Disclaimer: I do not own any content in this story except the plot and 'Spark Bomb'.

A/N / Thank you so much too all those who sent me a review, it means a lot to me to know you like the story :) Please Enjoy!

Ok. So let me explain; if you're a follower of this story then u would notice that I have deleted a chapter and changed this one, this is because there was a continuity error (no one seemed to notice). In chapter one there was a reference to when terra had been a titan, but in the chapter which has been deleted terra was introduced and no one had met her before, so to correct this I have re-written this chapter and the ending of the previous, So Enjoy!

Third Person POV

~ She may look whole on the outside, but inside she's more broken than ever. ~

Sitting on that roof with Robin, the light beaming down on them, their friends 'sneakily' watching from the door and the city that seemed to pause, if only for a moment, just for her, as if it were a girt of apology; Sparkbomb realised something.

It was something horrible.

It was something absolutely vile and despicable.

It was something that she wouldn't…no. It was something that she could not comprehend.

Against her judgement. The Joker had succeeded; her fit in the tower had proved it.

Though she would never admit it, she would forever know. The Joker had broken her.

It had been a week since Sparkbomb woke up.

A week since she had almost ruined the T-tower.

A week since she had sat in the spotlight with Robin.

~"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control"~

The titans had been hesitant for the last few days, as to whether Sparkbomb was capable of handling going out on missions with them, due to all of the pressure and stress they brought, but after returning home for the last three emergencies to find a sad and lonely looking team mate they figured that getting her out of the tower could do her some good.

So on Tuesday afternoon that's exactly what they did.

"Come on guys! Hurry up!" Beast boy announced running down the street that lined the city and marked the beach.

Starfire clapped her hands together and flew forward to try and get the first view, "Oh friends! This is glorious! The fair of fun sounds marvellous!" she laughed excitedly and spun around in the air

"Bright, neon Lights and loud, busy noise. Hurray." Raven said dryly, even though she was walking noticeably faster than usual.

"Aww come on Raven you know you want to go." Beast boy said, while grinning like the Cheshire cat

Raven's silence only appeared to confirm Beat Boy's suspicions, "Look! We here!" He jumped and pointed at the pier that lit up the sky. Then without hesitation he smiled and grabbed ravens arm, dragging forward, while said teasingly, "come on Rae! Maybe if you're nice I'll win you a prize."

Raven looked back to Starfire and Sparkbomb with a panicked expression and even a slight smile, to which both girls laughed and watched the odd couple disappear in to the crowd.

The final four; Robin, Cyborg, Starfire and Sparkbomb surveyed the crowed, looked to one another before robin said, "Titans Go."

The group broke out it to a chorus of laughter and made their way through the crowd; who were so used to seeing the titans around the city, no one even took a second glance to see if it was really them.

Starfire was 'ooo-ing and ahhh-ing' at everything in sight as they looked from one fair attraction to the next, "Friends this is simply wonderful! Oh! Look at that! Goodness earth has a house of the haunted? Why would someone wish to enter a house of the past lives and see the people who are followed by those who are no longer of this realm? Ooooh! Candy floss? Would not the floss made of candy defeat the point off the flossing of which is used to clean gum? But then cleaning gum of the chewing kind seems very unusual… friends, is not the point of gum to be filled with chewable sugar, of which would make the cleaning pointless would it not? OH! Look at this! The-bump-er-cars? Is that not highly dangerous? Last time I look I thought crashing cars together was a bad thing? But maybe bumping cars together has a different rule? Friends, do you suppose that…"

Starfire continuous rant continued, leaving the other three titans to try and interject their explanations and fail every time.

"Guys! Let's go over there!" Cyborg announced, cutting off Starfire, who turned out to see what cyborg wanted to do, and quickly agreed and ran over to the strength test machine. Cyborg smirked and nudged Robins arm, "Bet you can't hit the bell"

Robin smirked at the challenge, "you're on" They ran over to the machine, gesturing for Sparkbomb to follow.

As they reached the game the worker in the stripy hat announced, "Hit the platform on the floor, with this hammer and watch the ball fly up towards the bell!"

"Easy" Cyborg grinned in smug glory and lifted the hammer up into the air with arm and easy slammed it down to the metal square, "Booyah!" The victory bell rang out as the rubber ball reaches the top level; 'Superman'.

Robin went next eyeing the machine as if it were a villain he had to take down. He nodded and smirked with a feeling of power. He picked up the hammer, we both arms, glanced at his three team mates, then as quick as the flash he forced down the hammer with all his strength. Throwing his fist up in the air in celebration, the Victory bell rang out as the rubber ball reached the highest level, 'Superman'.

As Starfire and Sparkbomb congratulated their friends, Beast boy and Raven appeared, one looking proud and happy, the other looked rather out of her comfort zone as she gripped a life sized stuffed toy monkey and a small toy kangaroo, with a little joey in the pouch.

