punish you! It's your fault!" Said Miller while rubbing her other thigh. Then added while laughing "Oh don't worry, i'm not gonna hurt this leg, well i hope i won't have to... It's up to you anyway...".

Amanda managed to say, with tears falling down her eyes "What... do you want from me...".

Miller stood up and brought a chair next to Amanda's, then sat beside her and said using a calm tone "Well? Hum... I want revenge! Isn't that obvious?!".

"I didn't... do ... anything to you... You... raped me and i left... without saying a word..." Whispered Amanda with a shaky voice.

"Oh poor baby, You're playing the victim? Aww that is so sad!" Replied Miller with a high pitched voice. Then he added in a serious tone "I had a good life you know... a good job, a full pension, a great reputation...".

Miller getting angrier, grabbed the knife with both of his hands and brutally took it out of the wound, then stabbed her back hard with it into the same spot while yelling out "...Until someone decided to ruin all of this with a certain letter !".

Amanda released a heavy scream that couldn't fully show how excruciating the pain was.

Miller stood up while saying in a surprisingly calm tone "Oh...That was for disobeying me. I told you not to speak.".