chapter 3

"Oh, my goodness, Toby must have been chasing the birds!" Miss Murray exclaimed in dismay as she dropped the camera back down to her side again.

Before lunch Kathy Murray had reminded her class about her plans to take a class photo to grace Reception's wall. Now she looked in shock at the trampled flowers and came to what appeared to be the logical conclusion. The scruffy ginger cat with only one ear and, to judge by his old battle scars, a penchant for fighting until great age must have forced him into retirement, had appeared from nowhere one day and decided to adopt the school and so, in turn, the school had given him a name (Toby, after the Toby jug he'd smashed while jumping in through an open window) and adopted him as their mascot. As no one ever came forward to claim him, he lived, happily enough, with the janitor who had his own house in the grounds and usually kept Toby under control.

The flower garden had been Reception's pride and joy. Kathy Murray had initiated it this term to help settle in some of the more timid kids and it had worked like a charm, giving them a common bond and a sense of importance. But now the children were devastated. Sophie and Georgia gripped each other's hands, with tears raining down their faces. Annie stared in shock with her mouth wide open. Thomas, Jack and Luke were arguing over whether the flower garden could be rescued or should be dug up and started all over again. Sarah kept asking why it happened. Despite her reassurances, Kathy felt like asking Sarah the same question.

The teacher looked round at her class, now a sea of confused and saddened little faces, who had come here so proudly to have their photo . Nearly every one of them was heartbroken to find their handiwork ruined. The exception of course was Kane Phillips, who simply surveyed the damage with indifference.

But Kathy Murray wasn't too surprised. She had also taught Kane's older brother Scott and knew from experience nothing much moved the Phillips boys. It was easy to see where they got their coldness from. Kathy had met their father Richie and taken an instant dislike to him and his sneer. Richie (as he liked to call himself when he was trying to appear respectable, Gus as he was known to certain associates; it was an open secret that he was a small time crook) would turn up at Summer Bay Primary occasionally in invitation to sort out some misdemeanour or other committed by one or both of his sons. This inevitably meant Mr Phillips senior found some excuse to put the blame squarely on the school while proclaiming the sweet innocence of his angelic offspring.

Kane at this moment not only looked like a miniature replica of his father, he even adopted his mannerisms, frowning as he leaned casually on one leg with arms folded across his chest, then rubbing his right ear lobe, obviously thinking how the blame could be shifted. Kathy even half expected him to light up a cigarette.

Kane studied the ruined flower garden, deep in thought. He hadn't realised just how much he and Scotty had walked up and down during the kidnap.

He shook his head in sympathy. No wonder old Murraymints was p-----d off. In his head, Kane had never been four and a half years old. He spoke to his teacher as an equal.

"It coulda been Milko," he said helpfully, not without a twinge of guilt for landing the guy in it. But, hell, it wasn't fair that Toby should get all the blame either.

"Milko?" Kathy looked at her most troublesome student blankly.

"Yeh. He's kinda invisible but he's around, ya know? He loves steak, chips and berries so he coulda been lookin' for berries or somethin' and run off when he heard us 'cos he's heaps shy and don't like talkin' to people much."

"But he talks to you?"

"Nah, he..." Kane began, and then remembered. He was meant to be hiding Milko from stickybeak teachers, not making sure everyone was on first name terms. Jeez, next thing you knew he'd be setting Miss Murray and Milko up on a blind date! "I mean, yeh. All the time. But don't'cha worry, Milko won't chase no one," he added reassuringly, in case Miss Murray really did think a blind date was in the offing and got her hopes up.

To his amazement, Miss Murray smiled and patted his shoulder.

"I understand, Kane. He doesn't mean to do things, does he?" she said in the kind of voice she normally only used if a kid had hurt themselves or was crying for Mummy. "He's really very, very good."

What the hell did she mean, had she seen Milko or something? Maybe teaching all these kids (Kane didn't class himself as one; you grew up fast in the Phillips' humble abode) was getting to old Murraymints and she was finally going doolally.

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And one and two and three and four, make it once more, and one and two and three and four, make it once more...