Sparkbomb tilted her head to the side in a silent question to Raven, who just shook her head and glanced at Beast Boy quickly to check he wasn't looking before giving her a small smile. Sparkbomb nodded in recognition and grinned at the secret situation.

"Wow, Beast boy, what games did you win?" Robin asked as cyborg raised an eyebrow.

The green boy grinned and said, "I won that one over there…" he pointed off to the opposite side of the pier, "…where you have to get these ball baseball into a weirdly angled bucket. And I won that on down there, where you have to throw a ball to knock down a tower of bottles." He grinned wider, as the team congratulated him.

"What next?" Raven asked in a neutral tone, which concealed her inner happiness.

Starfire gasped as she saw the dunk tank, "may we go and play the ducking of the man in the water?" She ran over quickly after hearing the agreement from the team.

As they started to walk over Sparkbomb was stopped when her friend said, "We'll be over in a sec guys. Me and Spark are gunna go over there" He said pointing behind them.

"Ok, see ya in a bit!" Beast boy called back, walking off with Raven and a confused and hesitant robin.

Sparkbomb looked up at Cyborg as they walked in the opposite direction. Cyborg stopped at a pretzel stand and brought two. He handed one to Sparkbomb who smiled and took it.

"So, you gunna tell me what's up?" He asked her as they stood by the railing looking down at the water. Sparkbomb only looked at him in question. "Come on spark, you been really quiet lately… ever since the power cut actually. What's up?"

Sparkbomb starred up at him and then looked away, watching a teenage girl laughing with her friends. "It's nothing…"

"You know, I know you better than that."

She sighed softly and nodded, her high pony tail bouncing in the wind. "It's just…" her voice came out quietly and uneven, to Cyborg it sounded unnatural, to Sparkbomb it sounded normal. That was the voice she now spoke to herself in, in her head. ".. Since that incident with the J-Joker" she choked it out "I just feel different. I don't feel as powerful as I did before. I-I don't feel like this anymore..." she gestured at her bright costume and looked down, staring at her reflection in the sea, cyborg followed her gaze. "That girl down there… she's not me anymore."

Cyborg frowned and watched his 'sister', thinking I knew she was still upset, but I didn't think it was this bad… I'm gunna have to talk with the others… "Spark, that girl down there will always be you. Your still just as kick ass as you were before, all you need is a confidence boost. You need to do something you never thought you would do, or maybe all you need is to re-adjust your perspective."

"What do you mean?"

Cyborg thought quickly, "well perhaps all you gotta do is put in to place the elements in your life and see if you want anything to change, like… I dunno maybe your hair colour or something. Girls change their hair colour or style to help change themselves right?"

Sparkbomb nodded, as she absorbed the information, "yeah… that makes a lot of sense actually… thanks Cyborg" she smiled briefly, before turning around and throwing her rubbish in the bin. "Let's go find the others."

Cyborg nodded in approval of his advice and then started to lead the way to their team.

As He arrived he saw Starfire laugh in happiness as the poor guy in the tank fell in to the water, for what had been the sixth time since the titans arrived. "Way to go Starfire!" The team cheered.

As Starfire was handed a squeaky lamb toy as a prize and she squealed in joy and squeezed it.

Robin and Raven looked at Cyborg for a clue as to what happened with Sparkbomb, but he decided it would be best to tell them later, so he shook his head and smirked, "my turn." He took a ball and looked at the worker in the tank, "sorry man" He launched the ball and a loud satisfying splash echoed, "Booyah!" He was hand a miniature robot and he laughed at the irony.

"Dude! Look at that Rollercoaster! We have to go on it!" Beast Boy exclaimed.

They were about to head over when robin said, "Where's Sparkbomb?"

Cyborg turned around and said, "She's right here... oh..." They looked around, "She was right behind me, heading over here…"

Raven focused and flew up, looking over the crowd, she rolled her eyes at the frantic team bellow as she landed again, "relax. She's there." Raven pointed out in to the distance and there she was, walking slowly through the crowd staring at something in her hands.

As she got closer, they could see a white toy bird, about the size of her palm. She had a distant look on her face, her eyes fixated on the creature.

"Sparkbomb? Are you alright?"

She looked up and a small genuine small formed on her face. "Yeah… I'm great actually."

They nodded in stunned emotion, "ok… well, we were going on the roller coaster, you coming?" Beast boy asked

She smiled brighter and nodded, gripping the bird in her left hand.

As the Titans walked up the pier, Sparkbomb turned back and smiled flashing a quick thumbs up. Before running after her team, thinking I won't try to be a dove. Not anymore.

~"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control"~

A/n: Thanks for reading, please review! And I bet this chapter didn't go the way you expected it to, did it? So, why the thumbs up? ;)