THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO R&R! ILY!

CARLISLE'S POV

"Can I have an x-ray for Mr Jones here please?" It was a broken leg. I knew it straight as soon as I saw him but hospital procedures are necessary so an x ray it will be. I see this man on a weekly basis, he reminds me Bella, broken this, broken that. Bella. The pain hits my every time I think about her. I miss her so much that it hurts. Esme and I always thought of her as a daughter to us so leaving her was one of the hardest things we had to do in our existence. We did not think we would lose her like this but if Bella wanted a life without us then I respect her decision. I try and stay strong for the family, which is falling to pieces, I try and stay strong for Esme who is slowly losing it and I try and stay strong for Alice who is giving Edward grieve each and every day since we left. I try and loose myself in work. It helps of course but everything I do reminds me of my Bella. The daughter I left behind.

It's been a peaceful night at the hospital, fluttering in between minor injuries, nothing that can't be sorted without a bit of TLC. I wonder what the family is doing. I think Edward mentioned he was leaving again for somewhere different today, I hope he hasn't left yet I really wanted to say goodbye, I don't know when it will be when I see him again. The huge bang and a familiar cry shook me out of my thoughts. I looked up to see Alice racing through the doors of the ward with a young adult in her arms. Doctors are surrounding them and I leave my patients papers to go and help out. The casualty is on the bed and Alice is talking 100 mph to one of the other doctors. A lot of people ate shouting at me at nurses. I look at Alice's pain stricken face and my heart breaks. Whatever all this is about I know it's bad. I already can feel the absence of the young adult's heartbeat. I hate hung deaths but by looking at Alice's face I can see this is going to be 100 times worse. I hear things shouted, SUICIDE! HELP! CPR! BLOOD LOSS! DEAD! I go over to the body. If I had a heart it would be shattering. The body is Bella's.