"Sally...?"

Pippa paused in the act of hanging the washing on the clothes line and watched in concern as her youngest foster daughter came from round the corner of the house, her back against the brick, shuffling her way crab like around its walls.

Sally's eyes were closed. She heard the voice and she knew it was Pippa but she had to touch every part of the house. If she didn't, someone would die before morning and it would be all Sally's fault. She knew it was all her fault that Mum and Dad died on the boat. Milko said it wasn't. Oh, but Sally knew the truth now Milko had gone.

The day Sally first saw Milko (she somehow just knew his name was Milko) was exactly two days after the sailing boat tragedy. He didn't say very much but then he never did in the beginning.

Milko looked a lot like the giant cartoon bottle-of-milk boy on the neon sign advertisement above the airport Diner. The bottle-of-milk boy wore a bottle top for a hat and every time the neon lights changed colour a strawberry milkshake appeared beside him which made him laugh in delight and the bottle-top-hat pop off.

Milko wore a hat too, but it was a kid's baseball cap like Mums put on their kids on hot days to keep the sun off. Later, when Milko and Sally had come to know each other quite well, he often liked to change the colour of his hat but the first time Sally saw him it was red like the bottle-of-milk boy's bottle-top-hat.

Sally had been sitting in the airport diner with Isabel, Rico and Rosa, and half drifting into a dream while fighting hard to stay awake in case Isabel went away like Mum and Dad had gone away. And it was then that she suddenly saw him.

"G'day," Milko said, when he saw she'd noticed him. He was very tall and straight and pale, and he wore a flat red hat though his T-shirt and shorts and trainers were white.

Just then Isabel asked if she was sleepy, stroking Sally's forehead as she spoke, and somewhere in that fraction of a second, between Sally's eyes closing and flying open again, Milko had gone.

The next time Sally saw Milko was just before she and Rosa, the lady who was to travel back with her to Australia, where Sally's grandmother had arranged to meet them at the airport, went through to the departure lounge, where they had to say their goodbyes to Isabel and Rico. Isabel stooped down to Sally and held her very tight, sniffing back tears and talking so fast in Spanish that Sally didn't understand any of it. Isabel's fiancé Rico rubbed his red eyes with the heels of his hands, saying he was tired and trying to pretend he wasn't crying, though Sally knew better. Sally didn't want to leave Isabel either and she was clinging to her, hoping the policia would come and tell Rosa, nice though she was, she really couldn't go with Sally; Isabel and Rico must go instead, and then Gran might say they could all live together in Gran's house forever.

One o'clock in the morning was the strangest time in the world. It was the time when everybody should have been fast asleep but instead everybody was hurrying about with bags and suitcases and trolleys and the lights were bright and the noise was loud. If Sally hadn't overheard a lady carrying a little boy snap at her husband as they walked past well, no wonder the poor kid's grouchy, it's bloody one o'clock in the morning she'd have thought it was the middle of the afternoon. And, everything being so strange, Rico's watch with the square blue face was talking away to itself on his wrist while Rico was rubbing his eyes.

"Tick-tock-Sal-ly-tick-tock-Sal-ly-tick-tock..." it was saying loudly.

That was when Milko suddenly appeared again and decided to show off with some Spanish. "Buen-os di-as" he said, in the same tick-tock voice as the watch. "Buen-os di-as-buen-os-di-as..."

Despite the tears that kept drying out on her face only to keep beginning afresh, Sally was finding it more and more difficult to stay awake. Her whole body was tired. Her legs had gone to sleep a long time ago and now her head felt fuzzy and her arms were so weak she just couldn't hold on to Isabel anymore...

"We will be home soon, leetle one," Rosa said in a whisper, closing the book she'd been reading.

Isabel had gone! Isabel had left her! Sally had finally fallen asleep and Isabel and Rico had gone while she slept! It was just Sally and Rosa now. Just Sally and Rosa, sitting on the quiet plane where cold, harsh lights reflected in round dark windows and all was eerily silent, save for the low droning noise of the engines and the gentle clacking of someone's headphones and the rustling sound of newspaper pages.

