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Sparkbomb POV

Absolute silence and darkness; honestly? I was scared I been lost for what felt like forever. I miss my friends. I missed the rain. I missed the music. I missed colour. I missed sound. I missed reality. In my mind images of my friends passed through my mind... Starfire's oversized smile as she forced us to eat her favourite food from her home planet and the excitement when she dragged me and Rae to the mall. Cyborg and BB's morning food fight and exaggerated video game battles, Rae's meditation during a chase and her scream echoing through the tower as she warned Beast Boy to be quiet or face the consequences.

Only one image was always the same; Robin. I saw the moment when we were in the t-car after the fire, that amazing moment; so simple but so... sparky. I tried to run to him, but as i ran closer the image became darker, so i ran faster but it disappeared. I froze. He was gone.

I starred at the spot in my mind where he had been and i finally gave in to the darkness. I was falling... then...

Reality hit me. Like a ton of bricks.

Next thing i knew. I was sitting upright in the 'T-Hospital' bed gasping in shock at my lost friends around me. Hot tears of shock, joy and fear ran down my face as i looked at them all. They watched me looking quite relieved and yet slightly shocked, probably from the state i was now in.

I put my hands over my face in slight embarrassment and relief as i let out a sob, that ripped through my core; the tears poured down faster. I brought my knees up and put my forehead on them to hide my face.

I couldn't believe they're here, they are really here! The tear flow didn't slow as memories of previous events attacked me. That evil, vile, twisted person had found me and captured me here at my own home, was nowhere safe?

I hadn't noticed any movement until I felt the bed move; I looked up just enough to see Cyborg and Rae sitting at the end of the bed looking at my sympathetically and at the same time looking slightly worried. Starfire was sitting to my right on the bed, she had her hand on my shoulder to comfort me and she smiled weakly as BB morphed in to a puppy and sat in my lap in an effort to make me smile.

My thoughts came to a halt when the alarm went off, "Dr. Light is back. He's downtown." Cy said. They all moved fast. Running around me then suddenly they were gone. All. Exept one. I looked to my left, "You're not going with them?" I asked timidly through my tears, He replied seriously, "of course not, they can handle this one and besides..." he trailed off, but looked at me as if to say, It's obvious that he's staying because of my situation.

I sniffed and nodded silently, I glance down then back up at him... He's really here...I couldn't help it, I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him "you're really here..." I said almost questioning reality. He simply wrapped his arms around me in return and said "I'm sorry this all happened Spark." I hugged him tighter then reluctantly pulled away from the hug and said calmly, "this wasn't your fault." He didn't reply. He reached up and wiped tears from my cheeks while watching me. I smiled softly at him.

"Robin... How long was I out?" I asked quietly

"3 weeks, 4 days and roughly 2 hours" He said instantly, they looked down while his cheeks went slightly red. I nodded and smiled slightly. He was keeping track...

"So it's a new year..."I hesitated, He smiled " yep 2012"

I smiled, "... wow"

"Best of all spark, because you were 'asleep'" he cringed slightly as i did, "for such a long time your almost fully healed."

I broke out in to a full smile, YES!

I froze for a moment... "Umm... what were my injuries?" Were they that bad? I wondered

He hesitated but said, "A couple of broken ribs, a fair few bruise's..." that's not so bad."... Your left leg was broken in three places, including your ankle, and your head was badly bruised. The bruises and ribs are healed, but you will need to be careful on your leg for a few days..." He paused, and looked tense and glared angrily at the floor.

"Go on... its ok." I reassured

"Your head... we aren't sure about its effect yet." "There's more... something your avoiding" i said watching him. "Mostly, the main concern now is the rest of the damage..." He opened up. "What other damage?"

He looked at me then looked away again shaking his head. He said nothing.

I thought i should change the subject, fearing this conversation was not heading in a good direction for either of us.

"Can we go in the main room?" I reached over to where he stood with his back to me, beside the bed, and touched his arm. He turned slightly and looked at me from over his shoulder. "Pwease..." I said in my baby voice and batted my eyes jokingly. He chuckled for a moment then smiled and helped me to stand, as i lowered my legs over the edge of the bed, I was shocked to see the cast on my left leg, especially when i realised that I was wearing my navy blue tracksuit which the thick, fluffy, white lining inside. Huh... haven't worn this in ages...

As i felt him wrap an arm around my waist, I looked at him and blushed, I lent in to him as he helped me to walk in to the main room, "can you help me over there?" I asked quietly, He nodded and we headed over to the floor next to the desk and the window, where i last sat listening to music...

He helped me to sit on the floor and i smiled as he sat beside me.

I looked around the highly decorated room and admired the huge tree, Robin explained, "Starfire got a little exited about Christmas" I giggled and he smiled, but then it hit me I missed it... I missed christmas... i looked down but shook it off nothing will ruin today. Its a new day. I will try to be happy.

"It's great to be back..." I said looking out the window, until i felt something touch my hand, I looked down to see robins hand was hovering over mine; I blushed and slowly moved my hand, to hold his.

We stayed like that for a moment, and then i slowly looked at his face to find him smiling at me, I smiled back, then bit my lip and looked down again feeling the blush intensify.

"WERE BACK!" I jumped as Cy shouted from the lower floor, I waited to see if Robin was going to move away...

He didn't. I felt a surge of butterlfies in my stomach which grew as the titans enterd.

Suddenly, everything went dark, Robins hand left mine. I panicked. I heard the others speaking, but couldn't register it. The memories flooded back the loneliness, the fear, the torture, the pain, the face...

..the face... that face... THAT FACE!

Somewhere in the back of my mind i thought; This is what robin meant, this was the other damage... Physiological

I could hold it back... I tried; I really did, but... I panicked.

Then it happened. So fast I didn't realise I had done it until it was over...

I fired my power in every direction.

Fear overwhelmed me.

I screamed.

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I don't want to go back to the darkness...

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