A/N: Just listening to some WILD jam :)

Phil's POV

When I woke up the next day, I thought, Phew, it was a dream. I can still go down to the Great Hall and have breakfast with him. I walked out into the common room and got glances of pity, people looking away really quickly, and PJ and Chris sitting on the couch, crying.

I walked up to them and asked, "Why are you crying?"

"Oh Phil. Don't you remember?"

Dread settled in my stomach, and I realized it wasn't a dream. My Dan was dead.

My eyes teared up and I ran forward and collapsed into Chris' arms.

I sobbed. It felt like the tears would never, ever end. They were an endless stream of salty water that wasn't good. They were tears of sadness. Tears of grief.

I was getting tears on Chris' pants, but I didn't care.

''Its okay Phil. Everything will be okay." He whispered, stroking my hair.

"NO IT WONT! IT WONT EVER BE!" I screamed and tore out of the room, gaining many stares of pity.

I ran toward the Slytherin common room. It was all Malfoy's fault. I will kill him I thought.

Charlotte saw me running down the hall and she grabbed me.

"Phil! Stop!" she tightened he vice-like grip on my arms.

Knowing I couldn't get out of her grip, I zoned out, ignoring her speaking.

Students were not in their uniforms, even thought it was a Wednesday. There was no school for the next few days cause of Dan's death.

"Phil!" she shook me.

I turned my eyes toward hers, and her eyes softened up. I took my chance, and twisting, escaped her grip. I ran as fast as I can, knowing where I wanted to go.

As I came to the wall that held The Room of Requirements, I screamed in my head, I need somewhere that I can be away from this horrible world. Anywhere.

The wall formed a set of doors, and making sure no one else was there, pushed them open.

Inside them was a comfortable bed. i ran forward and collapsed into it, falling asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow


Two days later, although i didn't know it was that long, I decided to come out.

I opened the giant doors and walked slowly outside. I saw no one on my way there. Where was everyone?

i decided to go to the lake. When i got there, all the students where there. The funeral! I had forgotten.

Everyone was dressed in black. The boys were dressed in jet-black suits with white ties, while the girls were just in dresses. I spotted PJ and walked toward him. When he saw me, relif filled his face.

"Phil!" he whisper-yelled.

I ignored them and tried not to think about how black was Dan's favourite colour.

The preist invited any people who wanted to speak to come up. A few people from our grade went up, but after a while i tuned them out. It was the normal 'I wish we spoke more' and 'we were good friends' stuff that wasn't true anyway. After the funeral, i went back to the common room. I got out a piece of parchment and a quill. i wrote this, addressing it to Chris and PJ:

Hello Chris and PJ,

i love you both so much. But that isn't enough. I can't live without Dan. Do you know what it feels like to loose someone you love?

Its like someone ripped out my heart and tore it to shreads right in front of me. I can't live without my other half. If i stayed here, it would be like drowning me, but never killing me. I would be drowning in grief i probably never escape. I couldn't ever breath. Everything would remind me of him. Even a rabbit on the side of the road. That's why i cant live here anymore. Please don't let my passing make you sad. You have eachother. Never take what you love for granted. Ive realized that now that he's gone. Go on with your life. Graduate from Hogwarts. Get a job. Live with each other. What the heck, adopt a child! Just don't forget about me. Ill always be in your hearts. I love you both so, so, so much. Goodbye...

-Phil~

I placed it on their bed and went to sleep, knowing i wont wake up.


A/N: Ok i know that was crappy, oops.

Sorry if the grammar is bad, a lot of my keys on my keyboard are stuck ;-;

IM SO NICE! I INCLUDED THE LAST CHAPPY AND THE EPOLAGUE IN THE SAME CHAPPY! ARENT I GREAT?

Pls review and you will get a new fanfic!

OH! BEFORE I FORGET, I DECIDED TO DO THE PHANFIC AND DESTIEL ONE AT THE SAME TIMEEEEE!

The Destiel one is called Mission Save Love, kinda cheesy ik. I haven't decided for the Phan one, so pls stand by.

Love ya and don't forget to reviewww.

P.S. sorry this chappy was crappy but i was tired so.

P.P.S. WILD! WILD! IF YOU HAVENT LISTENED TO IT, IM DISSAPOINTED. DO IT NOW.