A/N Ok pls guys don't hate me for this chapter. I am so sorry for the feels you will go through. Pls don't hate meh. *Hides behind rock* Im sincerely sorry ;-; also I did pov's this chapter cause why not...

As I was walking to breakfast a couple days later, without Dan, Malfoy cornered me.

"Oh look! Its the gay Lester!" He sniggered, "His protector isn't here. Wanna have some fun boys?" He asked turning to his followers Crabbe and Goyle.

They grunted in response and I automatically knew what was coming.

Malfoy pushed me against the wall and punched me in the face. I winced and tried to wriggle free, but he just held me tighter. Crabbe came up beside me and punched me in the stomach while Goyle punched me on the other side.

"Please stop!" I cried.

"Poor thing." He sneered. They punched me a few more times, then left me to cry against the wall.

I walked into the Great Hall still crying, and Dan, Charlotte and Chris all looked up at me with worried looks on their faces.

"What's wrong?" Dan asked, frantic now.

Charlotte looked panicked at the sight of me crying and Chris' eyes were wide and his mouth was hanging open.

"D-Does it-t look like im-m okay?" I half snapped, half cried.

"Well. Come here Phil." Dan said softly, patting his lap.

I walked over to him and broke down again.

"Why does everyone hate me?" I wailed.

"No one hates you Phil." Dan said gently.

"Yes they do Dan! Even you hate me! Why would I think you ever cared? Im so stupid!" I don't know where the anger came from, but in that moment, it exploded and I took it all out on Dan.

"Phil..." Chris said quietly.

"Hey Chris, what's up!" A boy with bright green eyes and curly hair said. When he saw Phil he stopped and a concerned look creeped onto his face.

"Chris, what's wrong with Phil?" He asked, worried.

I had had enough.

"Leave me alone Dan." I glared at him as I stomped away. A few people from other houses looked at me weird and I glared at them.

Dan's Pov

I stared in disbelief at Phil as he stomped off. My heart broke for him right there. But then I realized that no matter what happened, he shouldn't of yelled at me.

"Let him cool down Dan." Chris said quietly.

"He shouldn't of said that!" I said angrily.

"Did he mean it?" I whispered, tears pooling in my eyes.

"Of course not Dan. He loves you." The green eyed guy said.

"Dan this is Peej." Chris looked at him adoringly.

"Hey Peej." I said weakly not really listening.

I thought about Phil. How he said those things. One half of my mind was telling me that he didn't mean it, of course he didn't. The other half was screaming at me OF COURSE HE DID! WHY WOULD A BEAUTIFUL PERSON LIKE PHIL EVEN GIVE A SECOND LOOK AT YOU! My mind was warring with those two halves. My head was like a tornado. I had a million thoughts circling through it all at the same time and I couldn't focus on just one. I was so confused.

"And that's how me met!" Chris looked at me. I could tell me was telling me something and I wasn't listening at all.

"Dan?" Peej asked concerned.

I looked at him. His brown curly hair and his sparkly green eyes. I knew we would be good friends.

I stood up suddenly and turned to walk away.

"Dan? Are you ok?" Charlotte asked. I had forgotten she was there. I added guilt to the storm of emotions moving through me.

I walked away abruptly to look for Phil. I needed to talk to him.

After about an hour of looking I retreated into my whirring mind. It seemed my feet took me back to the Hall, and when I got there I bumped into Peej.

"Oh. Sorry." I said absentmindeldly, and continued walking.

He grabbed my arm and pulled me back in front of him. I looked at him, confused.

"Dan are you okay?" He asked seriously.

"Um, no not really." I mumbled.

"Anything I can do?" He asked, searching my face.

I jumped forward and pressed my lips against his. Peej tensed up against me and I pulled away, shocked with myself.

"What the heck was that for?" He said angrily.

"I'm so sorry Peej." I said, still shocked.

"Can you do this for me? Just once?" I surprised myself with the words that escaped my mouth.

"No! I'm dating Chris!" He glared at me.

"Please." I said desperately.

He looked at me. "Fine." He sighed.

I pressed my lips against his again, and he kissed back. Peej's lips were nowhere as soft and beautiful as Phil's. But I took it anyway. I knew I would regret this when it was over, but I felt so lonely. I was also furious at Phil for getting angry at me and disappearing. I broke apart from Peej and he looked at me seriously.

"Never. Again.," he said, "And it was not serious. I can tell we will be good friends, and this was because I think your a cool guy." He walked away leaving me to stare at his disappearing figure and he walk toward the Ravenclaw common room.

I walked back to the common room slowly and i thought about what happened. I instantly regretted it all.

"What have i done?" I whispered.

When i got to my bed i collapsed and fell into a dreamless sleep.

A/N Please don't hate meh *Continues hiding* Ill fix it I promise! It was an accident. Heh. Sorry. I'm so ashamed. Sigh. Also this isn't on a Sat but i had to write sorry. I was craving. have a good day xoxo