"I theenk you might be thirsty?" Rosa asked.

Sally nodded, her bottom lip trembling because it wasn't fair, she wanted Isabel to be there with her instead of Rosa, and Rosa fished in her bag for a carton of blackcurrant fruit juice as she put her book down on...

Milko's lap. But Milko, who was sitting on the empty seat next to them, didn't mind. He simply smiled as if to say everything would be alright.

After that, Sally didn't see Milko for a long, long time. Not until after Gran started doing funny things, like putting her shoes on over her slippers and waking Sally up for school five minutes after Sally had gone to bed.

But one special day, when Gran set a place at the table for Grandad, who'd died years before Sally was born, and Sally was wishing she knew what to do and had someone to tell about it, Milko came and sat in Grandad's chair and never went away again.

When Sally woke in the morning, Milko would be there. Sometimes he'd been to the beach and would be carrying a surfboard or sometimes he'd helped himself to brekkie and would be eating a bowl of cereal or munching on toast. When Sally went to sleep at night Milko would settle down on the kid's armchair (before she started getting mixed up about things, Gran had bought it for Sally's birthday) and yawn and stretch and complain loudly that Sally was keeping him awake. Other times he wouldn't be tired at all and would jump on and off the furniture till Sally told him to stop.

They were very best friends and Milko always knew what to do when Gran was crook. When Gran left the water running after she'd had a bath, Milko said, "Well, Sally, you'll have to turn the tap off." When Gran kept calling her Karen, Sally was frightened until Milko said, "Gran thinks you're your Mum when she was a little girl. You'll have to be patient and wait until she remembers who you are again."

It was Milko who told Sally that it wasn't her fault her Mum and Dad died. Milko who said she didn't have to wash her hands six times every morning. Milko made Sally feel better about everything.

But now Sally had had time to think things over she realised Milko hadn't even tried to escape! Yet if Kane Phillips had done the tying up he would have been able to untie himself quite easily because (being very neat and tidy herself, Sally always noticed these things) although he owned the school, the little boy couldn't even do up his own shoelaces - one lace had been trailing and the other had been tied in several confused knots. No, there could only be one explanation. Milko had decided to be mates with the Phillips boys and team up with them to bully the other kids!

Sally didn't have Milko anymore. She had to protect herself. Every way she knew how.

And one and two and three and four, make it once more, and one and two and three and four, make it once more...

She shuffled to the end of the wall at the same time as Pippa reached her.

"Your hands are grazed," Pippa said, taking Sally's small, trembling hands in her own, and drawing a sharp breath as she saw the blood. "Sally, sweetheart, we're friends, aren't we? You can trust me. Please tell me what's wrong."

Sally gazed back at Pippa and blinked back tears. Even if he had turned traitor, she couldn't dob Milko in. The Phillips brothers had said they'd kill him if she did and she and Milko, they used to be...used to be...(Sally's heart surely snapped in two) such good friends.

It wasn't fair of her to worry Pippa and Tom like this. She would go back to the Home, tonight, and no one in Summer Bay need ever think of her again. It would be best for everyone if she left. Steven, her foster brother, had said as much only last night. She was a wuss, a bub, a stupid sook who did nothing but cry, Steven had said, and nobody needed her here. Well, Steven was right. Milko had Kane and Scott now. Lynn had Carly and Bobby to go down to the beach with and talk about boys. And Frank and Steven, her two foster brothers, even though they were always fighting, well, boys did, and when they weren't fighting they were great mates, talking about footie and fast cars and other boring boy stuff.

Because she had been brought up by her grandmother from so young an age, Sally often spoke in the same old-fashioned way. Her polite little voice reminded Pippa of a bygone age and sweet-faced, silver-haired ladies who, every afternoon at four, sat by the fire to eat buttered scones with jam and cream and sip tea from china cups.

"Thank you for having me stay, Pippa" she said in a breathless sob. "It's been most enjoyable. But I'm afraid I really can't call for any longer."